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Jessica

Hey it's been awhile now I'm over the idea of us being more than friends can we talk again get In touch with me if you can plz

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I am back the real I made it thru hell again I told the devil to eat my Dick this soul he will never get as god as my witness I'm saved....#soberforever

Define real was the question: I replied real is something that shows in your character when shit gets worse than it ever has before and your reaction to the situation but Its not how you make some one think your real it just comes out it shows like if you are real ppl tend to see that I mean and as I've seen the realest of ppl don't fuck with circles or click up because when your real you call your friends out when they fucking up and don't see it but if you are worried about how they will feel by you calling them on there dumb shit I'm more worried about what could happen to them if they loose fuck honestly if you cant handle a real friend calling you out the You are the definition of weak cause I only fuck with ppl who will look me in my eyes and tell me my brother the way your living is the same way you were when you got 8 years and your on papers honkey your fucking up and honestly I cant see my flaws or my wrongs see that real you truly care weather I'm right back in prison and for these few friends I have that define real I am truly grateful and for the ones who saw me fucking up and thought it was funny and never had real advise for me when I was in then darkness you will never be by my side in the light of the life I lead see I had so many when I had big crystal sack but I did 21 and not one letter from one of you.... I smile today because I realized that I never had real friends until I got sober so I say that I am high right now but sobriety is on the way and thats how I feel about being real not about how many guns and I dope I had that's not going to make you real honestly real is something you got to find inside yourself

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It’s clear that I don’t run through your mind as much as you do mine

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You don't begin to know what runs thru my mind but I'm not chasing someone who would even pick up one phone call for me but one you just old toy that these boys grew tired of and your washed up ill be sure to make you feel what I felt I was crazy at first honestly I knew you was a Whore the whole time and that you were a prostitute and I tired to show you that you were worth more than that and you continue to just lie to my face and I knew anything I asked you I already knew the answer to and when you would lie to me it made me look at you as a fucking joke no respect and I showed you no respect cause you thought u was saving me from hurting baby you made it hurt worse cause you were a coward I could have respected it if you would have owned that shit but now I know your nothing more than a side street hooker haha what's so funny though is that you will never be more than a object some one plays with no one will ever show you the way I did I actually loved u not what you could do me hell I still remember those conversations heart don't forget some thing like that and honestly I'm not even mad at never was honestly you don't ser when your vindictive and mad but all the rumors that was said you showed me To hurt me but I am not hurt I feel sorry for you cause for a woman as strong as you are and more beautiful that a sunrise to not know her worth and settles for trash you belong in the dumpster with that fat fuck june bug funny thing is you don't see it now but you just a dumb lil white girl to him sad thing that motherfucker cant handle pilgrims pride work instead your dumb ass does all the work maybe on down the rd you will open your eyes god knows I pray but I honestly don't care if I ever speak to you again I hope you have fun being the black man's slave and I am furious about this but I realized what can do beat him up and be superman Hahahahaha you or him ain't worth the swing of my hand when you realize that you are better than that maybe then you can be a woman again so long Jess p I loved and you spit on me 💜💜💜💜💜💙💙💙💙💙

They ask what is your meaning of a bitch? My reply a bad bitch to me is not one who stands on a pole with her ass out for everyone to see, bad bitchs are the ones that work 40 hrs week and still manage to have dinner cooked everyday and never gives me a reason to doubt her loyalty or honesty the type that won't even hang out with no one else cause shes only got time for family kids and me church every Sunday and never ask for anything more than me when I find her I will never let go but these days every girl is hoe do yah best friend N lie straight to yah face see I would rather be told the truth the lied to lied straight to my face

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inkskinned

i worry who i will be when i’m older. the grudges i never scrub out. the closure i never get. will i obsess about small victories that are forgotten in other’s minds. will i get better? will i take what i learn and be kind or will i stand up and grow a spine. will i demand more from others or will i take only from myself. will i have love? or will i have ruined it?

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i want to write something about aloneness…

like for example that it is actually a she and she’s the best friend i’ll always have.

like for example that she likes to hold my hand and smile at me, all silence and golden moments and grand castles rising in the distance.

like for example she waits for me at the end of every day, sometimes gazing out the window, sometimes crying softly, sometimes hurling herself against rigid walls.

like for example she’s my patron, my guardian, the archway i walk into to feel weightless. i don’t ever have to cower or look away or be any less real than i truly am.

like for example i’ve build kingdoms in the palms of her hands, day after day, and she looks after them for me. day after day.

like for example that she’s the most beautiful during sleepless nights and so immensely quiet when i’m gone, when the sun rises and kisses the bedroom walls.

like for example she’s not afraid of the shadows, but their greatest ally.

like for example that i love her too much and i know i won’t let go, even if we and our demons have to go to war.

… and so i wrote something about aloneness.

solitude is my partner crime // r.w

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Longing, we say, because desire is full of endless distances. I must have been the same to her. But I remember so much, the way her hands dismantled bread, the thing her father said that hurt her, what she dreamed. There are moments when the body is as numinous as words, days that are the good flesh continuing. Such tenderness, those afternoons and evenings, saying blackberry, blackberry, blackberry.

Robert Hass, from “Meditation at Lagunitas” (via jessicapoetry)

Damn smh

I'm die before I be broke again

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theshamanism

Heres the deal... Im back on the point

I miss you still shit hurts but I just woke and pain I still but u know believe It not your still here

I got high tolerance for bullshit and I'm getting where Idgaf I'm not dealing with snakes I'm killing snakes and my ppl got my back and we go to war behind that I'm to the point where I'm ask what's up try to be cool lets see how this gone work

Damn I do and she’s a fucking beautiful woman and I miss her so much….. But at the same time you got to tryin play with my mind send mfers to talk to me and shit test my loyalty smh no matter our situation I’ll never change my loyalty but don’t have to stick around to deal with it cause if I wanted to im bad enough to show motherfucker crazy hahaha shit ain’t even got crazy

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Hey is there anybody that wants to get spun and have sex in western Kentucky plz hit me up soon

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