timothy feels disgusted with himself and the way jack’s petname gets to him, gaze settled intently on jack’s pocketwatch and the fluorescent blue glow it gives off—the exact same as his own, but in this very moment is WAY more interesting to look at and examine every single little detail it can possibly give him.
“ i did already know that. “ boy did timothy know that. considering all the times he’s been MANHANDLED in bed as if he weighed nothing to the hyperion ceo. despite being his exact weight and size. though when jack finally lets him go and leaves his side, timothy’s fingers SHAKE as he reaches for his mask sat on jack’s desk, can barely even get it to actually clasp shut as he attempts at putting it back on. it’s a comfort, as odd as it may seem. a mask is a mask, hides what’s underneath—which is exactly what timothy WANTS here.
he’s so SICK of going under a doctors knife for this smarmy dick—no matter WHAT jack makes him feel. thirty-six hours to alter his entire life—another ten to erase every single document that proved timothy lawrence was a living and breathing human being. just gone from existence. permanently now, timothy’s not gonna kid himself anymore. this trip was a one way ticket, timothy was just too dumb to really realize this. “ oh, thanks. that’s super duper generous of you. “ nothing but sarcasm soaks his words as he stares at jack’s reflection in the window, arms coming up to fold over his chest.
there’s a pause between jack’s d e m a n d and timothy’s actual actions, teeth sinking into his plasticine lips before he finally rounds jack’s desk and moves to stand beside him at the window. mismatched eyes ( both in PERFECT 20/20 condition. but tim assumes that’s certainly going to change soon enough ) watch what’s going on outside, tracing every single c r a c k in pandora’s moon—eplis—before he spares a glance at jack. he knows he shouldn’t question jack’s policies here, but he can’t h e l p i t. “ why do i need the scar too ? it’s not like anybody’s gonna see it anyways… “
it may seem to timothy to ALL be semantics, performative and asinine, but it’s only because he doesn’t know what’s at stake -- - and jack doesn’t have the time to sit him down and lecture him on the benefits of taking into consideration all the angles and possibilities. jack’s got BANDITS on his trail. he needs his ass covered, and timothy lawrence is jack’s INSURANCE PLAN. tim’s hips fits into the palm of jack’s hand, a strange look on jack’s face, fleeting before it melds back into nothing, as he turns back out to peer into the vast emptiness of space. it’s a juxtaposing force, the blackness out there ;; full of life, yet so silent. so cold. the hero imagines that’s what d e a t h must feel like, too.
“Completely confidential, what I’m about to tell you, Tim, so don’t go... I don’t fuckin’ know, parading anything around? Whatever.” there is no way for jack to look tim in the eyes and say i think i’m going to die out there, and i need you to be my LIVING LEGACY when i go. even jack hates the idea, crazy as it may be, that he could EVER be killed -- - christ, he’s gonna have the W A R R I O R. but even the bravest men have their fears. all of jack’s fears revolve around the concept of being lost to the tides of death, because he can’t die. he can’t, he has so much business that still needs to be done, and no PSYCHOPATHIC BANDITS are going to derail that. still... insurance plan.
there is nothing in jack’s hidden expression that betrays what he feels, but his voice is laden with seriousness.
“Just -- - if anything ever happens to me, all of this is.. it’s yours, Tim. Hyperion, Helios, all of it, and if it’s gonna be yours, then you need to be me, and to be me you HAVE to be authentic. That’s why I need you to take the scar.” honesty comes with great difficulty, and great TRUST. there has been so much betrayal in jack’s life and he just needs tim to NOT be another mistake, to be someone WORTHY of what jack may be forced to leave behind. with his hand on timothy’s hip, jack urges the man in closer, presses their bodies tight, side to side, while he still gazes out, out, out. “The chances of me dying are slim, of course, because I’m INVINCIBLE, baby, but it’s... you’re my fail-safe, Tim. Right now you are the most valuable asset I have. So please... please, Tim. Don’t hold this against me. I NEED you.”
it pays to be smart, this jack knows to be true, and keeping timothy in his back-pocket is the smartest thing jack has EVER done.