How Deep Is Your Love

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India

“Damn baby, let me bite that” Trey said bending down to bite my ass. I giggled and smiled at him in the mirror when he stood back up “cut it out crazy.” He turned me around and sat me up onto the bathroom counter where I was grooming my hair. “What are you doing silly?” “I’m tryna get some before Monroe wakes up and her momma gives me zero attention” I threw my head back and laughed.

India

“Damn baby, let me bite that” Trey said bending down to bite my ass. I giggled and smiled at him in the mirror when he stood back up “cut it out crazy.” He turned me around and sat me up onto the bathroom counter where I was grooming my hair. “What are you doing silly?” “I’m tryna get some before Monroe wakes up and her momma gives me zero attention” I threw my head back and laughed.

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India

“Damn baby, let me bite that” Trey said bending down to bite my ass. I giggled and smiled at him in the mirror when he stood back up “cut it out crazy.” He turned me around and sat me up onto the bathroom counter where I was grooming my hair. “What are you doing silly?” “I’m tryna get some before Monroe wakes up and her momma gives me zero attention” I threw my head back and laughed.

Chapter 46 is up and posted!

Love ya, Shanice 😊

India

“Damn baby, let me bite that” Trey said bending down to bite my ass. I giggled and smiled at him in the mirror when he stood back up “cut it out crazy.” He turned me around and sat me up onto the bathroom counter where I was grooming my hair. “What are you doing silly?” “I’m tryna get some before Monroe wakes up and her momma gives me zero attention” I threw my head back and laughed.

Chris

“Alright sleepy heads time to get up for school, and you need to take your ass home. You had a night to cool off” Kae said pulling the covers off of me and waking the kids.

I stayed the night and slept in the guest room with my little ones snuggled tightly next to me. I say a lot of mean shit when I’m upset or hurt, but I meant I wasn’t gonna do anything I’d regret the next day. So I absolutely did not kiss her or sleep with Kae as much as I was tempted to peel her legs back. I just laid there with Rue after Robin hit me with that text and we talked about the fact that I ain’t go through all this shit with her for nothing. So I was gonna get my ass up and go to this therapy session and see if we could fix it. “Must you be so annoying so early?” I asked making her laugh.

“Look whatever get up, the nanny is gonna be here to get the kids in an hour. Kyia can borrow clothes from Silver and you can finally stop avoiding Robin. We all know that text was her being petty. Fix it! Because you’re not staying here!” She said scolding me as she got the kids out of bed and into the bathroom to brush their teeth.

I smacked my teeth and groaned “ok, damn let me take a shower and get dressed. I still got clothes here right?” She nodded “so much I wear it.” I shook my head and headed into what once was our bedroom to get ready. I quickly showered so I could say bye to the kids before they left. I tried to be around as much as possible when I was home for them. Robin and Rue got less problems when I left that way. I finished up my morning routine, got dressed, and slapped on my Rolex heading downstairs to see them putting on their shoes at the door. “Give y’all dad some love before you go” I said bending down to hug them.

“Bye pops” Christian said dapping me up making me chuckle. I might be raising a little blood in the making how hard he think he is. My girls both ran up and kissed my cheeks “I love you” I said as they ran out the door with Ms. Williams. Karrueche was standing directly behind me with my car keys, wallet, and phone “damn you want me to leave that bad?” She giggled “I want you to handle your shit and stop playing. I’m gonna go over Erin’s, so I won’t be alone.”

I sighed and took my stuff from her, hugged her goodbye and jumped in my lambo. I immediately dialed Robin and she answered on the first ring “you done being petty?” I asked and she said nothing. “Helloooo! Am I talking to myself?” I could hear her sigh “You on your way to therapy?” I rolled my eyes “yes, I fucking love you of course I’m going to therapy.” There was another pause “ok I’ll see you there then” she said hanging up.

