nothing!!!! is!!!!!! real!!!!

also while im here for the first time in a long time if youre someone on here i used to speak to then im sorry for disappearing, its not that important im sure everyone has other friends but i enjoyed talking to some people and they all just stopped, so idk, sorry again and thanks for speaking to me when you did

what an ultimately depressing sense of isolation that whole thought gives, to be so far away from anyone that you sing yourself happy birthday because noone else will. They better treat the curiosity rover like royalty when they get back from mars

happy birthday to the mars curiosity rover im sorry youre alone on your birthday and have to sing yourself a little tune but have a good one friend

That like overwhelming sense of guilt and just bad bad bad I feel when I eat is coming back real stronk but it feels worse than last time when I was getting help and now Im on my own

tumblr autoplaying the videos with sound keeps making me jump and its making me nervous

i had a nap today and i had like a really long dream about being in a video game and you could like hunt monsters and pick up things that looked like halo grenade and it was like a full dive where you were your character and then i got robbed by this team of five people and i didnt know what i was doing because i was new so this person helped me and i started hunting monsters and picking up stuff and there was like a bar and a restaurant and a set of like cannons nearby you could fire stuff at this huge ship or at other players and it was really bright and i woke up convinced id just eaten chips and gravy and i could taste it in my mouth which was weird but the taste nthing keeps happening