i can’t afford therapy

so gone I am the blood left on the blade.

to be honest; if i could sacrifice myself for the better of my family it’d happen instantly.

feel like i could move to Alaska and nothing would change. nobody would even notice.

i lie. a lot. mostly to me, (stupid af huh)

i already preferred being alone, but i still miss you.

I had two cups of coffee... so now I can feel my heart pounding throughout my face. fun.