stiles stilinski has a crush. he doesnât think itâs reciprocated. then, he gets kissed, a lot, and his whole world changes.
dating stiles stilinski would include⌠| @ffhspidey
To Fall for a Friend - season one | @/aristrocrat
Y/N and Scott McCall have known each other since birth, being as their families were close friends. They did everything together, including meeting and befriending Stiles Stilinski. Y/N only ever knew him as Scottâs good friend. But suddenly, sophomore year changes everything. She now has to juggle everything from newly-found popularity to exposure to the supernatural world and a new romance that sheâs been wishing for since she was a child. These are only the beginnings of this seasonâs trials and tribulations.
Never Have I Ever | @bruh--wtf
Save You from Yourself | @muffinbeliever
The reader is having a rough day. Luckily, Stiles is there to remind her that he will always be there for her.
Sleepover | @angelblacksmith
Sheriff Stilinski is on night duty, so the reader stays overnight at Stilesâ.
âweâre never having sex again.â | @/farfromharry
stilesâ love language is physical touch and he must always remind you | @/farfromharry
stiles forgetting him and his gfs anniversary | @strangerquinns
friends to lovers to exâs to lovers | @/strangerquinns
Break-ups are hard, but itâs even worse when your ex still seems to always be around.
sleepless nights | @katsu28
Stiles calls Y/N for some late night help brainstorming on a case
cold shoulder | @/katsu28
stiles imagine where he gets the reader mad and she ignores him and he spends all day trying to get her to forgive him
You belong with me | @atlas-of-a-human-soul
(Y/N) is fed up with Stiles and his obsession with Lydia.
Mine | @golddaggers
You are in love with Stiles, but thinks you donât stand a chance, since he only sees you as Scottâs sister and a friend. Plus, you think he is love with Lydia. Then, one day, you get seriously injured. When you later wake up at the hospial, Stiles surprises you by confessing his feelings.
have you seen her? | @/golddaggers
It Was Always Her | @/starshipsofstarlord
Lydia is used to being everyoneâs first choice, and although she doesnât quite remember all of Stiles, she knows who his priority is - y/n Hale
Married Couple | @justauthoring
Sweet Beginnings  | @honeystilinski
Cute pt 2 | @plus-size-reader
The reader finally gets some answers about whatâs going on with Stiles, but it doesnât really make her feel better about that night at his house.
Sharpies | @spiderwcd
stiles breaks his leg. this means y/n has to take care of him, so she tries to cheer him up by doodling all over his cast.
The old Jeep  | @berrieluv
Usually, Stiles is a loving and caring boyfriend, when he has nothing in his mind youâre his first priority. Recently, more than usually, he has been having too much in his mind.
Scott barges in and looks like a proud parent | @freedomfireflies
The Alphas Best Friend | @samdeancass
Y/N is Scottâs little sister and she has to find a way to tell him that sheâs in love with his best friend.
Stiles Stilinski x McCall!fem!reader
Void Stiles
My Time | @/justauthoring
His Little Dove  | @/alisonwritesimagines
Nobody know why the Nogitsune took a big interest in you. It confused everyone, including yourself. Even though you were Stilesâs girlfriend, you didnât think you were that important to the situation. However, the Nogitsune thinks otherwise.
Hungry Fox  | @/starshipsofstarlord
So much pain bundled up inside you made you the perfect prey for the spirit that possessed your best friend. It was that much chaotic that Stiles had caused some of the heart ache that dwelled in your chest.
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Your roommate Isaac is great, except for the fact that he disappears once a month. Oh, and your persistent crush on him doesnât help either
cruel summer | @/hotdogwillex
Isaac Lahey x reader | @randomoutsiders
Iâm Okay. | @1987vampire
â Iâm going to keep you safe. â
I still love you | @tateisabigmood
You and Isaac broke up not too long ago. But when his father dies, you find yourself comforting him again. Maybe you havenât moved on just yet.
Stilinski!Reader
Four Months later | @/tateisabigmood
Isaac changed. You two grew apart. But after four months, he comes back into your life.
Isaac Lahey Masterlist | @teenwolffan-with-nolife
Wolf Boy | @/teenwolffan-with-nolife
Mcall!Reader
Something stupid  | @/teenwolffan-with-nolife
Mcall!Reader
i want to punch your cute face | @ffhspidey
Dating Issac Lahey Would Include | @ahodgepodge
no longer | @justauthoring
Request: where the reader asks Isaac if he could stay and at first heâs stiff but they end up cuddling and being cute together
Long Enough | @/justauthoring
Request: Isaac Lahey is in love with y/n, but sheâs Scottâs sister. Isaac sees Scott as the leader and wouldnât want to do anything to cross him. He keeps his feelings a secret until something evolving another guy provokes him to scary him. Now everyone knows Isaac looks at her as more than a friend.
Anchor | @/justauthoring
where Isaac is absolutely terrified heâll hurt you doing a full moon, but you end up being his anchor
Dating Isaac Lahey: | @biles-bilinskiii
Good Enough to Eat | @fullmoonimagines
Nowhere but Here | @/fullmoonimagines
Trust | @/fullmoonimagines
where you had been avoiding him because of a fight and you go to his game because Lydia makes you and when they are losing he starts getting frustrated and so during half time you go to calm him down so he doesnât turn and you guys make up
Isaac Lahey x reader | @obscure-imagines
Fight Club | @vnderoos
Anchor | @clnriswood
Isaac Lahey imagine where Y/N is a newly turned wolf and doesnât have an anchor since Isaac left her for Allison, but she needs him?
Different | @/clnriswood
Isaac imagine where your bestfriends before the bite and after he starts acting like an ass to you so you call him out on it and tell him that the person in front of you isnât your bestfriend.
Dating Issac Lahey Would Include | @somethingpoetichere
Isaac Lahey Imagines | @bonniebird
Breakdown | @stiles-o-dylan24
Request: Stilesâ sister x Isaac, but itâs after he leaves for France and stiles is just waiting for her to breakdown, and maybe itâs brought up at like a pack meeting and everyone goes all concerned parent when she snaps about isaac and not wanting to talk about it
Kiss Me Like You Missed Me | @/stiles-o-dylan24
Anchor | @babymochi127
this takes place in season 2 episode 7 where Isaac finds his anchor. spoiler alert: itâs you
Thief | @wckdhook
where you like to steal his shirts and scarves so he can never find them but he sees you wearing them at school and he thinks itâs adorable.
The waiter | @randomimaginesforrandompeople
You go out to dinner with a few friends to the restaurant where you friend works. Thereâs a cute waiter there and he asks your friend about you.
Too Pure | @spreadp0sitivity
Damn it, Lahey. | @tw-fandom-imagines
where you're best friends and you get in a serious fight before a pack mission and you don't speak to him
By My Side | @daydreaming-away-reality
Isaac Lahey x Stiles!sister | @fangirlfanwritings
reader is isaac laheyâs girlfriend (and stilesâ sister) and she goes to his lacrosse game wearing his jersey and he finds it very attractive
Pain | @pennylanefics
Nightmare | @/pennylanefics
Soft Alphabet | @/pennylanefics
Soft Alphabet v. 2 Â | @/pennylanefics
New Life | @/pennylanefics
Exhausted | @/pennylanefics
Too Dumb to Realize | @/pennylanefics
Family Troubles | @/pennylanefics
Take In | @/pennylanefics
100 ways to say i love you. | @steviemae
i had a dream about you last night.
Safest with you | @selfignitingimagines
A Start | @/selfignitingimagines
Isaac Lahey x Alpha!Reader | @isaac-lahey-imagines
Isaacâs injured and canât do *fondue (hope my readers know where this came from) â much to his dismay â and you decided to make fun of the situation he was in and tease.
Dating Isaac would include⌠| @thosemultifandomwritings
Your are my life | @xthisisthefandomlifex
He canât hurt you | @lowsodiumfreaks67
Lacrosse Game | @craving-for-werewolves
reader is Scott younger sister | @anotherimaginescollection
âAdmit it, you find me attractive.â âI find 4% of you attractive.â | @/anotherimaginescollection
Masterlist | @chloe-skywalker
Iâll Show You How Easy It Is | @/chloe-skywalker
Isaac show Stiles and Scott how easy it is to ask you out
Staying Up All Night, Really? | @/chloe-skywalker
After getting kidnapped by the Alpha pack, your brother Scott and your boyfriend Isaac watch over you at night but both fall asleep
Your Invited | @/chloe-skywalker
Sneaking in | @imagination-of-a-fandom-slut
Coming back at you dorm to find Isaac.
Distance | @imagines-corner
McCall!Reader
Risks | @/imagines-corner
Dating Isaac Lahey would include | @fandomaniac-writer
Masterlist | @redbrickisaac
Dating isaac | @thatsrealoriginalkaren
Dating Isaac Lahey would include | @annieayluv
Deja Vu | @cxplqnce
Goodbye | @zukkook
erica and boyd are leaving town. isaac is planning on leaving with them, but thereâs still someone in beacon hills holding him down.
hope ur ok | @free-pool-trash
If I Stay part III | @mca-attack21
Motel California | @plus-size-reader
Scott asking you to room with Isaac at the Motel Glen Capri, which seems a lot more difficult than maybe it should.
Alone | @/plus-size-reader
Isaac losing control during one of the lacrosse games and you go to check on him
Panic | @/plus-size-reader
Reader gets freaked out when she thinks theyâre hurting Isaac and they find out its because heâs her anchor. (Inspired by 3x02)
Sweet Like Peaches | @flower-slut004
Tales Of The Moon | @/flower-slut004
âyour lying! say itâs not trueâ & âstay away from meâ where they have been best friends before he got the bite and heâs been distant and he âchangedâ so she does her research and finds out heâs a werewolfÂ
Treachery | @/flower-slut004
where they sneak behind stiles back
Night Changes | @/flower-slut004
continuation of what their relationship is like after he gets the bite
I Could Never Hurt You | @/flower-slut004
Music To My Ears | @/flower-slut004
making the reader feel better after feeling insecure
Thatâs Cute | @/flower-slut004
Nurse Lahey | @/flower-slut004
Dude thatâs my sister | @strawberrycherie
You and Isaac have been dating for a while now. The problem is if your brother Scott found out heâd probably freak out (Stiles probably would too). But with Isaac living at your house itâs getting very hard to hide your secret relationship from Scott.
I Miss You | @wdwmarveldisney
Isaac gets marked by the Oni and when he wonât calm down, youâre called in.
Never Again | @/wdwmarveldisney
You watch your best friend die and all you want is to be held by the love of your life.
Stilinski!reader
Canât Be There For You | @/wdwmarveldisney
When you drown yourself in a bath of ice water to save your friendsâ parents and end up connecting with an ancient, supernatural tree, youâd probably expect it to screw with your brain.
Blocked | @/wdwmarveldisney
After telling Isaac about what was happening, it was few more days before you decided to read through the texts with Isaac by your side.
Pictures | @/wdwmarveldisney
When you find pictures of you on Mattâs cameras, you call Isaac and Stiles to let them know.
Stilinski!reader
Kinda Miss Your Voice | @/wdwmarveldisney
Stiles takes you to the station and the only thing to calm you when Isaac isnât there is his voice.
Stilinski!reader
My Heroes | @/wdwmarveldisney
You hadnât exactly been subtle about the need to avoid Isaac after the whole âactually I have feelings for one of your closest friendsâ conversation.
He noticed | @/wdwmarveldisney
Once you see Isaac and Allison, you fall out of the party mood. The same happens to Isaac when he sees Aiden comforting you.
best friends | @sourwulf
Healing Heart | @allthatyoulove
Isaac Lahey offers to tutor you.
Until Tomorrow | @/allthatyoulove
Your best friend, Lydia, has been taken by the nogitsune. Youâre determined to get her back- with the help of your crush, Isaac, and your best friends.
Isaac Lahey recs | @smuttyfantasyrecs
First times and cheap dimes | @starshipsofstarlord
you live at a motel, and become enraged when the influence that thrives there maddens you. Luckily, there is a wolf that saves you from ending your own life, after having just been saved from the rush of craziness himself
Youâre Beacon Hills Highâs golden girl. Popular, polished, besties with Lydia, and secretly obsessed with the one boy no one else sees the appeal of - Stiles Stilinski. When a biology partnership forces you together, your carefully hidden crush spirals. One night, one assignment, and one very overwhelmed Stiles later, you finally get exactly what youâve been fantasising about.
