I'm really sorry to hear about your grandma but it's good to hear you're doing okay ❤️‍🩹 Do you have any trips planned? I love hearing your travel plans

Aww, you're so sweet. 🥰 Maybe my obsession will come back when they're more active. I can't lie—I do like lurking though! 😂 Oh gosh...I've not archived anything in forever but I'm glad you're able to still find stuff. As for my grandma, she was 90-something years old so she's lived a full life. It was still hard to lose her because I spent the past year caring for her but I like to think she's reunited with her husband. ☺️ I reckon I'm done traveling this year because I took two trips close together but to be honest, I'd go anywhere! 😁

And then in Jan 2026, I went to Taipei, Taiwan. I had no expectations and was pleasantly blown away! It reminds me of Japan while also being Chinese. And if anyone watched Alex Honnold climb Taipei 101, we got to see it in person!

First 4 photos are unedited but I wanted to share them.

you see i, i was a test-tube baby that’s why nobody gets me.

HAPPY 34TH BIRTHDAY VAN MCCANN🥳

I'm doing fine. Nothing's really changed with me. My grandma passed away in June and my work crush has had a girlfriend since March. I wish I had better news to share but that's life sometimes and I try not to be too sad about it. I'm happy to have good health, to be able to travel, and to spend time with family and friends, doing what makes me happy. 🙂

I was never really gone. 🙈 I still lurk on Instagram, Tumblr, Reddit, etc. so I'm still up-to-date. My obsession has gone away though but I'm still curious about what's happening and still fully support the band if and when they come back. I don't know anything beyond what everyone else knows but I still have hope that Van hasn't given up on music. 🙂 I miss them loads though and am happy to see Bondy and Rob doing well.

I don't have any plans to delete this blog, my Instagram account, or Wattpad. I still get notifications every once in a while so people are still finding things. I've not been able to find much old "new" content but will share if I find anything and unfortunately, I think I'm done with writing but luckily everything's complete.