“Fuckkkk man” I yelled hitting the steering wheel as I approached the stop sign. I’m a whole lot of things, but I really don’t understand what’s going on here. I raced as fast as I could to therapist office, but time didn’t seem to be moving fast enough for me. I just wanted to see her, I knew looking in her eyes would explain everything I needed. Robin was no way leaving me for him. I stared at that text literally all night confused and feeling like she cut my heart out with a chain saw. As if I’d been driving for what felt like hours I’d finally pulled up and just in time because Robin was exiting her car. I literally blocked her path with my lambo and she halted in her steps.

I put the car in park and hopped out “Chris what are you doing? You trying to kill me!” She fussed.

I ran across to her and ignored everything she was yelling about “it’s over? Just like that? Is that what I mean to you? A break up text?”

She looked around and walked closer smiling stroking my cheek “there are paps right there, I don’t want to be on the news having a screaming match outside.” I looked over and saw the fool that was snapping photos “Robin I don’t fucking care.” She kissed my lips and I blacked out “yeah, but I do. Park the car please, let’s talk inside no holds barred.” I sighed “ok fine, but you not slick trying to distract me I caught that.” She smirked “it worked don’t hate” she said walking away with my eyes glued to her as she did so.

I shook my head and quickly parked my car like she asked heading inside afterwards. “Good morning Chris” the receptionist greeted. “Hey Lindsay morning to you too” I said waving as she smiled. I noticed Robin had already entered Dr. P’s office so I followed suit. She was sitting there scrolling through Instagram on her phone and I took my seat next to her quietly. “Good morning Chris, I see you’re on time” Dr. P poked at me. I was normally late most of the time cause I forgot about the appointments or was coming from some work gig. I didn’t do it on purpose it was just hard to keep up sometimes. “Honestly it’s no place else I’d rather be right now” I said looking at Robin as she put her phone away.

“Well I can feel the tension between you guys. Anybody care to speak on the problem? Remember to communicate with each other and not talk at each other.” Dr. Penn said opening her note pad. “Well everything was going great actually, or at least I thought so until a few days ago. She’d been distant and I thought I’d done something. Yesterday she told me she was pregnant. My initial reaction was joy, but then she proceeded to tell me that the child she’s carrying is her ex football player punk ass boyfriend’s. Now I immediately got upset and said shit I shouldn’t have. Told her she should’ve left me alone and I put my child’s death on her. I also said I missed my baby mother. I was pissed and hurt so everything just flew out my mouth. She said nothing and I left with the kids. Not even four hours later I get a text telling me it’s over and the best part was that she was going back to the noodle head fucker. Now here we are, so ask her what is up cause I want to know too.”

She took notes and the quietness in the room killed me “Robin? Are you up for talking about this?” She fiddled with her fingers and I boiled with anger. “Yo man, don’t sit in here and not say shit. It’s over? You must hate me!” I said frustrated. Robin turned toward me and I could see she was sad “Chris, baby I don’t hate you and I’m not getting back with Odell. I just said that to hurt you back. You said some over the top things to me. I didn’t plan this. I haven’t even went to doctor yet to confirm this news. Then you left to go there with her. God I hate her, she has you in every way I need you. So yeah I was being petty. I’m sorry ok.”

I tried to hold her hand, but she pulled away from me and it burned “Robin come here” I said pulling her onto my lap. “I honestly didn’t mean any of that shit I told you. I was pissed. You’re mine and I don’t want to have to share you with him. Please forgive me, I’m sorry baby” I said kissing the corner of her lips. “Chris did you sleep with her?” She asked her eyes turning dark with worry and rage. “No, I slept with the kids in the guest bedroom. I thought about it though, but I couldn’t bring myself to go through with it.” She let out a sigh of relief “Chris if I am in fact carrying this man’s baby can you handle it?”

I looked away because truth be told if she rolled down some steps I wouldn’t be upset behind it “not sure. This is my moment of being a hypocrite cause I don’t understand why you was fucking him in the first place knowing you weren’t in it. But I honestly can’t talk cause I got a whole love child huh?” She rolled her eyes “not to mention you’re in love with that bitch.” I tried not to show my irritation behind her doing that, but Dr. P peeps everything.