Warnings: sexual references, smut, kind of fade to black
You were halfway through telling Lydia about the absolute dumpster fire that was yesterdayâs physics quiz when the sharp crash of textbooks slamming onto linoleum echoed down the hallway. Lydia didnât even flinch, but you did. Your head snapped toward the lockers, and there he was.
Stiles Stilinski. In all his lanky, chaotic, flannel-wearing, graphic-tee-underneath, frazzled glory.
He was kneeling on the floor, scrambling after a rainstorm of books and loose papers that had spilled from his locker like it personally hated him. His backpack was half unzipped, one shoelace untied, and even his buzzed hair somehow looked messy. In other words, he looked perfect.
You felt that familiar, shameful little kick of attraction deep in your stomach. The one you never admitted out loud, not even to Lydia. Especially not to Lydia.
Lydia arched an eyebrow when she caught the direction you were staring. âGod,â she muttered under her breath, âhow is he still alive with motor skills like that?â
You tried to play it cool, texting something on your phone that you would absolutely not remember typing later. âHeâsâŚuh. Heâs fine.â
âFine as in ânot dying,â sure,â she said. âFine as in âhotâ? Absolutely not.â
Your face heated. You prayed Lydia didnât notice. Across the hall, Stiles shoved the pile of disaster into his locker, missed completely, and dropped everything all over again. He let out a frustrated noise, cheeks pink, mumbling to himself.
You quickly looked away. You werenât supposed to think he was cute. Not when everyone else saw him as the weird, awkward loser who talked too fast and tripped over air.
But you did. God, you did. And you hated how much you wanted him.
You cleared your throat, forcing your voice steady. âLetâs just go. Weâre gonna be late.â
Lydia linked her arm with yours. âLord help the soul that ever hooks up with Stilinski,â she said casually, âHeâd probably shove it in the wrong place.â
You laughed like that idea was hilarious.
Like hooking up with stiles wasnât something you fantasised about at night.
You were barely listening when your teacher announced partners for the semester project. A couple names, some groans, flipping pages. You were scrolling through your phone under the desk while you waited for your name to be called.
âStilinskiâŚand Y/L/N.â
Your head shot up. Stiles froze in his seat two rows over, eyes wide like someone had pointed a gun at him. He looked at you, startled, almost apologetic, and completely unaware of the way your pulse jumped.
You sat up straighter, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear like you didnât care at all. Like your heart wasnât slamming against your ribs. Lydia glanced at you from the next table. She was suspicious, and too perceptive for her own good.
You forced a shrug. âUgh. Of course I get stuck with him.â
But inside? You were screaming. Absolutely thrilled.
Stiles awkwardly approached your table, nearly bumping into the chair behind him. âH-hey,â he said, voice cracking halfway through. âSoâŚum. Weâre partners.â
âLooks like it.â You crossed your legs slowly, pretending to be bored while you fought down a grin. âWeâll figure something out.â
His eyes flicked down to your legs, then up so fast you almost laughed. âRight. Yeah. Totally. Iâm, uh, Iâm good at biology. Well, not good. Medium. Like, average. But! I try hard.â
Lord help you, he was adorable. Too adorable.
You smirked in amusement. âIâm sure weâll make a great team.â
He visibly swallowed, and boy did you love the effect you had on him.
At lunch, you spotted Stiles before he saw you. He was at his locker, muttering to himself as he rummaged through an avalanche of papers. His flannel was rumpled, his backpack was sliding off one shoulder, and he kept ruffling his buzzed hair in these nervous, distracted little motions that made you want to grab him by the collar and ruin him against the locker door.
This was perfect. You needed to get him alone, needed to get him into your room and on your bed andâŚFocus.
You walked straight up and touched his arm. He jumped like youâd tasered him.
âShit! Oh, hi,â he sputtered, hand flying to his chest. âSorry, I didnât, uh, seeâŚHi.â
You slid your hand down his forearm slowly, casually, like you werenât imagining how youâd be dragging it down his ribs later. âRelax,â you said gently, giving him your best smile. âYou free to come over today? We should start the assignment.â
He blinked. Twice. Then a third time for good measure. âToday?â His voice cracked on the word. âAt your house?â
You almost laughed. Almost. The way his brain short-circuited at the idea of being someplace as private as your bedroom? God, it made you want to drag him into the nearest storage cupboard and kiss him breathless.
He looked like someone had hit him with a frying pan. Like a very confused, startled, incredibly cute frying pan victim.
You stepped closer. Close enough that he had to tilt his chin down just slightly to look at you. Close enough to let him know you were invading his personal space on purpose.
âUnless youâre busy,â you teased, voice dropping into something lower and sweeter. âBut I figured getting a head start might be good.â
His mouth opened, closed, then opened again. He was goldfish-ing. âNo, no! Oh my God, no, Iâm not busy,â he blurted. âIâm, uh, Iâm free. Iâm completely free. Totally free. LikeâŚaggressively free.â
You had to bite your lip hard to hold yourself back. This boy was going to kill you. âGood,â you murmured, leaning in just a little bit more. âI like a guy whoâsâŚavailable.â
His eyes widened. You could practically see the thoughts hitting him one after another, like dominos falling. Does she mean that? Is she joking? She smells really good. Why is she so close? Do NOT look at her lips. Oh god, I looked at her lips.
He did. He absolutely did. And you let him. You loved it.
âSo,â you said softly, letting your fingers trail up the sleeve of his flannel before pulling back, âcome over at five?â
He swallowed so hard you saw his throat bob. âY-yeah. Yes. Five. I can do five. Iâm, uh, very punctual. I can be earlier if you want earlier I canââ
âFive,â you repeated with a slow smile. âI want five.â
His ears turned pink. Deep pink. The kind of pink that told you he was fully imagining it - imagining being in your house, in your room, alone with you.
Good. That was the goal.
You stepped backward, walking away with deliberate sway in your hips, and he watched. He tried not to, but he absolutely failed. Just before you disappeared around the corner, you glanced back over your shoulder.
âDonât be late, Stiles.â You called back to him, and he looked like he was about to faint at just the sound of you getting his name right. He stood frozen, locker still hanging open, looking like he had just been both blessed and attacked.
You had spent the entire hour before five obsessively checking your hair, your outfit, your bed, your perfume, everything. It wasnât nerves, it was strategy. You wanted Stiles walking into your room and short-circuiting so hard he forgot how to blink.
When the doorbell rang at exactly 4:59, you smiled. Of course he was early. Adorable. Your parents were out until late. Everything was perfect.
You opened the door, leaning one shoulder against the frame, a picture of effortless confidence. Stiles stood there gripping his backpack like it was a parachute and heâd just been thrown out of a helicopter.
His eyes dragged over you and stopped. Hard. âOh,â he breathed. âWow. I mean, hi. Hi. Sorry. Hi.â
You smirked. âCome in, Stiles.â
He obeyed instantly, like youâd flipped some internal switch. You led him up the stairs at a slow pace. Slow enough that he had no choice but to look at your legs, your hips, the casual sway you added just for him. And boy, did he look. He tried not to. But he did.
You closed your bedroom door behind you and paused, waiting for him to walk further inside before you.
He set his backpack down, clearing his throat. âS-so! Uh. Chapter five. Cell division. Pretty riveting stuff.â
You sat on the edge of your bed, crossing your legs, letting your already-short skirt ride just a little higher. âWe can start thereâŚif you want.â
Stiles sat in your desk chair like he was afraid it would bite him. He tugged at the strings of his hoodie, eyes darting everywhere but at you. You tilted your head. God, he was nervous. It was intoxicating.
He fumbled with the textbook. âRight, so, umâŚmitosisââ
You stretched out luxuriously on your side, fluffing your hair as your camisole lifted just enough to show a hint of stomach. âStiles.â
âMm?â His voice squeaked.
âYou donât have to pretend youâre not looking.â
He swallowed. Hard. âI wasnât! I mean, I was, but I wasnâtâŚLooking isâŚsometimes itâs involuntary, like blinking, andââ
You laughed softly and patted the bed beside you. âCome sit over here. Weâll work better side by side.â
He hesitated, then stood and crossed the room like a man approaching a dangerous animal aware he might be devoured, but unsure if he minded. He sat beside you, leaving a polite gap. You closed that gap immediately, sitting up and sliding your thigh against his. His breath stuttered.
âComfortable?â you asked, pretending innocence.
âNot even a little,â he whispered before he could stop himself.
Your smile grew. Good. You leaned over him to grab a pen from your nightstand, intentionally brushing your chest against his arm. Stiles went absolutely still, like youâd pressed a freeze button on him. When you sat back, your faces were incredibly close.
âStiles,â you murmured, âwhy are you so nervous?â
He blinked rapidly. âBecause youâreâŚYouâre you. And weâreâŚweâre on your bed, in your room, and youâre wearing that and looking like that, and IâmâŚIâm a normal human man with, uhâŚorgans.â
You snorted. âOrgans?â
He covered his face with both hands. âOh my God.â
You gently pulled his hands away. âI like when you ramble.â
âYou do?â he said, completely thrown.
You nodded, voice dropping lower. âI like a lot of things about you.â
His cheeks flamed. âName one.â
You leaned close enough that your lips almost brushed his ear. âYour smile. Or maybe itâs just your mouth in general.â
He made a helpless sound - half choke, half whimper. That sound ignited something deep and hungry in you. You pulled back, watching his pupils blow wide.
He was so into you. So flustered. So unbelievably, deliciously out of his depth. It drove you insane.
âStiles,â you said softly, âdo you know Iâm flirting with you?â
He stared. âIâŚhad suspicions?â
You bit back a smile. âNo. I mean I am aggressively flirting with you.â
âYouâŚare?â
You sighed dramatically, swinging a leg over his lap in one smooth movement, settling onto him with slow, deliberate pressure. His breath punched out of him. His hands shot to your hips like instinct.
You looked down at him, pinning him with your gaze. âLet me make it very, very clear.â You braced your hands against his shoulders, leaning in. âI want you, Stiles.â
A beat passed and his mouth fell open. âYouâŚyou do?â
You rolled your hips once, watching his eyes roll back just a little. âYes,â you breathed. âIâve wanted you, for a while.â
Stiles made another strangled noise. âYouâŚ? You want toâŚ? Toââ
âHook up with you?â you finished for him. âYeah. I do.â
His hands tightened on your waist. âOh my God.â
You kissed him before he could spiral further. It was firm, slow, wanting. He gasped into your mouth, surprised but instantly responding, grabbing at you like he was afraid youâd vanish. He tasted like spearmint gum and nerves. He kissed like heâd fantasised about this just as much as you had.
You shifted closer and he pulled you tighter. You nipped at his bottom lip and he let out a soft, desperate sound you felt in your core.
You broke the kiss only long enough to breathe against his mouth. âLie down.â
He did. Instantly. You loved how obedient and responsive he was. You crawled over him, hair falling around your face, watching him pant beneath you, eyes wide, chest rising quickly. He looked wrecked already. Overwhelmed. Turned on out of his mind. You kissed down his neck, slow and lingering.
He arched under you. âOh God! Okay! Oh, wow, yes!â
You smiled against his skin. âSensitive, huh?â
âN-not usually,â he managed, âbut youâŚholy shit!â
You rolled your hips down onto his again, and his head thumped back against your pillow, a helpless moan slipping out before he could catch it.
âYou like that?â you whispered.
âYes,â he breathed, hands gripping your thigh, your waist, your back, anywhere he could touch. âYes, fuck, yes.â
You kissed him again - messier, deeper, hungrier. He kissed back with enthusiasm that made your stomach flip, his hands skimming under your shirt, trembling but eager. You tugged off his hoodie. Then his shirt. He made a nervous little sound, like he wasnât sure what to do with his hands now that his brain was soup. You guided them to your hips.
âItâs okay,â you whispered. âTouch me.â
He did. Carefully at first. Then less carefully when you gasped.
âStiles,â you whispered, âI want you.â
He swallowed, eyes blown black. âIâI want you too. So much. You have no idea.â
âOh,â you murmured, grinding down deliberately, âtrust me. I do.â
What happened next was a blur of heat and breathless laughter, of him whispering your name like it meant something, of you scraping your nails over his buzzed hair and watching him fall apart under you. He was needy and sweet and overwhelmed in a way that made your whole body thrum.
And when you finally pulled him fully beneath you, skin to skin, his voice broke on a sound that made your stomach drop into your knees. âGod, youâre perfect.â
The room smelled like you, and Stiles, heat and sweat and something that made your whole body hum like a live wire.
