Not a exit

I can see a turtle and cat become friends, cheetahs and dogs , fish and ppl BECOME FRIENSS FORM A BOND OF TRUST AND UNDERSTANDING BUT WE STILL HAVE PPL IN THIS WORLD HATING ANOTHER PERSON BECAUSE THEIR SKIN IS DARKER THAN ANOTHER . HOW DOES THAT MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE . I HAVW TO BEG FOR A HUMAN NECCESITY A HUMAN RIGHT AND PPL LOOK AT U CRAZY AND TELL U UR NOT WORKING HARD ENOUGH. WHAT IS RHIS LIFE . How is any of this living . How can anyone live a proper life seeing ppl bombed for living in their own places of birth .....???? HOW TF IS ANY OF THIS NORMAL HOW IS ANY OF THIS "RIGHT" WHY ARE SO MANY PPL COMPLICIT IN SO MUCH HURT why does our world promote so much hate and violence towards the literal SEX that brings life into this sorry ass world

Idk why ppl don't care . Why do I need to beg u to care for another person , why don't u care for someone suffering . This shit is the most unnatural shit to me . Not trans ppl, this right here . Ppl not caring for another life form is the most unnatural shit to me . Idk how much a person in misery has to scream loud enough for u ppl to have a glimpse of empathy .

Nothing in this world has really changed

This person has jaw cancer

This person needs a place to lay their head

(Oh that was the devil, that's why. Oh that was god's plan to have ur family members hate ur guts, gods plan to leave this little black girl unprotected) .

Also spent time with my family yesterday and it was the most triggering thing ever . First my .. cousin's son has been consistently smacking my cousin's( his mom) ass . And he's like 7 years old . They frequently would tell him to checkout grown women's asses as they were going in the store and then I went to change into a shirt I didn't go into a stall b/c actually typing this out is making me feel like I'm suffocating atm... but as I was changing her son 7 year old son sprinted into the bathroom to see me without a shirt on and commented "wow urs is big" after he consistently called me "he" even though he wanted to come to my home. And I covered myself and felt so .. violated by a 7year old THAT DOESNT KNOW ANY BETTER b/c this is wtf he's surrounded by. I felt so triggered and disgusted but I didn't say anything b/c I know no one would care about my concerns and if I said anything that would mean "u saying im a bad parent" . And yeah I feel so disgusted even typing this out but this is my reality some other black ppl's reality as well. Also my cousin recently broke up with her "baby daddy" after so much weird drama between them she was saying they were gonna get married but so much other stuff apparently happened . Whatever at this point I think relationships aren't a real thing . But yeah I drive home with her b/c she picked me up, she consistently hits her vape after saying she'll "quit" multiple times and then she gets upset b/c I don't want to sit and smell that gross shit . And she goes to say "why u come with me if u don't like it" ur right I'll just stay to myself like usual sorry. And then she goes to play r Kelly a known pedophile and rapist's songs and then she goes on to say "free Kelly" and continues to say "if I was locked up u wouldn't say free me?" And I go on to say "that's not the same" while already in a triggered state b/c her dead cousins' she boasts about so much actually raped and molested and groomed me consistently. But she doesn't know and even if she did know I don't think she'd care. Also just gonna add ( even though it makes no sense why I have to ) but if the rolls were "reversed" and a young black girl was talking about how big a grown man's dick is yall would be ready to beat the living hell out of her for saying those things , but a young black boy frequently looking at older women's ass and titties and sexualizing himself and his own mother .. that's "normal" right I swear the depths of my soul this world does not care about little black girls at all. I hate this fucking world and everyone in it . U ppl are sick to the highest degree and maybe if u experienced about half the shit I had to go thru maybe this world would have a bit more empathy.

Another thing I forgot , she will litter and knows I don't like litter but would do it just to make me upset and goes on to say "let it go" as if caring about something or the world or having a shred of empathy left is just seen as bad .. u genuinely disgust me ur way of thinking ( joking or not ) disgusts tf out of me ur a walking talking contradiction and I just want to not be involved with u anymore .

*** also want to throw in how I asked my mom what a penis was at 7or 8 years old and she beat the living hell out of me 👍🏾 and I went on to be molested and groomed by multiple family members while being physically assaulted by my own parents .