“Chris you seemed rather bothered by that comment” she said as Robin slid of my lap.

“I hate when she calls her out her name, and she always brings her up. She envies her even though she has me which is wildly confusing. This is what she asked for. I’m trying here so hard, but it’s hard to just stop loving her like that. I planned the rest of my life with her. That being said my priority is Robin still. I can be with Kae if I wanted that’s not even a question, but I’d rather work and build with Robin so I can put her ring back on her finger where it belongs. I am in complete die hard love with this girl and no other woman is her. You are my soulmate, Karrueche is my child’s mother who I happen to love a lot more big difference.” I said frustrated.

“Robin do you believe him?” She asked her picking up my interest.

“Unmmmmmm, I do but I don’t at the same time. I’m trying to give Chris a chance to prove to me he’s changed but yesterday really has my questioning this. But at the same time I push him away” she said looking at her nails. “And do you think it’s possible you push him into the arms of his child’s mother which ultimately makes their relationship grow to be stronger than you and his?” She asked. “Yeah, I can see that. Ok, Chris I’m sorry I flip about Karrueche so much, but truth be told she makes me feel like she can take you from me because she’s everything personality wise I wish I could be for you sometimes.”

I turn toward her and lifted her chin so she could look me in the eye “I do not want you to be her. I want you to be my Robin Hood, my Melody, my little Surinamese, Venezuelan fire cracker. You are the only person who matters ok? I’m sorry I make you feel insecure about her babygirl because no one matters to me more ok?” I said needing her validation that she understood. “Chris baby, I hear you loud and clear but it’s gonna take me sometime to get over feeling inferior to her. But I will try my hardest moving forward to try and accept that you want me.” She said holding my hand.

“Ok, you guys need to work on trying not to say things that are extreme to each other in times of anger. You cause more damage than repair. You guys have made tremendous progress in the past few weeks, so think of that. Chris you have to stop being selfish. Loving two women isn’t fair to yourself or either party because one is left waiting for you to sweep them off their feet. You must choose. Robin, you have to let Chris love you whole heartedly. He will continue to run backward to his past the more you push him there. New homework is to plan ahead. Discuss what you see for yourself in five years start to build that life you guys sit here and tell each other you ultimately want with one another” Dr. P said.

I looked at Robin and she still seemed unsatisfied. My goal from here was to satisfy her and put that smile I saw on her face last weekend back permanently.

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I held Robin’s hand as we walked into the OBGYN’s office. I shut the door behind me and took a seat. Since therapy we’ve been better, but all I could think of was if there was a baby growing inside of Mel’s stomach. She hasn’t been showcasing pregnancy symptoms which is weird because she was rather very sick in her first trimester of our kids. I was silently praying this was a case of wrong pregnancy test results.

The nurse walked in and smiled “hey girl, how have you been? This guy get you pregnant again?” She joked. Robin laughed “I don’t know Sarah he’s trying really hard to though.” She smiled and shut the door “well girl he makes some good looking kids.” Rob smiled back “yeah and he’s a master at the making part so it works out.” Sarah looked back at me and I blushed “guys I’m right here! Damn.” They were cutting up at my expense “don’t get shy now Mr. Brown you got to many I’m gonna do you right songs” I shook my head and looked at my phone “don’t tease my baby now he’s sensitive” Robin said making me smile at the fact she referred to me as her baby.

I decided to ignore them as she took Robin’s blood pressure and asked questions until Dr. Keebler came in. I was anxious as hell honestly. As soon as Dr. Keebler came in I wanted to get up and run out, but I knew that wasn’t an option. “Well hello you two. God is there another baby?” She asked me. It was eating me up pretending like this, but I hated people in our business. “Probably, you know how it is. I’m well on my way to having my six kids” I said making Robin look at me crazy. “He’s crazy, ignore him. The two we have tear my house up because they have ADHD just like their damn daddy.” Dr. Keebler laughed “you guys are my favorite visit. Ok let’s see if there’s a baby in here and check the cervix.”