You lay on your back, sheets beneath you rumpled, hair a complete disaster across the pillow. Your breathing was slow and heavy, every nerve ending relaxed in a way you hadnât felt inâŚa while. And fuck, you were satisfied. More than satisfied.
Stiles was lying beside you, flat on his back, hands still half-curled in the air like he hadnât figured out what to do with them after using them so very well on you. His chest rose and fell rapidly, his face bright red, wide eyes even wider than usual. He looked wrecked. Adorably, completely, wrecked.
You rolled your head to look at him. He immediately jolted like heâd been caught committing tax fraud.
âI swear I donât usually do that, like that. I mean I donât usually do anything, actually, Iâve literally neverâŚWell, I mean, I have hands, obviously, so technically Iâve done things but not with a real person whoâs, uh, alive. Oh my God, please tell me to shut up. Why arenât I shutting up?â
You laughed softly, still breathless. âStiles.â He shut his mouth instantly. You propped yourself on one elbow and let your eyes glide over him, slow and deliberate. His cheeks turned even redder. âI liked it.â
He blinked. âYouâŚwhat?â
âI liked it,â you repeated, leaning closer. âA lot.â
Stiles sat up too fast - way too fast - and immediately fell off the side of your bed with a loud thump.
You dissolved into laughter. âAre you okay?â
âIâm fine,â he wheezed from the floor. âTotally fine. Nothing damaged except my dignity. Actually no, thatâs been gone for years.â
He scrambled upright as he tugged his pants back on, tripping over your backpack, then your laundry basket, then nearly launching your lamp off the nightstand trying to steady himself.
You watched him, chest warm, a stupid smile tugging your lips upward. He was so nervous. So messy. So wildly flustered. And you were obsessed with him. More than before. Way more than before. And honestly? You were impressed. Stiles Stilinski - anxious, fidgety, always-apologizing Stiles - had been extremely good with his hands. Not confident, exactlyâŚbut diligent. Intentional. Focused like he was trying to ace a final exam heâd studied for all year. You wanted more. Immediately, if possible.
Stiles was finally pulling on his shirt when you decided to test something. You slid a hand along his bare back, nails lightly dragging.
He choked on air. âYouâreâŚuhâŚyouâre gonna kill me,â he whispered, voice cracking. âLiterally. Iâm gonna die.â
You smirked. âIâll be gentle.â
âNo, see, that doesnât helpââ
Before you could tease him further, you heard a door open downstairs. There was the echo of voices and keys hitting the kitchen counter. Your parents were home.
Stiles went white. âOh! Oh God! Oh no! Nope! Nope, absolutely not. I cannot be here, I should not be here, your parents will shoot me, your mom will throw holy water at me. Where are my shoes?!â
âTheyâre right there,â you laughed, pointing.
He grabbed them, tripped over your rug, caught himself on your dresser, sent two perfume bottles toppling, caught those mid-air, looked proud, then hit his head on your open dresser drawer. âOH THE PAIN!â he whisper-screamed.
You buried your face in your pillow, laughing so hard your stomach hurt. He pulled his hoodie over his head and the zipper got stuck on his shirt, trapping him. You had to sit up to help him. He thanked you like youâd rescued him from a burning building.
Downstairs, your dadâs voice called, âHoney? Weâre home!â
Stiles froze again. âI have to go. I have to go right now.â
You stepped close, fingers hooking the front of his hoodie, pulling him down into a slow, warm kiss. He melted instantly, grip tightening on your waist. When you pulled back, his lips were parted, eyes wide, breath shaky.
âI want to do this again,â you whispered.
Stiles stared like heâd just witnessed a miracle. âY-you do?â
âDefinitely.â
He made a soft, overwhelmed sound. âIâŚIâll text you. Or you text me. Or we could, uh, coordinate schedules. God, Iâm so sweaty! Is it hot in here? Itâs hot in hereââ
âStiles,â you whispered, amused, âgo.â
He nodded vigorously, kissed you one more time - quick but desperate - and bolted for the stairs, trying to tiptoe but failing miserably.
Halfway down he whispered-shouted, âI LIKE YOU SO MUCH, THIS IS TERRIFYING.â
You smiled into your pillow again. Yeah. You needed more of him. Soon.
You walked into school the next morning feelingâŚdifferent. Not outwardly different. You still looked like yourself, still had your perfect outfit and mascara and the confidence everyone expected from you. But inside?
Inside you were warm. Glowing. Buzzing with the memory of the night before. Your body still hummed. Your brain still replayed his hands, his mouth, the way heâd looked at you like he couldnât believe you were real.
And now, here he was. Stiles Stilinski, leaning against his locker, attempting (and failing) to open a granola bar without tearing it into shreds. His jacket was messier than usual, his hoodie slightly crooked, his shoelaces completely untied.
You couldnât look away. Your eyes went straight to the faint red mark on his neck - the one you had put there. Heat curled through your stomach.
He spotted you before you could pretend you werenât staring. His whole body froze like someone had hit the pause button. His eyes went wide, his face instantly flushed, and he accidentally crushed the granola bar in his hand. It exploded everywhere.
âOh God, no! WHY? Why does food hate me,â he muttered, dropping to the floor trying to gather the crumbs.
Your lips curved into a smile you couldnât hide. You walked toward him slowly, and he visibly panicked, eyes darting left-right-like he was calculating an escape route.
âMorning,â you said, low and warm.
Stiles nearly fell backward. âM-morning. Hi. Hello. HOW are you?â He articulated each sound like heâd forgotten how English worked.
You bit back a laugh. âIâm fantastic.â
He swallowed, staring everywhere except at you. When he finally met your eyes, it lasted half a second before he looked away like you were the sun.
âSee you around, Stiles.â You winked at him and started to walk away, making sure to add a sway into your hips that made your skirt rise.
He was freaking out. And you found it adorable. Dangerously adorable.
You were still admiring him from your locker when Lydia suddenly appeared at your elbow like a stylish jump scare. âWhy are you staring at Stilinski?â
You didnât jump. You did not jump. Okay maybe you flinched a little.
Lydia narrowed her eyes. âYou flinched.â
âI didnât.â
âYou did,â she said. âAnd youâre staring at him.â
âIâm not,â you said too fast. Way too fast. âHeâs justâŚbeing weird. As usual.â
She raised a perfectly sculpted eyebrow. Stiles glanced over and saw Lydia looking at him. He immediately dropped all his textbooks. All of them. It was like his body couldnât handle being perceived by Lydia Martin.
Lydia frowned, confused. âWhat is with him today?â
You shrugged, trying to look disinterested when all you wanted to do was pull Stiles into an empty classroom and kiss him until he forgot his own name.
âI have no idea,â you lied smoothly.
But Lydia wasnât stupid. She followed your gaze back to Stiles, who was currently spinning in a circle because his backpack strap had gotten caught on his locker door and he didnât realise it.
ââŚsomething is off,â she muttered.
You forced a dramatic sigh. âLydia, nothingâs off. Heâs always like that.â
âHm,â she hummed, unconvinced, and marched off.
Stiles looked relieved like heâd escaped a predator.
You approached him again once Lydia was gone. He backed into his locker like you were cornering him. Like last night had short-circuited his entire nervous system.
âOh shit,â he whispered, eyes flicking to your lips then away. âWhat are you doing? Youâre stillâŚyou. And Iâm stillâŚme.â
You stepped closer, voice soft. âIs that a problem?â
Stiles made a noise that sounded like a dying kettle. âNot a problem. Just aâŚsituation. A, uh, unique challenge.â
Your smile widened. âStiles. Look at me.â
He did, for exactly one moment. And in that moment, his expression softened. It was almost reverent. Like he was remembering every second of last night. Like he wanted more but had no idea how to function now that heâd actually gotten you once.
Your chest tightened in a way you didnât expect. But then you heard footsteps, and Stiles practically launched himself away from you like the hallway floor was lava.
âI CANâT TALK TO PEOPLE RIGHT NOW,â he blurted, speed-walking down the hall.
You pressed your lips together to hide your grin. God, the way he panicked after hooking up with you was almost just as fun.
He didnât look at you for the next two classes. Correction, he didnât look at you directly. But he stared. Constantly. Through the gaps between books. Around corners. Over his shoulder. In the reflection of classroom windows.
Every time your eyes met his - accidentally - he spun away like a malfunctioning Roomba.
During lunch, Lydia kept watching the both of you suspiciously.
After fourth period, you found Stiles at his locker again, pretending to look inside it even though it was almost empty. You walked past casually, brushing your fingers against his hand - just a graze, lightning quick.
Stiles shivered. Full body. You slipped a folded piece of paper into his palm. He looked down at it like youâd handed him a live grenade. He unfolded it, then stared at it, swallowed hard, then looked up at you. He didnât speak, he just nodded. And it wasnât nervous. Not this time. This time it was hungry.
You and Lydia sat on the bleachers like you always did, your skirts smoothed neatly beneath you, your bags dropped at your feet. Jackson and the rest of the team were running drills on the field, shouting, cursing, sweating. It all shouldâve had your attention. Jackson was objectively good to watch. Everyone knew that. But your eyes werenât on Jackson. They were glued to Stiles.
There he was in full lacrosse gear that looked like it weighed more than his entire body. His helmet was slightly crooked, he kept adjusting his gloves like they were personally torturing him, and his stick handling wasâŚwell, abysmal.
âGod,â Lydia scoffed, flipping her hair. âStilinski and McCall are actual public embarrassments. I swear to God, watching them play is like watching baby giraffes try to walk for the first time.â
You snorted on instinct, but your eyes were glued to Stilesâ thighs as he sprinted. Jesus. Why were his legs that good? You followed the way the muscles in them tightened, how his jersey clung to his back, damp from sweat. At one point he pushed his helmet up to wipe his forehead, and you got a full view of his messy, sweat-mussed hair, cheeks flushed pink.
And all you could think of was how heâd looked the night before. Flushed. Breathless. Gorgeous. You crossed your legs tightly and tried to play it cool.
âTotally,â you said, even though your voice came out breathier than intended.
Lydia didnât notice. She was too busy dissecting Jacksonâs technique and muttering coaching tips heâd never hear. But you kept watching Stiles. Watching the way he stumbled and caught himself. Watching the way he laughed at something Scott said, chest heaving with exertion. Watching the way the uniform clung to places youâd had your hands on last night.
And all you could think was, God, I want him again. I want him pressed against me in that stupid uniform. I want him sweaty and breathless for an entirely different reason.
He bent down to tie his shoe and you swallowed hard. You were done for.
Lydia elbowed you lightly. âYouâre zoning out. What are you even looking at?â
âUh, Danny,â you lied quickly. âHisâŚform.â
Lydia hummed. âHm. Must be a new angle, because you are staring awfully far down the field.â
You forced a laugh, but your stomach twisted. You had to get out of here before she put anything together. When the coach finally blew the last whistle, the team started heading toward the locker rooms.
Lydia stood, brushing off her skirt. âPractice is over. Want a ride home?â
Your heart thumped. You heard yourself say, light and airy, âOh, no, Iâm gonna stay back and study.â
Lydia paused, her eyes narrowing into that terrifyingly observant Lydia Martin look. âWith who?â she asked, voice sharp in that sweet way of hers.
You shrugged with practiced casualness. âJust by myself.â
Suspicion colored her whole face. âYouâre acting weird.â
âIâm acting completely normal,â you insisted. âYouâre the one whoâs been strange today.â
Thankfully she didnât push further. She just gave you that look - like sheâd circle back later - and grabbed her bag. âYou better text me later,â she warned, heels clicking away down the bleachers.
You exhaled shakily as she disappeared. Then you grabbed your own bag and slid quietly beneath the bleachers, stepping into the shadowed space underneath. The air smelled like grass and dirt and old metal. The sound of the team laughing somewhere near the locker rooms drifted through the field.
You waited exactly where youâd told him to meet you in the note youâd slipped into his hand earlier. Your heart fluttered with anticipation, nerves, excitement. Heâd come. You knew he would.
You leaned against one of the beams, pulse picking up at the thought of seeing him again. Of what you might end up doing to him if he let you. You bit your lip. God, you hoped heâd let you.
You heard the footsteps before you saw him. They were fast, uneven, like heâd jogged the whole way from the locker room. Then Stiles appeared through the shadows.
His hair was damp and sticking up in ridiculous directions, clearly from a rushed shower. A few droplets still clung to his temples. He wore low basketball shorts slung loose on his hips and his lacrosse jersey, the fabric stretching deliciously across his shoulders. His cheeks were pink from the heat of the shower, or nerves.
