Classy as Fuck.

I’m just so fuckin lost and confused. I know the situation was supposed to help things but it just made it 100x worse. Now I don’t know if i have feelings for her or not. I would’ve gone home with her but from the moment we got into the car he was calling so I’m assuming she was gonna go home with him which was a total turn off for me. There’s times where I want her so bad (like last night) and she always does something that pisses me off and then I don’t want her anymore. She said she used to have feelings for me but how long ago was that? Do you still have them cause sometimes it seems like you do. I can’t tell if that’s just you being you or if that’s you being flirty with me because you do have feelings for me. I don’t even know what to think anymore. Not gonna lie I definitely got my hopes up for last night then that happened and in seconds I was disappointed. You can fuck who ever you want to fuck by all means, your not my girlfriend but, I can’t promise that I won’t feel some type of way about it. I want you in my life. Which is why I think I’m so scared about it. What if it ends bad? I don’t want to loose you. Then you said that thing and I wanted to pull over. I wanted to tell you that you’re more than what happened to you and you’re more than what you do. You’re more than all that bullshit. Because I see you for who you are.