I'm a Stranger in This Town

wow i just cant take this anymore *continues to take it*

billy hargrove deserved better. he did. he really did. we saw him practicing his lines in the car proving that this facade he puts on is in fact just that. we saw how scared and frightened he was of what he was being forced to do when in the sauna. we saw the origin of his personal struggles and why he thinks and acts the way he does. we saw a once happy billy at a young age lose his mother due to his fathers abusive ways. he didn’t have anyone to go to because billy didn’t have anyone in general. he was alone and not once did anyone think about saving him, like they did will the previous season, before attacking the mind flayer. not once did anyone suggest a way to help him out of his misery. the only reason we got to see him return back to himself at the end was because it was the only way to bring down the mind flayer. he was merely a pawn in it all to everyone else, never a person, and yet he still sacrificed himself for these people who did nothing but despise him. he got a sliver of redemption before he practically handed himself over to the mind flayer. so don’t tell me that he deserved what he got when he went through a life of pain and misery and was dissected to be a monster when just by the mere mention of his mother he had turned back into himself and was prepared to die to save the others. so I’ll say it again and a million times more if I have to. billy hargrove deserved better.

I hate those really vivid dreams that you’re still emotionally attached to after you wake up. You’re stuck, feeling for something that technically doesn’t exist.

don’t u hate it when u wake up and ur awake