You swallowed. Hard.
âHey,â he said, stopping short like heâd run face-first into an invisible wall. âI got your note. Obviously. Because Iâm here. Uh, hi.â
You didnât bother answering. You stepped forward and grabbed the front of his jersey, yanking him under the bleachers fully, into the shadows.
His breath caught. âW-wait, are weâŚ? Are we doing this again?â he stammered.
âYou took too long,â you whispered, and before he could reply, you kissed him. Hard.
Stiles made a startled noise against your mouth, like his brain short-circuited in real time. But then his hands were on your waist, hesitant at first, then gripping tighter when you deepened the kiss. His lips were warm, soft, a little desperate - he was always desperate - and you loved it.
You pressed him back against one of the metal beams, kissing him again and again, biting his bottom lip just to hear the sound he made when you did.
âYou smell good,â you murmured against his throat. âFresh out of the shower?â
He nodded, dazed. âI ran. I didnât want you waiting and thinking I ditched you. I would never ditch you. I mean, unless you wanted me to ditch you. In which case Iââ
âStiles,â you breathed, âshut up.â
You kissed him again, deeper this time, and he made a soft, helpless sound that lit you on fire. Your hands slid under his jersey, over warm skin and tense muscle. Stiles jolted, inhaling sharply.
âOh my God,â he whispered. âI think Iâm gonna have a heart attack.â
âNot today.â You tugged him closer by his waistband, feeling his breath hitch, watching the way his eyes went wide and dizzy. You loved how every thought he had showed right on his face - panic, want, awe, panic again.
âIâve been thinking about this all practice,â you said, voice low. âAbout you. In this stupid uniform.â
Stiles swallowed like he physically had to work moisture into his mouth. âYeah? Because I-Iâve been thinking about last night.â
That heat shot straight through you. He was so painfully honest. So bad at hiding what he felt. So good at making you feel wanted without even trying. You kissed him again, dragging him by the wrist as you started walking. âCome on.â
âWhere are weââ
You anticipated his question before he could finish and cut him off in a hurry. âTo your car.â
Stiles nearly tripped over his own feet. âMy car? Like, now?â
âUnless you want to stay out here,â you teased, pulling him past the last metal pillar and into the open. The parking lot was empty, with just his powder blue Jeep sitting alone, a far distance from the nearest light pole.
Stiles stopped dead. âWeâreâŚweâre not seriouslyâŚ?â
You didnât let him finish. You pushed him back against the passenger door and kissed him again, hard enough that he gasped slightly. He was warm and flustered and breathing too fast, hands hovering uselessly like he didnât know where to put them.
Then he finally settled them - one on your hip, one at the back of your neck - and kissed you back with a sudden confidence that made your knees weaken.
âBack seat,â you breathed.
Stiles fumbled with the door handle. Dropped his keys. Picked them up. Dropped them again.
âJesus, Stiles,â you laughed softly, âyouâre adorable.â
âThatâs notâŚIâm not trying to be. Iâm justâŚyouâreââ He made a vaguely strangled sound and finally yanked the door open.
You climbed in first, pulling him by the jersey until he practically fell into the Jeep on top of you, laughing breathlessly as the door slammed shut behind him. His hands were steadier this time. His kisses deeper, more sure. Still clumsy in the way that made your heart ache, but better. So much better.
âLast night probably wasnât the best,â he murmured, almost embarrassed. âBut I paid attention. I can do that. I like doing that. Paying attention to you.â
That spark shot straight through your spine. You kissed him again, and the rest unfolded in a tangled rush of heat, hands, breathless laughter, soft curses, and the kind of desperate closeness youâd been thinking about all day. The windows fogged. The Jeep rocked just a little.
And Stiles - sweet, frantic, unbelievably good Stiles - was even better than heâd been the night before.
The world settled slowly around you. Your breathing. Your heartbeat. The soft hum of the Jeepâs engine cooling. The windows were fogged so heavily you could barely see the field outside, and the air inside was warm and sweet and full of the lingering adrenaline between you.
Stiles lay half on top of you, half beside you, one arm braced awkwardly near your head, the other somewhere on the seat because he genuinely didnât seem to know where to put it.
His hair was a mess again. His cheeks were flushed. His breathing was uneven in that adorable âtrying to pull myself togetherâ way.
âWow,â he said softly, blinking at the ceiling of the Jeep like it had personally changed his life.
You laughed, brushing his hair off his forehead. âYeah. Wow.â
He swallowed, his eyes darting anywhere but yours - your face, the window, the car ceiling, your lips, and then immediately away from your lips like they were radioactive.
âYouâŚyou keep doing that,â he mumbled.
âDoing what?â you teased, tracing your fingertips down the side of his neck.
âThat.â His voice cracked. âBeingâŚlike this.â
âLike what?â
âLike, into me.â He said it like it was a foreign language.
You felt your chest warm. âStiles. I literally climbed into your car to have my way with you until your windows steamed up.â
âYeah, but, like, on purpose.â He sat up slightly. âThatâs wild.â
You gently pulled him down for a soft, slow kiss. It was sweet and unhurried.
The kind that made your stomach flip in a different way. Stiles melted into it, then immediately shot up again like he remembered something embarrassing.
âOh my God. My car, my jersey, I probably smell likeâŚlike locker room death!â
âRelax,â you laughed, pushing lightly at his chest. âYou smell good. And you look cute.â
He blushed all the way to his ears. âCute?â He repeated it like it was a holy word.
âVery.â
He tried to get off the back seat gracefully. He failed spectacularly. His foot got caught in the strap of his duffel bag and he pitched sideways into the front seat console with a loud clunk.
âOw, okay. No, Iâm good, Iâm good,â He scrambled up, knocking something else over. A water bottle rolled, hit the door, and fell onto the floor of the car.
You pressed a hand over your mouth to keep from laughing too loudly. âYou okay?â
âIâm fine,â he said quickly, rubbing his elbow. âTotally fine. Not in pain. Definitely not in pain. IâmâŚIâm gonna drive you home now.â
âOkay,â you giggled, sliding out of the back seat.
You climbed into the passenger seat, still a little breathless, still a little flushed. Stiles started the Jeep, cleared the fogged windshield with his sleeve (somehow making it worse), and finally got the wipers to do the job.
He was still nervous. But something in him had shifted. There was a warmth now. A glow of confidence under all the fluster. He tapped the radio on. Fleetwood Mac filled the Jeep - âDreamsâ drifting softly through the speakers.
You blinked. âYou like Fleetwood Mac?â
Stiles glanced at you, surprised. âUh, obviously. Iâm not a monster.â
You grinned. âI love them.â
His shoulders relaxed. âYeah?â
âEspecially their Rumours album.â
Stilesâ mouth slowly curved into a smile you hadnât seen before - shy, but proud. âOkay hold on, wait, what else do you listen to?â
âDad rock,â you admitted. âMy parents raised me on classic rock and 80s hits.â
Stiles slapped the steering wheel lightly. âNo. No way. I thought you were like, top forty, hyperpop, whatever Lydia listens to.â
âI mean I like that too,â you said. âBut I love the old stuff.â
He turned down the music just a little. âName your top three.â
âBon Jovi, Fleetwood Mac, some Lana.â
Stilesâ jaw dropped. âBon Jovi? You like Bon Jovi?â
You raised a brow. âYou donât?â
âOh my god, this is insane!â he muttered, shaking his head dramatically. âYouâre like a sleeper nerd.â
You burst out laughing. âA sleeper nerd?â
âYes. A nerd hiding in a popular girlâs body. A stealth nerd.â
âIâm not a nerd,â you insisted, still laughing.
âReally?â Stiles shot you a sideways look. âBecause thatâs what they all say before I find out they know every line to Star Wars.â
You froze. Then raised a slow eyebrow. âDoes it have to every line?â
Stiles gasped. Loudly. âNO.â
You bit your lip. âYes.â
He threw his head back against the headrest. âOh my GOD. You like Star Wars! This isâŚthis is huge! This is like discovering a new species.â
You shoved his shoulder playfully. âShut up.â
âNo, I mean it,â he grinned. âI had no idea you were secretly cool.â
âSecretly?â
âI mean, youâre hot,â he said immediately, then panicked. âI mean like, obviously, you know that - everyone knows that - BUT youâre also secretly cool and kind of a huge dork and itâs honestly messing with my brain.â
Your heart fluttered and you looked at him and for the first time, the crush in your chest didnât feel like just lust. It felt like interest. Connection. Something warmer, deeper, sweeter.
You smiled. âMaybe you just never bothered to get to know me.â
Stilesâ voice softened. âIâm getting to know you now.â
Stiles practically burst through his front door when he got home.
âHey son, how was pracââ
âCANâT TALK, DAD!â he yelped, sprinting past Sheriff Stilinski like he was escaping a crime scene.
He bolted upstairs, slammed his bedroom door, and immediately collapsed face-first onto his bed with a loud, muffled groan. It was the groan of a man who had just gotten everything he ever wanted and had no clue how to emotionally process it.
He lay there for a good ten seconds, kicking his legs like an overwhelmed Victorian maiden, before ripping his phone out of his pocket. He dialed Scott - of course - and his best friend picked up on the third ring, sounding tired.
âDude, itâs almost nine. Whatâs up?â
Stiles inhaled like he needed fresh oxygen to speak. âSCOTT.â
ââŚStiles?â
âSCOTT.â
âWhy are you yelling?â
âShe kissed me.â
There was a pause. âWho kissed you?â
âShe kissed me.â Another pause.
ââŚStiles, you need to use a name. Preferably a real one.â
Stiles sat up, eyes wide and wild as he told Scott your name. âYou know, Lydiaâs best friend. The girl who wears lip gloss that costs more than my monthly car insurance. The girl who sits two rows ahead of you in Econ. The girl who is - objectively - way too hot to be seen with someone who collects limited edition Star Wars socks.â
Scott blinked audibly through the phone. âShe kissed you?â
âYES.â
Scottâs voice softened, warm and supportive. âThatâs great, man!â
Stiles choked. âItâŚit gets better.â
âOh.â Scott hesitated. âUh, define âbetter.ââ
âShe kissed me under the bleachers.â
âOkayâŚâ
âShe dragged me to my car.â
âUh-huhâŚâ
âAnd then weâŚWeâŚâ He violently flailed one hand in the air, even though Scott couldnât see him. âWE DIDâŚTHINGS, SCOTT.â
âOh my God, Stiles.â
âWE DID THINGS TWICE. This was the second time it happened.â
Scott made a strangled noise. âSTILES.â
Stiles threw himself backward onto his pillows, kicking his feet in the air like a flustered hamster. âAnd she likes Fleetwood Mac, Scott. Fleetwood. Freaking. Mac.â
âOkay, coolââ
âAnd STAR WARS.â
âEveryone likes Star Wars.â
âNo, Scott. She knows the lines.â He sat up, deadly serious. âSheâs a total sleeper nerd.â
Scott paused. ââŚWhoa.â
âRIGHT?â Stiles stood up, started pacing. âSheâs, like, the hottest girl in school, and sheâs secretly a nerd and she likes me and she keeps kissing me and I donâtâŚScott, I donât know what to do with ANY of this information.â
âStiles, it sounds like she justâŚlikes you.â
Stiles froze mid-pace. His brain short-circuited. âNo,â he said immediately, too quickly, voice cracking. âI physically canât deal with that. Iâm notâŚnope. Thatâs notâŚI donâtââ
Scott sighed. âDude. Youâre gone.â
âGone where?â Stiles asked, panicked.
âGone. LikeâŚcrushing. Hard.â
Stilesâ mouth opened, closed, opened again. âI, no, I donâtâŚOkay, I like her but not likeâŚI mean, okay, I do like her but thatâs only because she smells really good and laughs at my jokes and is secretly a nerd and has really niceâŚwell, everything.â
âStiles,â Scott interrupted gently. âI can hear you blushing through the phone.â
âWhat if she wants to do this again? What if she wants it to be like a regular things?â Stiles collapsed back onto the bed again with a loud dramatic groan. âOh my god, Scott. Iâm going to die.â
âYouâre not.â
âI am. I am catastrophically unprepared for this.â
âJustâŚtalk to her,â Scott said. âHang out. Be honest. You donât have to freak out.â
âI DO have to freak out,â Stiles shot back, gripping his pillow like it was a flotation device. âBecause sheâŚScott, she kissed me like she meant it.â
There was a smile in Scottâs voice when he answered. âWellâŚmaybe she did.â
Stiles went silent, his heart thundering as eyes wide. ââŚHoly crap.â
It happened slowly, then all at once. A pattern formed between you and Stiles. A rhythm. A secret life you lived only with him. What started as desperate kisses and rushed hookups - stolen moments after school, under bleachers, in dark corners - turned into something else entirely. It became routine. Comfortable. Addicting.
