I Capture The Capital

Do it whilst i am asleep

I do not want to bare witness to your depature

Allow me to dream a happy dream

Where you are still with me

Who says you were the first man i loved

My tears can be flowing because i miss the ocean and wanted to feel her

Maybe because i am alone

Ive had over a thousand stab wounds to my back

What makes you think yours will make a difference

You can choose other women in different cities

But maybe one day youll miss me

Wipe away the tears of loneliness

Because ive got no room left

Its all been occupied and damaged

I can be silent and enticing 

I lost my mind in you

I lost myself in you

He does not love me like i love him

He holds me in a cage pulling the invisible strings

I fell for his honey eyes

He captured all the flowers

His voice is still my favourite sound

He doesnt care that i love him more than the ocean

Im afraid

Should i stay because your love isnt fair

Im scared

If i stay youll hurt me more every day

Ive lost myself in you

If you want to leave I will not beg you to stay

All the things you wanted

I did it all for you

I thought I saw the light in you

It was a reflection all along

You know I have created many rivers

I have swam through them all

To the island on the other side

I made it out breathing even when I was drowning

I have lived even when I thought I was dying

I am not in cage I am a part of the wind

I can always fly away

I have no chains no anchors holding me down

My soul is a free phoenix  

If you choose the open road

I will not be your home waiting for your return

I am an uprooted tree

Wandering the footprints of strangers  

I am a free spirit

He is beautiful and pure i know i belong to him for sure.

He has this soul that sings i know i would fight for him even if he were to sin.

They can lie tell me he isnt right but what do they know about love they can all wither and die.

He may not know how to play the guitar but he knows how to strum away my fears alongside any tears.

He has brought me to life when i thought i was done with this stife.

He has the fire and he can walk on ice

He has the power but still treats me as if im fragile like a flower

I try to hide within the shadows between the cracks in our foundation

I scream in between the chorus of our favourite song to muffle my doubts

But its only a fraction of what i feel

I know my soul seeks your finger tips to stroke it better

My eyes always seek the headlights of your car you are my northern star in the night sky

I wait for you every second we are apart every strand of my hair wanting to get tangled up between the sheets with you

I take photographs in my mind when you look at me , through me