bitch dog nearly was trying to tame and attack my dog and she’s just fucking watching (she was closer to them too) and i had to run to him after i was throwing away his poop bag.

and she just lets it continue to happen with other dogs and does nothing about it.

toast was my golden child

he was literally perfect. not just because he’s my baby but

he literally is the perfect dog. only thing is he didn’t get along well with other dogs but that’s okay as long as he gets along with his brothers i guess

he was friendly

approachable

never bit wires when he was a baby or shoes. just wood. but we let that wood get bit anyway cus it was already worn down

like he was literally so independent and playful when he wants to be at a good time

he passed away last month due to blood cancer

so no matter what treatment i do and even if i want to prolong his life. the blood levels going to keep dropping

he passed away at home though. i schedule to euthanize him so he’s pain free but he decided to go 2 hours earlier than his appointment in the comfort of his own home.

my world is just stopping because he’s gone and i don’t know what to do

i’m just embracing his toy goose cus it still has his stinky breath scent on it. but i love it oh so much

and they’re running more tests to see if it’s benign or malignant

idk what to do i don’t know what to fking do