You started meeting up without even needing to plan it. Youâd text âheyâ, and heâd reply âon my wayâ, and within ten minutes heâd be at your doorstep, half-panicked, half-excited, always breathless.
Sometimes it was at your place, sneaking him up to your room while your parents were at work. Sometimes at his house, while his dad worked late and Stiles pretended to do homework. Other times it was the back seat of the Jeep on a back road off the highway, windows down, wind blowing through your hair while Stiles kissed you like he couldnât believe you were real. Once, it was on a blanket in the preserve under a sky full of stars - a moment that surprised both of you with how soft it felt, how slow, how unhurried.
And slowly, something shifted. Because it wasnât always physical. There were days you two didnât hook up at all. Days where you justâŚhung out. You watched movies together - old ones he loved, new ones you made him watch.
You talked for hours, lying upside down on his bed or sprawled on your carpet, laughing about the stupidest things.
You listened to music together, trading songs and arguing about which Fleetwood Mac album was best. Little by little, you began to crave his presence, not just his touch.
And he started relaxing around you. Getting funnier. Goofier. More Stiles. Before you even realised it, you and Stiles werenât just sneaking around anymore. You were seeing each other. You were becoming something. Even if neither of you said it out loud.
The night it shifted fully, you were in the preserve again. Youâd driven with him into the trees until the path grew narrow and the canopy blocked out most of the sky. The Jeep sat in the clearing, engine off, crickets humming around you. The two of you climbed into the back seat automatically, the same way you always did, but something felt different immediately.
Stiles looked at you like he was trying to memorise you. Not like he was nervous youâd disappear. Not like he was overwhelmed. JustâŚstruck.
âYou okay?â you whispered, brushing his hair back without thinking.
âYeah,â he breathed. âI justâŚI like being here. With you.â
Your chest tightened in a way that scared you and thrilled you at the same time. You leaned in to kiss him, expecting the usual rush of heat, urgency, the frantic rhythm the two of you always fell into.
But Stiles kissed you slower. Softer. Like he had all the time in the world. His hand slid into your hair, fingertips brushing your scalp gently, sending a warm shiver down your spine. His other hand rested on your waist, steady and sure, guiding you closer instead of pulling frantically.
His lips moved with yours in perfect, tender sync. You melted. It wasnât the familiar wildfire of wanting him. It was something deeper. You pulled back slightly, breath shaky, eyes meeting his in the dim light.
âStilesâŚâ you whispered, not even knowing what you were about to say.
He touched your cheek, thumb tracing along your jawline like he couldnât help it. âI know,â he said softly. âMe too.â
You kissed him again, your fingers sliding into the hair at the base of his neck as he moved with you, warm and gentle and so heartbreakingly present. It felt less like hooking up. More like falling.
Your bodies found each other naturally, slowly, hands exploring with intention instead of urgency. His kisses trailed along your jaw, down your neck, and for once you didnât feel rushed, or hidden, or like you had to stifle your breathing. You felt seen.
Stiles paused only to look at you again with the kind of look you usually avoided out of fear it would reveal too much. This time, you held it. Your hands rested on his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart. He covered your hand with his own, fingers lacing with yours without hesitation. Youâd never held hands duringâŚthis. But now, it felt like the most intimate thing youâd ever done together.
Everything between you moved gently - warm breath, warm skin, warm hands - like you were synced without needing to talk. And when you came together, it wasnât rushed or chaotic. It wasnât about desperation or thrill anymore. It was emotional. Connected. Equal. It was the kind of closeness that made your eyes sting in a way you didnât dare acknowledge.
Stiles held you afterward, his arms wrapping around you, your cheek resting on his chest. His heart was still beating a little too fast, but steadier than usual. He stroked your back absentmindedly, like he was touching you just to reassure himself you were still there. You swallowed hard, overwhelmed by how safe it felt.
He whispered, almost too softly to hear. âThisâŚfeels different, right?â
You nodded against him. âYeah,â you whispered. âIt does.â
Stiles exhaled, shaky but hopeful, and pressed a kiss to the top of your head. Neither of you said the word for it. Neither of you dared to. But you both knew, it wasnât just hooking up anymore. Not even close.
You didnât even notice Lydia watching you at first. You were at your locker between classes, still a little dazed from the night before. The memory of Stilesâ hands on your waist in the back of the Jeep occupied the forefront of your mind - the slow, aching kisses that had made your chest tighten in a way you werenât prepared for. You were smiling at your books like a complete idiot when a manicured hand slammed the locker door shut right in front of your face.
You jumped. Lydia stood there with her arms crossed, hip cocked, eyebrows raised like she had just solved a murder case.
âSo,â she said. âYou want to tell me why you smell like menâs deodorant? Specifically cheap menâs deodorant?â
Your heart stopped. âIâŚwhat? Lydia, I do not. Thatâs insane.â
She scoffed. âYouâre a good liar, but youâre not that good. Youâve been hooking up with someone, and I wanna know who. Spill the beans.â
âThereâs no one, Lydia.â You insisted, shaking your head.
âI know there is, so why donât you just tell me?â Lydia scoffed.
Your stomach flipped. You forced a laugh, tried to look casual. âWhy would you even assume there is anyone.â
âCome on.â Lydia leaned closer, lowering her voice. âYou disappeared for all of lunch last week and when you finally got to English, you had closet hair. Iâve never seen you going to the library to âstudyâ this much in your life. You never answer your phone late at night anymore, and youâre always busy but youâre never doing anything.â
You touched your hair automatically. Damn her. She missed nothing.
âSo?â she continued to prod sharply, âCome on, itâs not like itâs Stilinski, right, so how bad can it be?â
You froze. Lydia watched your face, saw the reaction, and her eyes widened. âOh. My god. No! Stilinski? You are!â
âLydiaââ you began.
âYouâre hooking up with Stiles Stilinski?â
You looked away, cheeks burning, and that was answer enough.
Lydia blinked at you like youâd just told her you were dating a garden shovel. âWhy? HeâsâŚheâs Stiles.â
Something ugly twisted inside you. Embarrassment, yes, but anger too. Shame. And suddenly you were ashamed of being ashamed. You straightened slowly. âAnd what exactly is wrong with Stiles?â
Lydia opened her mouth. You didnât let her. âNo, seriously. Tell me. Whatâs wrong with liking someone whoâs smart and funny and actually treats me like I matter?â
Lydia looked startled. âI didnât meanââ
âYes, you did.â Your voice trembled, but you didnât care. âAnd Iâm really tired of pretending I donât care about him just because you and Jackson think heâs some kind of loser.â
Her face tightened. âI justâŚdonât want you to tank your social life for someone whoââ
âSomeone who what? Isnât Jackson?â you shot back. âNewsflash, Lydia, I donât want someone like Jackson.â She flinched. You felt the hit land but couldnât stop now. âI like him,â you said, soft but firm. âI like Stiles and Iâm not embarrassed about it. Not anymore.â
Lydia stared at you, but for once, she had no quick reply. You turned on your heel before she could form one.
Stiles was at the end of the hallway, rummaging in his backpack like he was fighting with it. Scott was beside him chatting. A few other students walked past. Normal scene. Totally ordinary. Except everything inside you was rushing and roaring. Stiles looked up and froze when he saw you marching straight toward him.
âUh, hi?â he said, voice squeaking in that adorable Stiles way.
You didnât even slow down. You grabbed the front of his shirt, pulled him down, and kissed him full on the mouth right there in the crowded hallway. A wave of gasps rippled across the student body. Someone even dropped a binder with a loud BANG!
Stiles made a shocked little noise against your lips, then melted. Hands grasping your waist, pulling you closer, kissing you back like heâd been starved for days. When you finally pulled away, Stiles blinked rapidly, dazed and breathless.
âWhâwhat? What is happening?â he whispered.
âIâm not hiding us anymore,â you murmured, brushing your thumb over his cheek. âIf you still want this.â
His swallow was audible. His eyes were so wide and warm and stunned. âIf I still want this?â He gave a helplessly smitten laugh. âIâve been in, like, a constant state of cardiac arrest over you for weeks.â
You grinned, grabbed his hand. âGood,â you said softly. âCome on.â
Still in shock, Stiles let you drag him away down the hall, past the staring students, past Lydia frozen with her mouth slightly open, past everything. You didnât look back. And Stiles didnât stop smiling.
By the time the afternoon bell rang, the entire school knew. You and Stiles had kissed. Not just kissed, but kissed kissed, in full view of a hallway full of gossips and amateur Instagram detectives. Everywhere you walked, people whispered.
âWait, her? And Stiles?â
âHow did that even happen?â
âWell, good for him.â
âDid she lose a bet?â
âNo way, I think she actually likes him.â
You squeezed Stilesâ hand tighter every time someone stared too long. He squeezed back, though his ears had been pink since third period.
âAre you okay?â you murmured as you walked toward the exit.
He inhaled sharply. âIâm either fine or Iâm dying. Hard to tell. But Iâm definitely holding your hand so thatâsâŚwinning.â
You bumped his shoulder with a smile. âYouâre adorable.â
He made a little strangled sound but didnât let go. You were two steps from the doors when someone grabbed your elbow and tugged you aside.
Lydia.
Stiles blinked, startled and wary. âUh, I can wait over there? Or, likeâŚpretend to be invisible? Which is my specialty.â
âItâs fine,â you said quickly, but Lydiaâs expression was unreadable.
Stiles hesitated, then moved a few feet away. He was close enough to keep an eye on you, far enough to give you space. You turned to Lydia, already bracing.
âIf youâre going to tell me how big of a mistake this isââ
âIâm not,â she cut in.
You froze. Lydia folded her arms, not defensive, justâŚsmall. âIâm here to apologize.â
That shut you up completely. Lydia looked down at her shoes before meeting your eyes again. âI was awful earlier. Judgmental and and honestly? Really rude.â
You blinked, thrown off balance. This was not the ambush you were prepared for.
She exhaled shakily. âI think I reacted that way becauseâŚI didnât understand. And maybe because Iâve never seen you choose someone based on how he makes you feel, instead of how he makes you look.â
Your irritation softened a fraction.
âAnd StilesâŚâ Lydia shrugged helplessly. âHeâs not what I imagined for you. But that doesnât mean heâs wrong for you.âHer voice gentled. âI see the way he looks at you. Like you hung the moon. And I saw the way you looked at him today.â Lydiaâs lips curved in a small, sad smile. âNo oneâs ever had you look that soft.â
Heat pricked the backs of your eyes unexpectedly.
âIâm sorry,â she said again, sincere and quiet.
You exhaled slowly, the tension leaving your shoulders. âI love you, Lydia. But you were being a bitch.â
Lydia nodded. âI know.â
âBut,â you added, âI forgive you.â
That earned the faintest relieved smile. Lydia squeezed your hand. âJustâŚdonât get hurt, okay?â
âI wonât,â you said, and you meant it. You stepped away from her and walked back toward Stiles.
He perked up immediately, like a golden retriever waiting for permission to wag his tail. âEverything okay?â he asked softly.
âYeah,â you said, threading your fingers through his again. âEverythingâs perfect.â
His grin lit up his whole face as you pulled him with you out into the parking lot. The two of you no longer a secret, no longer hiding, and no longer pretending this was anything less than real.
Dylan O'Brien and James Sweeney photographed by Rodolfo Sanches Carvalho during the âTwinlessâ Screening & Q+A at NeueHouse in New York. (August 20, 2025).
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Could you do a Stiles x reader fic please. Something along the lines of You two getting stranded in the middle of nowhere when the Jeep breaks down (again). And duct tape is not working this time. While waiting for a tow, you and Stiles lay on the hood, looking at the sky (maybe the stars if it's night or whatever fits the time of day) and talking about the most random things. He ends up taking your hand, playing with your fingers absentmindedly before realizing what heâs doing and blushing like crazy.
Just something short and sweet! I hope you like it!
