vent

Wow. Do you really fucking think he loves you? that's hilarious. Your big, disgusting pig nose and your balding old man hair. How could he love such an ugly, annoying little fucking pig? You're a crybaby. If he's not at school you'll cry cry cry. Are you that clingy? Do you rely on him that much? When you leaves you you're fucking screwed. What are you going to do? You know it's coming soon. Closer and closer every second. You know exactly what would happen if he decided he didn't love you anymore. You'd finally gain the adrenaline to slit your wrists deep enough, deep enough for results. Maybe you'll bleed out, lay on the floor with nobody to come save you. That's the more likely outcome, but maybe someone will actually save your pathetic ass. Now, that's worse than death. Imagine waking up in a hospital bed after you were surely going to end up dead. Worst feeling ever, and you fucking deserve it.