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I hope praying will save me

I will go to school with only two hours of sleep

I always having a terrible anxiety when i leave school because i always walk alone and i feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me so i usually wait at school till everyone leaves and then leave the school and go to my house

My mom asking me why you are not going out its your birthday isnt it obvious i have no friends and noone wants me

Yesterday was my birthday and noone gave a fuck reality of not having friends hurts so bad

I have a math exam today and I am so stressed wish me luck angels I hope I can get a good score

I have no friend no bf no talking stage no family no academic success no money no talent why am i leaving idk i am still grateful for being healthy tho

I cant like anyone because all the boys my age is so childish and they are not my type I want a manly mature man but I dont want a pedo older man so I guess its a dead end

I have a taste for ugly but atractive,tall, strong,manly guys

I dont know how can I solve my problem with solitude no matter how much a good friend I am I always end up with no friends

This account is the only place that I can show real me and real me is an art

Finally I have a bestfriend but we are living in different countries online friendship is so hard