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but yeah im into that, started a few years ago also w a weird obsession for guns & army games.. then i met my current bf which plays airsoft and i kinda wanted to get into that too but im embarassed i’ll look like a fool for some reason 😓

yes, I do miss the way you made me feel (platonically speaking) and because you’re the only person i genuinely opened up with that never made me feel like I was just a mistake - or over reacting- or generally it was just whatever type of bond we had, which yeah, it became unhealthy with time but I don’t know. I still have that letter you wrote me, I couldn’t bring myself to throw it away, and those things you used to tell me, they’re one of a kind.

If I had to speak completely, I’d write lots and lots but still

DW THO LOL

yes, I do miss the way you made me feel (platonically speaking) and because you’re the only person i genuinely opened up with that never made me feel like I was just a mistake - or over reacting- or generally it was just whatever type of bond we had, which yeah, it became unhealthy with time but I don’t know. I still have that letter you wrote me, I couldn’t bring myself to throw it away, and those things you used to tell me, they’re one of a kind.

If I had to speak completely, I’d write lots and lots but still

yes, I do miss the way you made me feel (platonically speaking) and because you’re the only person i genuinely opened up with that never made me feel like I was just a mistake - or over reacting- or generally it was just whatever type of bond we had, which yeah, it became unhealthy with time but I don’t know. I still have that letter you wrote me, I couldn’t bring myself to throw it away, and those things you used to tell me, they’re one of a kind.

If I had to speak completely, I’d write lots and lots but still

like,,, idk why i do… but i still miss u .. not i a romantic way idk i just miss being with u n everything its making my stomach churn

I just thought about it as nostalgia tbh, but I’m unsure, it’s because of how similarly different we were.

yes, I do miss the way you made me feel (platonically speaking) and because you’re the only person i genuinely opened up with that never made me feel like I was just a mistake - or over reacting- or generally it was just whatever type of bond we had, which yeah, it became unhealthy with time but I don’t know. I still have that letter you wrote me, I couldn’t bring myself to throw it away, and those things you used to tell me, they’re one of a kind.

If I had to speak completely, I’d write lots and lots but still

like,,, idk why i do… but i still miss u .. not i a romantic way idk i just miss being with u n everything its making my stomach churn

I just thought about it as nostalgia tbh, but I’m unsure, it’s because of how similarly different we were.

just the weird bond we had. idk i just liked how we could go anywhere n talk abt everything n we had similar struggles. we were pretty much destroying each other tho

i finally understood what she didnt like tho, i mean i was overly clingy & would get upset for everything and not give her space, now im totally the opposite- i think she actually helped me get past this obsessive relationship thing i had, so ig thanks.

it feels stupid to write this down now, since i made such a fuss but looking back to it it wasnt bad, we just had our personal issues.

i know she will probably never read this ahah, i wish i had the courage to text her and say "you were right" and I'd hope something like "i know" or "i told you" or "i always am", but it'd be more like "who are you" .

the last time i told her i loved her & then made her leave i was so scared