âSomehow your grand ideas always get us into trouble.â y/n says to Stiles, who is still trying to fix the Jeep when he knows itâs useless.Â
âStilesâŚ.I already called a towâŚ.this is pointless.âÂ
âITâS not pointlessâŚI can always fix herâŚâ
âStiles, letâs just wait it out and salvage this little plan you had.â
âUgh, but this isnât where we were supposed to be!!!!âÂ
âYou can stress about it, or you can try to show me this thing in that sky that you havenât stopped talking about for 3 daysâŚâÂ
âFineâŚâ Stiles says as he closes the trunk and taps on it for y/n to hop up. âOkay well, you should be able to see all the planetsâŚwell two of them you need a telescope for but the rest can be seen with the naked eye.âÂ
Stiles and y/n lay on top of the hood while Stiles points out where all the planets are located in the night sky. He rambles on and on about why you can see so many planets at this particular time and things about each planet that no normal person should know. However, this was one of the things y/n enjoyed about being friends with Stiles. He was so passionate and smart, listening to him would teach you new things everyday.
Y/n and Stiles had not been friends for that long. She had only moved to Beacon Hills two years ago. But, of course her arrival had coincided with a huge supernatural event. Y/n had gotten thrown into unwittingly and her and Stilesâ had basically been inseparable since. They studied together, ate meals together, watched movies together and dealt with the supernatural bullshit together. Of course, it wasnât always just them. Scott and Allison hung out a lot, sometimes Issac would come around, and then there was always Lydia and Jackson that would show up randomly and cause some kind of unnecessary drama. But these kinds of nights were always y/n favorites. Even if they were essentially stuck in the woods for an undetermined amount of time until the tow truck came.Â
As Stiles veers off the topic of planets, the two start talking about random things.Â
âDo you think if humans could fly we would consider it exercise and people would therefore stop doing it?â Stiles randomly asked y/n.Â
âStiles are you saying your shower thoughts outloud again?â y/n asked him playfully.Â
âYes, but Iâm seriously asking. Like, wouldnât it be comparable to swimming? And yeah obviously people still swim, but like itâs exercise. Itâs more workâŚdo you think the novelty would wear off?âÂ
âWell yeah, I feel like thatâs just the nature of the human species. Somehow every new, crazy, and different thing eventually turns into old, boring, and familiar. And then weâre all looking for the next thing.â
 âHmm, that makes me sad and scared for our speciesâŚ.but anywayâŚyour turn!!!â Stiles sing-songs.
âUgh, I hate this game, I never come up with anything as good as you.â y/n whined.
âOh come on, you know you donât hate playing any game with me!!â
Y/n groaned, but wracked her brain for something to say, âUmmmm, muffins are to cupcakes as smoothies are to milkshakes?âÂ
âHmmm, yeah I see what you meanâŚâ
âShut up, I told you I hate this game. I have one more and then Iâm done okayâŚ.â Y/n rolled her eyes, but continued "Technically firefly is the opposite of waterfall.âÂ
Stiles stilled for a moment and then cackled, âThat was the best one yet, I love it that makes total sense but also no sense at allâŚâÂ
As Stiles continued to chuckle at y/nâs shower thought, he grabbed her hand thinking about how much she could make him laugh. As he traced he laced his fingers with hers he thought that she always complained about this game, but she had to know how much she made him laugh. She had to know that he always wanted to play because she could get him to smile even in the worst of times. It was only when Stiles realized that y/n was silent and frozen that he realized what he was doing. He was holding and caressing his best friend's hand? What the hell was wrong with him?Â
Stiles face turned red as a tomato as he tried to stutter out an explanation, âOh jeez, y/n sorryâŚ.thisâŚ.I mean I, you seeâŚI, uh, well I was just distracted and I didnât mean to pick up your hand, I swear it was a total accident, like I wasnât even thinking. It totally meant nothing I swear-â
âSTILES,â y/n cut him off, âRelax, it was fine, it was nice even. Maybe I even actually kind of liked it.â It was her turn to blush.Â
âLiked it? Liked it as in like just liked itâŚor as in like maybe liked it liked it?âÂ
Before y/n could give any kind of answer, the rumbling of the tow truck and the harsh headlights ruined the moment. But as the both hopped off the hood to greet the driver, they both hoped their cheesy, toothy, cheek-numbing smiles answered the question.
Ever since Dean took the mark of Cain, heâs been on a rampage. Iâve never been scared of him, even when he got mad over the smallest things. But this was different, he was different.
âThis has gone on for too long (y/n)âŚâ Sammy whispered to me, âwe have to do something.â
Currently, Sam and I were stuck on one end of the bunker, while Dean was scouring the other end. He was looking for the both of us, but we were crammed into a small closet, trying to be quiet.
âWell any bright ideas? Because being stuck in a closet with you isnât the best oneâ I looked up at his tall figure. Our bodies were almost pressed against one another. While most people wouldnât be opposed to this, I was. Sammy was like a brother to me.
âWe have to kill the demon without killing Dean.â
âWhat?!â I almost screamed, I covered my mouth as soon as I let the question out.
âWe need to purify him. I was reading about it, we might need Cas though.â
âSo we pray to him, if you truly think this will work, Iâll pray my ass off. Anything to get my boyfriend back.â
I put a finger up to my mouth, signing for him to be quiet and pointed outside the closet; I heard Deanâs footsteps walking slowly down a hall. He was dragging something with him, or something along the wall. In that moment, I closed my eyes and started praying to Castiel, praying so hard. Within seconds, there was a flutter outside and the closet door opened.
âWhat are you two doing in here?â Castiel asked.
âShhh!â I grabbed his arm, and pulled him into a bigger room nearby. I was not going to be crammed inside a closet with an angel and 6â4â moose, as Crowley would call him.
âWe need your help Cas, itâs Dean. We have to purify him, like we talked about before.â Sam told Castiel, shutting the door quietly behind him.
âWhat do you mean like you talked about before? Youâve known about this?â I looked at the two of them.
âI told Sam it might be risky, itâs only been done once,â Castiel spoke up.
âDean is about to come in here and kill all of us Cas, we need to do something.â
âIf this is what you both want, Iâll gather the ingredients,â Cas looked at Sam and I. We both nodded our heads.
âWe need to trap him first or something though, where are those handcuffs at?â
âNowâs not the time for that, (y/n).â Cas looked down at me.
âOh my god Cas, I meant the angel cuffs, to keep Dean from going anywhere and killing us while youâre gone.â
Sammy shook his head, looking around in the room for the cuffs. It was going to be tricky, but I knew Castiel would be able to get Dean in the cuffs using some sort of angel juice.
â(Y/n), youâre going to be the one to distract him,â Sam told me, âCas and I will get him in the cuffs.â
I nodded nervously. But I knew what needed to be done for us to save Dean. It didnât matter whether or not Dean was a demon at the moment, I knew one thing he couldnât resist. I opened the door and looked back at them, âmeet me in the kitchen in ten, and donât let Dean kill me.â
I quietly found my way to the kitchen, and found a pie in the freezer. I turned the oven on, and threw it inside. I knew that Dean would eventually start to smell the pie and make his way to the kitchen. Hopefully forgetting about his task of killing anyone who was in his path.
I waited for 5 minutes, nervously standing next to the oven, looking around. Then, he showed up. His eyes were dark green, and they definitely were not filled with lust.
âHey sweetheart,â Dean smiled, I hated the smile he gave me. It was creepy and nothing like how Dean would normally smile at me, âare you baking me a pie?â
I had to play along at my best, acting as if he werenât something so cold and dark, âof course I made you a pieâ
He walked over closer, shoving his body against mine, leaning down and ever so slightly pressing his lips to my skin. I wanted his kiss to feel real, but it made my skin crawl because I knew it wasnât really Dean.
âIâm sorryâŚâ I whispered against his chest as soon as Castiel and Sam grabbed him. Castiel used all of his strength to put the cuffs onto Deanâs wrists. While the cuffs were going on, Dean looked down at me with a look of disgust.
âItâs not really him (y/n), you need to remember that. Donât let your feelings get in the way, so we can bring the real him back,â Sam pulled me into a hug and nodded.
I hated betraying Dean like that, even if it werenât really him. I never would betray him, and the look of disgust he gave me was even worse. I took a couple of minutes to breathe while Sam and Castiel restrained Dean into a chair with a demon trap underneath.
âCas is going to get the rest of the ingredients for the ritual we need, you okay?â Sam asked, sitting down next to me.
âI want to be, but I hated every moment of that Samâ
âI know, but heâll be back to normal in no time⌠hopefullyâ
I sighed, and sat there while we waited for Castiel to get back, which took no less than an hour. When Cas did get back, Sam and him set up the ritual so they could get started. I wasnât sure how long this was going to take. For all we knew it could take minutes or it could take hours.
The boys started on the ritual while I took a couple minutes to myself. I had to prepare myself for what could happen.
A couple of hours past, and Sam was so close to breaking Dean, to bringing him back. But I knew Sam was tired.
âLet me help SammyâŚâ I stood up and walked over him. Looking between him and Dean. Dean scoffed.
âWhat do you think she is going to do?â His eyes flickered all black and back to their normal color.
âDo you remember the first time we met, Dean?â I sat down in front of him, Sammy backing away to give me some space. I continued on, reminding Dean of the first time we met. Looking into his eyes for the first time in weeks, I could see him in there⌠some where.
I kept going on, telling Dean all of our favorite places weâve visited, and ate at. I reminded him of all the good memories we had together. I giggled at one of the memories, âremember the first time you let me drive the Impala?â
Dean smiled. He smiled, and I smiled back at him. He shook his head, still smiling, âI shouldâve never let you drive knowing you canât drive stick. That was a nightmare.â
I laughed, and looked back at Sam. He urged me to keep going, and I did. There were so many things I talked about with Dean, and I saw him in there. There just had to be something else I could do to bring him back.
âDean, I know that youâre in there,â I put my hand on his cheek, âthis isnât it, this canât be it. We have to much to live for, and I know you donât want this. Please, baby, come back to me.â
I did the unthinkable, and I leaned in, kissing his lips softly. When I pulled away, I sat there looking at him. His eyes flickered black and he closed them tightly. When he opened them back up, the blackness in his eyes faded away.
âIâll always come back you,â Dean smiled, and in that moment I knew it was really him. I grabbed his face and kissed him again, harder this time.
âI knew you wouldâ I smiled.
âNow get these damn cuffs off of me so I can hug youâ
Sam took the cuffs off, he was hesitant at first. But I knew it was Dean, and I hugged him tighter than I ever have.
âI promise to always come back to youâ Dean whispered into my ear before kissing me one more time.
I'm alive...omg I'm so sorry. Feel free to send me a story request...I'm rewatching Teen Wolf so I have Stiles on my mind, but ask for anything you want!!
The sound of barking caused me to turn my head, and as I saw a dog run through the living room it made me smile. I knew that bark from anywhere. I kneeled down, petting our beloved dog from my childhood. Wait, but⌠he was no longer alive. This house I was in, wasnât the childhood home that I grew up in. I stood up, looking around, and there she was. It was my mom, smiling over at me from her couch. She was also petting our childhood dog. This couldnât be real, none of it could be.
âHey!â I felt a shake on both of my shoulders, âhey you!â
I blinked a few times, groaning from the light shining into my eyes. The more I blinked, the more I saw the reality I was in.
âSheâs waking up Sammy,â I heard the same voice say in a whisper.
I was finally able to fully open my eyes. When I did, I saw two men standing there staring at me. I went to scream but my mouth was covered by a hand, then the man put a finger up to his lips for me to be quiet. Thatâs when I assumed we were all in the presence of whoever or whatever kidnapped me.
The man who covered my mouth, slowly took his hand off, making sure I wasnât going to scream. I stayed quiet while he took the restraints off of both my hands. I ripped the IV out of my arm that the Djinn mustâve put in while I was out.
The other man, who Iâm assuming his name is Sammy, had a knife in his hand. He was looking around quickly, and went into action once he spotted the monster.
âStay here!â The man who stood by me said and went to help Sammy. I stayed there as told. There were lots of things being broken, and thrown across the room. But it finally became quiet after a few minutes.
âHoly shitâŚâ I said coming out from behind a wall, looking at the mess that was made, âthat was crazy!â
âYou couldâve gotten yourself killed, youâre lucky we were hunting this thing,â the other man said with a voice huskier than earlier.
âDean, itâs probably not even her fault, you know Djinnâs can manipulate you with their minds.â Sammy looked over at Dean.
âThank you⌠for saving me,â I gave them a small smile, âmy nameâs Jess. I study Folklore and Mythology. I was studying this Djinn, and next thing I knew I was in a whole different reality.â
âImpressive⌠that you study Folklore and Mythology, even though itâs not really a myth,â Sammy smiled, âIâm Sam Winchester, and this is my brother Dean.â
âHow did you guys find out about this thing?â I asked, wondering if they also studied Folklore and Mythology.
