she's nothing more than a romantic

Hey, do you remember the name that I only ever let you use? I still can't bring myself to introduce myself to anyone else using that name.

Hey, do you remember that job that I really hated? I quit it in November and now I'm fumbling around trying to figure out what I want to do, and it's scary being unemployed for so long but I haven't been more at peace than I have been in a while.

Hey, do you remember the therapy I started? It's been really helping... But I still hate you for lying about you going, and in truth you were out with "friends".

Hey, do you remember how you taught me to play that game? Do you know that I still play it? And that I still look out to see if you're online, but it breaks my heart every time I see you on there because I know I shouldn't reach out to you but I really want to send you screenshots of my comps and get your two cents on what I could be doing better

Hey, do you remember the ex I was with when we first met? He came to visit me a few weeks ago, and every second he was here all I could think of was why couldn't it have been you who reached out? Oh... wait. I remember why.

Hey, do you remember that it was our anniversary the other day? I'm going to guess that you didn't, but ouf... It was a rough day for me. I got through it though.

Hey... I'm doing ok.

Hey... I still think of you

I want you to know that, but I also don't want hear from you because I feel like you haven't worked on you yet... and I don't want to waste any more time second guessing your love. I don't deserve that.