I sat forward eyes locking with Robin both of us silently wishing that this wasn’t a reality.

 Robin

Chris pushed the front door key and let me in. We’d just gotten back from the doctor and the car ride home was very quiet. Both of us were deep in thought, but we couldn’t avoid not talking about things. “Chris I-“ started to open my mouth to speak but he grabbed me and hoisted me up. I immediately wrapped my legs around him and my dress shot up. He walked us backwards to the nearest wall all while tonguing me down. I couldn’t find air, but I also refused to pull back from him. I could feel him pushing his joggers down and pulling my panties to the side as he slid inside my fortress. I broke the kiss immediately and gasped. I don’t know what’s gotten into him but I wasn’t complaining. I loved how he never stopped wanting me.

I think he was a bit excited that Dr. Keebler told me I wasn’t pregnant. Apparently my allergy medicine I’ve been taking was making my pee have high levels of HcG. It manipulated the pregnancy to come out positive. But maybe the next one would be correct because Chris seemed like he was trying to prove a point. “Aaaaaaa” I whimpered in pleasure. “Do I have your attention? I need you to understand a few things ok?” He said as he held me still and thrusted in and out of me slowly. I opened my eyes and nodded my head as I tightened my grip around his neck “you my baby, I’m not sharing you with that noodle head motherfucker or anybody else for that matter. This sweet shit belong to me. You understand?” He asked as he started grinding in and out of me.

I was trembling in his arms “yessss baby” I whispered as I placed my forehead on his. “Now, it’s me and you forever. No Karrueche, no Odell, it’s fuck em. Do you hear me?” He asked pecking my lips smirking at the way I was digging my nails into his back now. I was trying to keep my cool but I was hot, wet, and horny as fuck “I-I fuck this is to good I can’t” I moaned throwing my head back. He chuckled “no, wrong answer. You want me to stop? Maybe we should stop and talk.” I shook my head and grabbed at him grinding to meet his delicious thrusts “nooooooo, fuck. I-I hear you papi ohhh I hear you.”

My body felt like I was overheating and the way you could hear my juices was different. Chris was fucking some sense into me. A bitch was getting smarter by the minute. “You love your man?” He asked feasting on my neck. “Si papi, te amo guapo.” “You gonna give me another baby?” He asked making me groan. I closed my eyes and I felt that shit “uhhhh you got my pussy so wet, this……dick.” He turned us around and slid down the wall never once pulling out. I took it upon my self to begin grinding on him and he bit his lip squeezing my ass cheeks “yeah that it, fuck your dick.” I closed my eyes and my focus became giving everything to him “ohhh papi I’m gonna cum” I said onto his lips. “Yeah? You gon cum for daddy?” He asked biting my ear and I moaned “mmmmhmmmmm.” “Can I have another baby? Can daddy give you a baby?” He asked again this time in my ear. I opened my eyes and he looked at me awaiting my response. He grabbed my hips and bounced me up and down to his leisure and I lost it “YESSSSSSSS, YESSSSSS” I said cumming and squirting in his lap. “OHHH FUCK, look at that” he groaned as he slammed me down harder meeting his climax directly behind me.

He pushed my curls behind my ears and kissed me “I’m serious baby. No more Kae and Odell. Me and you. I’m gonna ride for you till the wheels fall off then we can get a new whip” he said making me laugh. “Chris I’m sorry, I really thought I was pregnant and then things got out of hand. We have to be better, do better.” I said kissing him. I pulled back and he pulled me back kissing me again “I’m sorry too, I’m glad you aren’t pregnant but I would’ve supported you either way. I love you and I’m gonna work on being a better boyfriend to you. I want you to be my wife again one day let the world know they can’t have you.” He said making my giggle.

No doubt since therapy last time Chris has showed me affection I didn’t even know I could get from him. I was on cloud nine, and he was showing me his apology in action form. “I love you too silly.” He laughed and kissed me before looking at his watch “we got an hour before we gotta go get the kids from school , saddle up” he said placing his hand on my hips moving me back and forth. I hissed and smiled giving him exactly what he asked for.