âYou study these monsters, we hunt and kill them,â Dean told me, picking up a knife and wiping whatever remnants was on it, on his sleeve.
âWeâre hunters, Men of Lettersâ Sam told me, helping his brother pick up the body of the Djinn to rid of it.
âI didnât think the Men of Letters were around anymoreâ I followed them outside, grabbing a shovel on the way.
âThey were destroyed in 1958, and been inactive for over a decade. Until us.â
âWow, now thatâs impressive,â I smiled nonchalantly, and started to dig a hole for Sam and Dean to bury the body.
âFor someone who was just kidnapped and almost killed by a monster, youâre really calm,â Dean said, looking down at me from above the grave.
I shrugged, âitâs not the first time this has happened to me, it just so happened you were hunting the same creature I was studying.â
âMaybe you can stick around, and weâll show you how to defend yourself from things like this Djinn,â Sam offered, and looked over at Dean. He didnât seem too opposed to it, but he didnât look thrilled about the offer either.
âYeah, sureâ I squinted looking at him, trying to see through the sun that was shining in my eyes.
Sam seemed excited about teaching me some defensive moves. Once we were done with getting rid of the Djinn, Dean reached down, helping me out of the grave that Sammy and I were standing in. Afterwards, he helped Sam out too.
âHow do you guys know you can trust me? Youâre just offering to take in a stray off the street. You know nothing about me.â I looked between the two brothers while walking back to their car.
âSometimes you can just tell,â Sam shrugged while putting all their weapons into the trunk of their car, âweâll get to know you.â
I took a better look at it their car once the trunk was closed. It was a 1967 Chevy Impala, all black with leather interior and it was a beautiful car.
âWow,â I said in awe, lightly running my hand down the side of the shiny coat of the car.
âI hope you washed your hands first,â Dean said, opening the driver side door. He smirked a little bit, showing that he was only joking. I smiled while watching him get in, and he looked at me through the window.
âYou getting in or what? Maybe you can tell us what you know about the next monster we hunt. You could be useful, I guess,â Dean raised an eyebrow at me, smirking more.
I opened the back door on the drivers side and slid into the back seat. I looked at Dean through the rear view mirror, and I realized how handsome he was. He had his eyes on the road, paying attention to where he was driving. He was drumming his thumbs on the steering wheel along to the beat of the song that was playing on the radio. I couldnât stop looking at his eyes, how gorgeous his green eyes were, it was the first thing I saw when I came too after the Winchesters saved me. Dean mustâve felt me looking at him, because he looked up at me in the mirror and smiled. I blushed a little, turning my head to look out the window. But I still couldnât help to glance at him every once in a while. Who knew that studying a Djinn, gone wrong, could possibly be the best day of my life? I guess we would have to wait and see.
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Feeling really sad today, some thing big feels like it's changing and it's hard to grasp...
SO I'm going to avoid my feelings like I always do and ask you guys if you have any Lance Sweets x reader requests/ideas/etc. Please help a girl out and send everything ya got!
This is probably going to be only for a very niche part of the internet, but I'm obsessed with Bones again at the moment so here ya go.
Agent Y/n is an FBI agent that occasionally works with Booth, Bones, and the team. She has become good friends with Sweets, and Angela. After an extra brutal case that involved a serial killer and an intense fixation on Agent Y/n herself, Y/n needs mandated counseling from her favorite psychologist. The following are the sessions that document the beginning of something more than a professional or even friendly relationship. Â
Session 1
âFor the record, I think this is totally unnecessary.â Y/n sighed.Â
âI do not agree. Youâve been through a traumatizing experience.âÂ
âHow is this any more traumatizing than the events I witness on a day-to-day basis. This is literally my job Lance.âÂ
âItâs not everyday that a killer is specifically targeting you y/n, so, once again, I disagree. Plus itâs mandated by the FBI, so you donât really have a choice.â Lance said matter of factly, âIâll take your extreme eye roll as acceptance. You know some people say that your eyes could get stuck that way.âÂ
âShut up and do your psycho shit.âÂ
âThereâs nothing for me to do, we just need to talk. We talk all the time, whatâs the problem now?âÂ
âWe talk as friends, this is not us talking as friends Lance, this is some bullshit test to see if Iâm still capable of doing my job. I donât think itâs fair to me to think that just because some asshole murderer decided to set his sights on me means that I suddenly donât have the ability to do my damn job anymore!âÂ
âY/N thatâs, well thatâs actually an accurate depiction so I canât debate that. But I want you to understand itâs not me personally that feels like that. Itâs the men upstairs, as one would say, you can still talk to me.âÂ
âIsnât that a conflict of interest?â Y/n smirked at him
âWell, if I thought this could actually be a problem I absolutely would have suggested that you go to a different psychologist, but I donât think itâs that kind of problem. I still think you need to talk to someone though.âÂ
âEhh, I think we need to talk more about how youâre totally showing favoritism here.â
âLetâs talk about that after we talk about you, yeah?â
 âIf you insist, Dr. Sweets.â
Session 2 âHow many more of these do we have to do?â Y/n complained.Â
âThis is only session number two y/n, I think you know itâs going to take more than that. I would like to discuss how youâre feeling now. Itâs been exactly 10 days since he was caught.âÂ
âWell, I would still like to talk about how youâre showing immense favoritism by seeing me as a patient since weâre quote, unquote friends.â
âWoah, woah, now that makes it seem like you donât think weâre friends.âÂ
âNow, I didnât say that, but I would like to dissect why that was your immediate thought.âÂ
âOh, so now youâre the psychologist, huh?â Lance asked, quietly laughing at y/n.Â
âYes, you know what. I think I would like to switch professionsâŚwould you mind switching seats with me? I think itâs time for me to take over this session.â Â
âYou know what, sure. I think this will be good for my analysis. Go ahead there y/n, take your new seat.â
 âSo Mr. Sweets-â
âWoah, woah so in your fantasy my degrees suddenly fail to exist?â
âShhhhhh, weâre doing things my way now, remember? So, Mr. Sweets, why is it that you seem to be showing me favoritism?âÂ
âWell technically, how can I be showing favoritism if, in this fantasy, you have taken away my degrees therefore I would have no-â
âLance!!!!! You are not making this fun for me!!!! Can you stop with your logic please and just answer my question?! Why are you avoiding the answer?â Y/n said half joking, but also half annoyed at him for not letting her have any fun.Â
âOkay, okay. Well, Dr. y/l/n, I suppose I show you favoritism because youâre one of my favorite people. Some may say, as Iâm sure you know with your vast knowledge of psychology and all the varying fields, that Iâve been creating my own family since my parents died. I consider you one of those people.â
 âWowâŚthatâs. IâŚdonâtâŚ.thatâs probably one of the most honest and sweetest things anyone has ever said to me⌠As a friend, not as a psychologist of my vast knowledge, will you tell me about them? About your parents?âÂ
âOf course I will.âÂ
Session 3
âY/n are we finally going to discuss what weâre here to talk about?âÂ
âI donât wanna.âÂ
âDo you think that maybe it means something that you donât want to talk about it?âÂ
âNo, I just donât wanna.â
âY/n, come on. The longer this drags out the longer we have to keep doing these sessions.âÂ
âWell maybe I like the sessions and I donât want them to end.âÂ
âWell, you know they donât have to, right? Just because we speak about what we have to discuss doesn't mean that we have to stop having the sessions, just that I can finally sign off on the papers your bosses are asking for. If we can get through this we can talk about whatever you want in the next session, maybe even me again if thatâs what you would prefer.âÂ
âFine, but I just want to say that I am doing this entirely against my willâŚâ
âI will definitely put that on the record.âÂ
âI guess what I feel isâŚnot safe. I donât feel safe at my house, I donât feel safe at work, I donât feel safe in the field. Honestly, the only place I feel safe is here. I guess thatâs why I donât want these meetings to end. See there goes my vast psychological knowledge at work.â
There was a moment of silence where y/n said, âSee this is exactly why I didnât want to say anything. Your face looks sad, like youâre pitying me right now.âÂ
âIâm not pitying you, y/n. Thatâs not what I'm feeling right now. Iâm feeling sad for someone I care about because they just told me they donât feel safe anymore. Iâm frustrated that you canât function in life without being scared. Iâm angry that some maniac decided to set his sights on you and now youâre not who you were before. Iâm just pissed, IâmâŚI donât even know.âÂ
âI think youâre more angry than I am. Canât you take some comfort that I find some solace in here with you?âÂ
âWell, I mean yeah, but it doesnât make me any less angry. WhyâŚwhy do you feel safe here?â
âI donât know. I mean I guess because well first off, you obviously. Talking to you makes me feel like I donât have anything to worry about. Itâs also a small office, only one access point, so logically I have a better chance of protecting myself.âÂ
âI donât like that, but I can understand it. I wish that you didnât have to feel like that.â Lance said, putting his notebook down and moving next to y/n on the couch.Â
âNot very psychologist-like of you, Lance.â
âYouâre right, but very friend-like of me. Thatâs whatâs more important right now I believe.âÂ
âWell thank you for being my friend. IâŚIâŚuhh really appreciate that. I appreciate you.âÂ
Session 4
âSooooooo, you said we can talk about you this time, right??â
âIf youâre so inclined, I still think we should talk about you though.âÂ
âI just think that you want to avoid being psycho-analyzed like you do to everyone who sits on this couch.âÂ
âHey, thatâs not fair.âÂ
âI think itâs very fair. Anywhooooooooo, tell me more about what you were like as a kid.â
âOh so now youâre going to delve into my childhood trauma?âÂ
âI mean yes that was the plan, but you seem to have uncovered it way too soon. See no fun.âÂ
âI already told you about growing up with my parents. Dissect from that what you will.â
âWell yeah, but what were you like, 6 or 7? What about before that? And what about your biological parents? Did you know anything about them?âÂ
âItâs not really something I want to get into y/n.âÂ
âCome on, you show me yours, Iâll show you mine. We can go question for question.âÂ
âY/n. I said I do not want to talk about it! THATâS IT.â Lance said angrily.Â
âLance, Iâm sorry, I didnât know how serious it was. Really, Iâm sorry for pushing. I didnât mean to upset you.âÂ
âNo, y/n, itâs me. God, Iâm such an asshole. It justâŚwell it wasnât a good time before I got adopted by my parents. I didnât feel safe before them. ThatâsâŚthatâs all I want to say.âÂ
âUnderstood. Iâm sorry that you had to go through that, I canât imagine anyone wanting to hurt you now, let alone little 6 year old you with a sweet little baby face. You know your last name actually fits you very well, kinda like fate if you ask me.âÂ
âThatâs very kind y/n. Thank you, I appreciate it.â Sweets smiled at y/n.Â
âJust being a friend, nothing to thank me for here.âÂ
Session 5
âSo, Iâve come to a conclusion.â Y/n said, smiling cheekily to Lance.
âOh, and whatâs that?âÂ
âYouâre literally being paid to sit here and talk to your best friend. Thatâs like a totally cushy gig.âÂ
âOh, youâre my best friend?â
âI mean yes. Clearly, we are definitely best friends. It's, like, completely obvious.âÂ
âI was unaware so thank you for informing me of that.âÂ
âLance, come on. You totally know weâre best friends. Donât try to hide it. You have no reason to be embarrassed, you know, Iâm a pretty cool person.âÂ
âWell, you are a pretty cool person. And like I said previously, I do consider you part of the family Iâve made. I guess it is obvious weâre best friends, silly me for not recognizing it earlier.âÂ
âI like talking to you Lance.â
âI like talking to you as well, y/n.âÂ
Session 6
âY/n.âÂ
âWoah, you sound serious.â
âI am, thereâs something I have to talk to you about.âÂ
âOkay, Iâm listening.âÂ
âI canât be your psychologist anymore.âÂ
âWoah, wait, what. What do you mean? Where is this coming from? Lance, did I do something? Say something?â
âY/n, itâs not about you. Well, I mean not like that. Itâs nothing that you did, or said. IâŚI just. Well you were right before, this is kind of a conflict of interest. Professionally, I shouldnât be seeing you. Itâs not right.âÂ
âOh, I, uhâŚthanks for proving me right I guess. UmâŚI think Iâm going to go now.âÂ
âNo! Wait! I know you feel safe here, with me, in this room. We can still talk here, we can still have these conversations. I donât want to take that away from you. Iâm just recommending that I cannot adequately finish clearing you from what happened.â
âI donât understand whatâs changed suddenly. I brought this up weeks ago. I donât want to go sit in someone elseâs office and talk about this shit. I didnât want to go through this in the first place. Lance, I donât understand why you would do this. You know how hard this was for me, I canât believe you would do this.âÂ
âY/n, just trust me, itâs for the best.âÂ
âI donât trust you right now. This isnât what is best for me. I canât believe this, I canât believe yo-â
Lance cut y/n off, âY/n I LOVE YOUâŚIâŚI am in freaking love with you and thatâs why I canât do this anymore. Itâs not fair to me either.âÂ
âLanceâŚIâŚyouâŚIâŚâÂ
âI think you should leave now.â
âWait, wait, noâŚI love you too. Iâve been falling for you since the moment I met you.âÂ
ây/n-â
âIâm serious. All of these sessions just confirmed it more for me. Thatâs why I felt safe here, with you. You make me feel like I donât have to worry or be scared anymore.âÂ
âY/n, IâŚyou make⌠youâre-âÂ
âJust shut up and kiss me already.â Y/n said, already leaning in to place her lips on his.
