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Marvel's 2017 Spider-Man, Marvel, Doctor Who, BBC Merlin, Sherlock, Good Omens, Only Murders in the Building, Find Me in Paris, Fall Out Boy, Arrowverse (CW), Spider-man, One Direction, Cigarettes after Sex, My Chemical Romance, Palaye Royale, Stranger Things, Soundtrack to Our Teenage Zombie Apocalypse, the PM's daughter, Avatar the Last Airbender, LOTR + more!!
𝕸𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖈 𝖙𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊
Uhhh I listen to a lot of genres, my main would probably be punk rock or queercore punk. I also listen to: Indie, Sad Rap, Hyperpop, Nightcore and some other stuff
Artists-
Cheap Perfume, Destroy boys, Bad Omens, Dead Poets Society, Palaye Rolaye, The Killers, Fall Out Boy, Cigarettes after Sex, My Chemical Romance, Set It Off, I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME, The Brobecks, RIELL, Mother Mother, Artic Monkeys, Saracci, Hollywood Undead, Conan Gray, Mad Tsai, Bohnes, Grandson, SAINT PHNX, Lund, Marino, Ayesha Erotica, Ve'ondre, Confetti, Waterparks, Maneskin, 3OH!3, Destroy boys, Oozes, Cheap Perfume
(can you tell I really like music)
𝕳𝖔𝖇𝖇𝖎𝖊𝖘
90% of my time is spent on tumblr, pinterest, youtube or ao3
...but other than that my hobbies include:
reading - my fav genre's dystopian
writing - I write poems, fanfics, stories and songs| currently writing a novel (someone tell me to keep writing T_T) - also! I'm open to suggestions, lmk if you have any fic suggestions
singing - I've been singing on stage since I was three, still performing... should I make a cover channel??
taekwondo - I'll be a blackbelt soon!!
swimming - Lowkey scared of drowning but its funnn
DIY-ing - this consumes my soul
drawing - (on the rare occasion)
having existential crisis's - this is somehow a hobby 🤷
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So, something I realized today. Fi and Type 4 already resemble each other in obvious ways- both revolve around inner truth, identity, and the pain of being unseen or misunderstood. But for INFJs, Fi is not the primary function. In Beebe's model, it's described as the “critical parent”, which makes the whole situation confusing and convoluted.
An INFJ may grow up overly responsible and even wise- but if they are also a 4, their core is still concentrated around longing and a profound sense of lack. The problem is that INFJs don't have access to Fi in the same direct way that Fi-dominant or Fi-auxes do. For us, Fi can feel elusive. It only really surfaces in moments of injustice, profound inspiration, revelation, etc.
This is why I think INFJ 4s are almost forced to integrate towards 1. The experience of being a 4 without seamless access to Fi is extremely painful. There has to be a stabilizing structure. There has to be discipline, because otherwise the weight of our inner world becomes catastrophically heavy.
This makes the personality inherently difficult to navigate. The Enneagram core and our MBTI function stack feel like they're pulling in opposite directions. Type 4 wants inner truth, while the INFJ stack filters that truth through Ni, Fe, Ti, and Se- through pattern, relational awareness, analysis, and embodiment. So, an INFJ 4 may not look “authentic” in the obvious Fi way.
And then when 4 moves towards 1, it can eventually access 7. This is why INFJ 4s can also be much more bubbly and friendly than people would expect. The movement from 4 to 1 gives structure, and from that structure, 7-like abundance becomes possible, leading to an unfolding of opportunities. So, healthy INFJ 4s aren't necessarily going to be aggressively raw, but this doesn't make us any less authentic.
functionally suicidal character saying “I would die for you” to their significant other and its like. I get the sentiment, honey, but if a hot dog vendor told me he’d sell hot dogs for me, I wouldn’t feel very moved now would I
the worst part of summer is that people get sooo comfortable expressing their disgust at having to see other people’s bodies. they’re always complaining about wrinkly old men at the nude hot springs or fat women in bikinis at the beach. I hate that shit. if you’re not capable of being normal about bodies you personally don’t find attractive, just turn your head to look at something else! and if you’re not smart enough to do that, then at least do the rest of us the courtesy of suffering in silence, because we don’t wanna hear your weird comments. thanks.
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UNPOPULAR OPINION: A lot of "mental health issues" disappear when bills are paid, rent is secure, and the fridge is full. Peace is expensive. And pretending money doesn't affect mental health is privilege.
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“Why don’t you use ai” idk man beyond the obvious environmental and “this machine causes psychosis and encourages people to kill themselves” thing I think asking the equivalent of a solid D student who is also a pathological liar if they can answer my question/do the work for me seems pretty fucking stupid