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Shanice 😘

Chris

“Alright sleepy heads time to get up for school, and you need to take your ass home. You had a night to cool off” Kae said pulling the covers off of me and waking the kids.

I stayed the night and slept in the guest room with my little ones snuggled tightly next to me. I say a lot of mean shit when I’m upset or hurt, but I meant I wasn’t gonna do anything I’d regret the next day. So I absolutely did not kiss her or sleep with Kae as much as I was tempted to peel her legs back. I just laid there with Rue after Robin hit me with that text and we talked about the fact that I ain’t go through all this shit with her for nothing. So I was gonna get my ass up and go to this therapy session and see if we could fix it. “Must you be so annoying so early?” I asked making her laugh.

“Look whatever get up, the nanny is gonna be here to get the kids in an hour. Kyia can borrow clothes from Silver and you can finally stop avoiding Robin. We all know that text was her being petty. Fix it! Because you’re not staying here!” She said scolding me as she got the kids out of bed and into the bathroom to brush their teeth.

I smacked my teeth and groaned “ok, damn let me take a shower and get dressed. I still got clothes here right?” She nodded “so much I wear it.” I shook my head and headed into what once was our bedroom to get ready. I quickly showered so I could say bye to the kids before they left. I tried to be around as much as possible when I was home for them. Robin and Rue got less problems when I left that way. I finished up my morning routine, got dressed, and slapped on my Rolex heading downstairs to see them putting on their shoes at the door. “Give y’all dad some love before you go” I said bending down to hug them.

“Bye pops” Christian said dapping me up making me chuckle. I might be raising a little blood in the making how hard he think he is. My girls both ran up and kissed my cheeks “I love you” I said as they ran out the door with Ms. Williams. Karrueche was standing directly behind me with my car keys, wallet, and phone “damn you want me to leave that bad?” She giggled “I want you to handle your shit and stop playing. I’m gonna go over Erin’s, so I won’t be alone.”

I sighed and took my stuff from her, hugged her goodbye and jumped in my lambo. I immediately dialed Robin and she answered on the first ring “you done being petty?” I asked and she said nothing. “Helloooo! Am I talking to myself?” I could hear her sigh “You on your way to therapy?” I rolled my eyes “yes, I fucking love you of course I’m going to therapy.” There was another pause “ok I’ll see you there then” she said hanging up.

“Fuckkkk man” I yelled hitting the steering wheel as I approached the stop sign. I’m a whole lot of things, but I really don’t understand what’s going on here. I raced as fast as I could to therapist office, but time didn’t seem to be moving fast enough for me. I just wanted to see her, I knew looking in her eyes would explain everything I needed. Robin was no way leaving me for him. I stared at that text literally all night confused and feeling like she cut my heart out with a chain saw. As if I’d been driving for what felt like hours I’d finally pulled up and just in time because Robin was exiting her car. I literally blocked her path with my lambo and she halted in her steps.

I put the car in park and hopped out “Chris what are you doing? You trying to kill me!” She fussed.

I ran across to her and ignored everything she was yelling about “it’s over? Just like that? Is that what I mean to you? A break up text?”

She looked around and walked closer smiling stroking my cheek “there are paps right there, I don’t want to be on the news having a screaming match outside.” I looked over and saw the fool that was snapping photos “Robin I don’t fucking care.” She kissed my lips and I blacked out “yeah, but I do. Park the car please, let’s talk inside no holds barred.” I sighed “ok fine, but you not slick trying to distract me I caught that.” She smirked “it worked don’t hate” she said walking away with my eyes glued to her as she did so.

I shook my head and quickly parked my car like she asked heading inside afterwards. “Good morning Chris” the receptionist greeted. “Hey Lindsay morning to you too” I said waving as she smiled. I noticed Robin had already entered Dr. P’s office so I followed suit. She was sitting there scrolling through Instagram on her phone and I took my seat next to her quietly. “Good morning Chris, I see you’re on time” Dr. P poked at me. I was normally late most of the time cause I forgot about the appointments or was coming from some work gig. I didn’t do it on purpose it was just hard to keep up sometimes. “Honestly it’s no place else I’d rather be right now” I said looking at Robin as she put her phone away.

