one among the crowd.

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one among the crowd.

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I think it says a lot about where my mind is considering how I haven't updated my journal (physical + digital) in months. Been so preoccupied and not all there at the same time :')

But I mean, it's alright ig.

In a funny way I made blogs for some of my hobbies so I'm at least updating something; mainly a blog for ffxiv and my ttrpg yapping. Ig I'll also put some of my wiki update stuff on there.

Also also, I'm trying to use my letterboxd account more for movies so there's that.

I need to read again since I use pagebound for books. I forgot the last books I was in the middle of reading were Yellowface, About a Place in the Kinki Region, and The Everlasting. Pausing Yellowface though, because oh my god the secondhand embarrassment I'm getting makes it really hard to push through. Not the book's fault I think, because I'm pretty sure that's part of the point.

I'm 3 books away from my book reading goal of the year...I thought I'd read more ngl oops. Been so busy with stuff, and ig that just happens when you have a bunch of stuff you're into.

Something hilariously (maybe) vouyeristic about having limited money all the time, where I've just accepted that I can only really watch my friends go hang out by themselves, because I can't do it enough myself.

Fucked up that during my nap I woke up at one point thinking I overslept and was late to meeting my fiance, until I remembered I just saw him off at the airport today.

Been listening to this pretty much almost on loop. It just makes me think about my engagement. We're not people with the most ideal circumstances in some aspects, we mean well, we love each other sincerely, all we are is ourselves and we'll give what we have.

Meals for the day haha (burger is my partner's). My friend treated us cus engagement hehe thank you sm man ♡♡♡

I'm always grateful for my friends' support and friendship. I really appreciate them for a lot of reasons obv haha.

We went to River Wonders yesterday and it was fun. The river ride was really fun ngl. So many animals and fish.

Unfortunately wasn't able to share pics of what I did with my partner yesterday. First with breakfast cus he felt like pancakes and this was close by. It was yummy, but also I love chocolate haha.

I won't lie, a part of me died last night. This sucks lol.

On a more fun note, River Wonders was cool. Also saw Project Hail Mary for the first time.

Something positive you can look at my engagement ring!!! It's a pink sapphire with a gold band, and ig the arrangement is called "floral arrangement." He also said there's an engraving on the inside that says "My Eliy"