i’m crying because i felt like i sort of had friends here but i never worked up the courage to show you my face. you’ll never even know what i looked like and you’ll probably forget me in a few days or weeks and this is such a bigger deal for me than it would be for someone who isn’t so socially broken and i hate that. i’m going to miss each one of you. i wish i were capable of staying in contact with people so you could at least know i’m alive and safe but i’m not capable of it and i’m sorry for that, i’m sorry you never got to see what i look like, i’m sorry for being such a weird awkward piece of crap with my shitty text posting and public meltdowns, even if none of you cared about or even liked me i’m sorry and i’ll miss you
i’m going to change my url and start unfollowing people now i’ll probably queue this post a few times so those of u who aren’t on right now see and get my apology. (if you missed it what’s happening is i’m leaving tumblr bc my mother found my blog for the third time and is really dead-set on continuing to read it and i’m too fucked up to keep having a blog under that circumstance.)