A/N: If you have an idea for the mistake y/n made send me a message, still throwing around some ideas and can't make a decision. Â
âScott, this has to be the absolute worst idea youâve ever had.â Stiles said, angrily.Â
âAt this point, itâs the only thing to do, so you can either deal with it or probably die.â
âScott, listen, I know this is the last thing Stiles wants, Iâll switch with someone, I donât want to make Stiles uncomfortable.â
âNo, there is no more switching, no more debating. Thatâs final. Done.âÂ
Y/n knew that Stiles was pissed, and she didnât blame him. She had really fucked up a year ago and since then, their relationship has been non-existent. They never communicated and only saw each other at pack meetings or in history class and he made sure to sit as far away from her as humanly possible. As much as she could take back what had happened between them, she had tried to explain herself a few times and he never gave her a chance. She couldnât bring herself to try anymore after that.Â
âI canât believe I have to spend the whole weekend with her.â Stiles complained to Scott the next day.Â
âI donât want to hear it anymore. Y/n has tried to apologize so many times and you refuse to accept her apology. I get that she hurt you, but you have to get over yourself. This is the only way for us to be safe these next couple days. Do you want to die?!â
âOf course I donât want to die. But we could have figured something else out, literally anything else.â
âIâm done arguing with you. You and y/n will go to your house tonight after school. Keep each other safe, thatâs it. Period.âÂ
Y/n was no better, âScott, come on, thereâs nothing else we can figure out? I donât want Stiles to be unhappy. Heâs going to be so annoyed all weekend and heâs just going to hate me more after this ordeal.âÂ
âY/n, if this wasnât the only option I would change it, just for all the grief you two are giving me. Stiles will get over himself. Heâs the one acting like a child.âÂ
âI know, but I already hurt him once. I donât want to keep fucking up our non-exsistent realationship.â
âItâll be fine. Itâs two and a half days, I promise youâll survive.âÂ
When y/n walked out of the school that afternoon, Stiles was leaning against the side of his jeep. He was clearly as unhappy as y/n was.Â
âListen, Stiles, I really tried to change Scottsâ mind about this. I know this is not ideal, I do not want to make you uncomfortable. I will stay to myself and not bother you, I promise.âÂ
âLetâs just get this weeked over with.âÂ
The ride was absolutely silent and uncomfortable, totally awkward. Stiles unlocked the door, when they got to his house. Stiles threw his bookbag by the door and made his way to the kitchen. Y/n placed her bookbag down gently and awkwardly waited a couple minutes before following Stiles. He was eating chips at the kitchen table.
âHelp yourself I guess.â Stiles told her.Â
Y/n grabbed a snack and decided to sit herself at the island so she didnât have to awkwardly sit with Stiles when he clearly didnât want to be around her. They sat in silence once again. The only sound was the ticking clock and the crunching of their snacks. Stiles finished, threw away his trash, and walked up the stairs to his room. Y/n was definitely not following him up there, so she kept her ass right where it was.
Stiles sat upstairs and tried to call Scott a couple times. He was clearly avoiding him because he didnât want to hear his shit. So he called his dad.Â
âDaddddddd. I donât understand why y/n has to be here.â
âStiles, you liked this girl like a year ago. I donât get why youâre being so hostile towards her.âÂ
âUgh, well I really liked her, like a lot, asked her out on a date and everything. She never showed up, never called, never texted, nothing. And then the next day I saw her out with some random guy. I havenât really talked to her since.â
âSo you never asked her what actually happened? Did she ever explain? Did you ever let her explain?â
âWellâŚI think she tried a couple times, but I refused to listen to herâŚâ
âGive her a break, kid. Seriously. You guys are stuck together all weekend. Let it go before you give yourself an aneurysm.âÂ
Stiles hung up and truly started to think about what his dad had to say. He WAS going to end up pulling his hair out if this weekend continued this way.Â
 Meanwhile, y/n had her history book out and started studying for a test on Monday. After almost 40 minutes, she literally couldnât sit there for any longer. She started walking around downstairs looking at the stuff on the fridge and the pictures on the walls.Â
âAre you being nosy?â Stiles asked from behind her, making her jump in the air. Â
âJesus Christ Stiles. Are you trying to fucking kill me?â
âNo, thatâs literally the opposite of why youâre here this weekend.âÂ
âHaha, very funny. I just got bored studying. Itâs weird being here, okay? I literally donât know what to do with myself, or where the fuck I can be.âÂ
âYou can be anywhere. Mi casa es tu casa, at least for the weekend. I know you tried to keep this from happening, and I really appreciate that. I was being childish, what happened a year ago is old news. It is what it is, letâs just try not to die, okay?â
âFor what itâs worth, Iâm sorry about what happened before. I really fucked it all up.âÂ
âCome on, I have an air mattress for ya. Letâs go make it so you can sleep tonight.âÂ
Y/n followed Stiles up to his room to make her bed for the next couple nights. It was strange being in his room after a year of non-stop cold shoulder from him. Her eyes scanned his room. There were books and papers scattered everywhere and his laptop was sitting haphazardly on the corner of his desk. His bed was half made and there were a few shirts on the floor.Â
âWow, did you clean up just for me?â She asked him, with a silly glint in her eye.Â
âHa Ha, youâre just hilarious y/n.â
âI know, people tell me that a lot.â They both laughed at that and made the bed in a comfortable silence.Â
Y/n was feeling a lot better about the situation, but she really wished she could take back what she did before. She had really liked Stiles and felt like a complete jerk. She didnât want to bring it up again and ruin the new comradery. Stiles had put on the TV and they were both just sitting and watching it while scrolling through their phones.Â
âSoooo pizza or chinese for dinner?â Stiles asked casually.Â
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By the time the shopping trip was over, Spencer, who had rode with Derek, was already gone. Y/n was very frustrated at this point. She looked all through her room while she was getting her stuff together, and even peeked in Spencerâs room to see if he had left her a phone number, a note, anything. Pen could definitely tell how frustrated y/n was when they got in the car to leave.Â
âUm, not to sound harsh⌠but you seem very, very irritated.âÂ
âNo, Iâm totally fine. Totally peachy.âÂ
âOkay, now I know youâre not fine.â
âWellâŚ. I donât want to talk about it anyway.âÂ
âUm, okay y/n, whatever you say.â
After a few minutes of silence, y/n couldnât hold it in anymore. Pen was too easy to talk to, and it was about her friend anyway.Â
âOkay fine, Spencer and I had sex,â Pen whipped her head to the side, her mouth agape. âTwice.âÂ
Pen slammed on the breaks and pulled to the side of the road, âHold on just a damn second. YOU HAD SEX WITH SPENCER TWICE?!?!?!?!?!â
âYes, the first time was when we all got drunk after that one case. And we left things kind ofâŚweird. And then last night, we were both cleaning up and we kissed and well, then it happened again. Iâm so sorry I didnât say anything, it was just so damn weirdâŚbut also really good. But now, once again we left things without talking about it and I donât want it to be. I like him, I think I could really like him. I want to get to know him more, I want to spend more time with him.âÂ
âOkay, first off, I want to know everything, but I also donât. I need all the details, but also, donât talk about it ever again. Iâll figure it out later. Secondly, calm down. I will give you his number right now.âÂ
Y/n couldnât figure out what to say at first. She kept typing out messages and then erasing them. She figured that she would get some sleep first and then her head would be clear enough to type out a message. As y/n and Pen walked into their building, Pen got that message that they had a case. It relieved y/n a little, it gave her more time to figure out what to say. When she knew the team was back, she would send a well thought out message to Spencer.Â
The team was gone for almost a whole week and by then, y/n had lost all her nerve. She didnât want to say the wrong thing and ruin the whole thing. After she had given up trying to write the âperfectâ text to Spencer, she started writing a story. Very much based on her feelings of her situation with Spencer. She got almost half a novel done in the week the team was on their latest case. Pen stopped by after the team got back.Â
âY/n y/m y/l, I talked to SpencerâŚwhy have you not talked to him?â
âUgh, Pen, I donât know. I lost my nerve. I was trying to find the perfect thing to say to him and I just felt like nothing was right. I didnât want to mess anything up.âÂ
âY/n, you need to talk to him. Heâs really upset. I mean, he doesnât know I know anythingâŚbut I can tell. You gotta do something. I totally think you two are meant to be now.âÂ
âMaybe this is just the writer in me, but I feel like I need some kind of big grand gesture. I know he was upset before and I can only imagine how much more upset he is now that it happened AGAIN.â
âWell, we just got off a pretty big case and I know for a fact Spencer hardly sleeps, especially if he has something on his mind. So you might as well just go to his place and keep him some company, if you know what I mean.â
âEw Pen. I like the first part of the idea, but ew. Get out, I have to get ready.âÂ
Y/n threw on jeans and a hoodie and refused to look in the mirror and talk herself out of going to Spencerâs. She blasted music so she didnât think on the car ride over. When she pulled into his buildingsâ parking lot, it immediately started pouring. Her grand gesture was definitely coming to fruition. She ran to the steps that led to Spencerâs apartment, climbed up and ran to his door. She raised her hand to knock on the door and lost her nerve. Her brain started that over-thinking thing. She tried to shake it out of her body and raised her hand to knock again, but before she could decide to knock or chicken out again, Spencer opened the door.Â
âOh, uhâŚ.hey.âÂ
âHi y/n.â
âUm, I, wellâŚ.my brain didnât get this far to actually decide what to say.âÂ
âWell, why donât you come in and dry off. Youâre a little wet.âÂ
âYeah, it started pouring as soon as I parked downstairsâŚ.âÂ
Spencer let y/n in and got her a change of clothes, getting changed in the bathroom just gave y/n more time to think. She still had no idea what to say to him or how to talk about the subject. She didnât realize how long she had been in there until Spencer knocked on the door.Â
âHey, y/n, are you okay?â
She opened the door, âYeah, sorry, I was just thinking. I didn't know I was in there that long, honestly.âÂ
âItâs okay. Do you want some tea?â
âYes, actually that would be great.âÂ
As y/n sat at his kitchen island, and Spencer made some tea, the silence was a tad awkward. Neither had any idea what to say to each other. They both had more than enough that they wanted to say, but neither knew the other felt the same exact way.Â
Spencer wanted nothing more than to start something with y/n. He had never, ever had sex with someone the first time they met and had never felt this way, this fast about someone. Technically, they hadnât even had a real date. Spencer wanted to take her out to the fanciest place he could find and show her how much he liked her.Â
Y/n had no idea how she let herself get so carried away with Spencer, but she just knew deep down that he was a good guy. She really wanted Spencer to like her. She thought they could be really good for each other. There was a connection there that she had never felt with anyone before.
âSo,â They both started and then laughed at each other. That definitely broke the ice and y/n had the confidence to say what she wanted.Â
âSpencer, I just want you to know that this thing with us, itâsâŚwell I donât know how to describe it. The first time felt awkward after and I didnât know what to say, but at Rossiâs house, I wanted to talk to you after but then you were gone when we got back. That same day, Pen gave me your number, but I couldnât figure out what to say. Nothing seemed right or good enough. So listen, I donât know how you feel, but I really like you and I think that we should at least go on a dateâŚâ
âI would love nothing more than to take you out and give you absolutely everything you could ever wantâŚbut thereâs something I want to do firstâŚâ
And that was the third of many, many times the two of them lost themselves in each other.Â