“Well I can feel the tension between you guys. Anybody care to speak on the problem? Remember to communicate with each other and not talk at each other.” Dr. Penn said opening her note pad. “Well everything was going great actually, or at least I thought so until a few days ago. She’d been distant and I thought I’d done something. Yesterday she told me she was pregnant. My initial reaction was joy, but then she proceeded to tell me that the child she’s carrying is her ex football player punk ass boyfriend’s. Now I immediately got upset and said shit I shouldn’t have. Told her she should’ve left me alone and I put my child’s death on her. I also said I missed my baby mother. I was pissed and hurt so everything just flew out my mouth. She said nothing and I left with the kids. Not even four hours later I get a text telling me it’s over and the best part was that she was going back to the noodle head fucker. Now here we are, so ask her what is up cause I want to know too.”

She took notes and the quietness in the room killed me “Robin? Are you up for talking about this?” She fiddled with her fingers and I boiled with anger. “Yo man, don’t sit in here and not say shit. It’s over? You must hate me!” I said frustrated. Robin turned toward me and I could see she was sad “Chris, baby I don’t hate you and I’m not getting back with Odell. I just said that to hurt you back. You said some over the top things to me. I didn’t plan this. I haven’t even went to doctor yet to confirm this news. Then you left to go there with her. God I hate her, she has you in every way I need you. So yeah I was being petty. I’m sorry ok.”

I tried to hold her hand, but she pulled away from me and it burned “Robin come here” I said pulling her onto my lap. “I honestly didn’t mean any of that shit I told you. I was pissed. You’re mine and I don’t want to have to share you with him. Please forgive me, I’m sorry baby” I said kissing the corner of her lips. “Chris did you sleep with her?” She asked her eyes turning dark with worry and rage. “No, I slept with the kids in the guest bedroom. I thought about it though, but I couldn’t bring myself to go through with it.” She let out a sigh of relief “Chris if I am in fact carrying this man’s baby can you handle it?”

I looked away because truth be told if she rolled down some steps I wouldn’t be upset behind it “not sure. This is my moment of being a hypocrite cause I don’t understand why you was fucking him in the first place knowing you weren’t in it. But I honestly can’t talk cause I got a whole love child huh?” She rolled her eyes “not to mention you’re in love with that bitch.” I tried not to show my irritation behind her doing that, but Dr. P peeps everything.

“Chris you seemed rather bothered by that comment” she said as Robin slid of my lap.

“I hate when she calls her out her name, and she always brings her up. She envies her even though she has me which is wildly confusing. This is what she asked for. I’m trying here so hard, but it’s hard to just stop loving her like that. I planned the rest of my life with her. That being said my priority is Robin still. I can be with Kae if I wanted that’s not even a question, but I’d rather work and build with Robin so I can put her ring back on her finger where it belongs. I am in complete die hard love with this girl and no other woman is her. You are my soulmate, Karrueche is my child’s mother who I happen to love a lot more big difference.” I said frustrated.

“Robin do you believe him?” She asked her picking up my interest.

“Unmmmmmm, I do but I don’t at the same time. I’m trying to give Chris a chance to prove to me he’s changed but yesterday really has my questioning this. But at the same time I push him away” she said looking at her nails. “And do you think it’s possible you push him into the arms of his child’s mother which ultimately makes their relationship grow to be stronger than you and his?” She asked. “Yeah, I can see that. Ok, Chris I’m sorry I flip about Karrueche so much, but truth be told she makes me feel like she can take you from me because she’s everything personality wise I wish I could be for you sometimes.”

I turn toward her and lifted her chin so she could look me in the eye “I do not want you to be her. I want you to be my Robin Hood, my Melody, my little Surinamese, Venezuelan fire cracker. You are the only person who matters ok? I’m sorry I make you feel insecure about her babygirl because no one matters to me more ok?” I said needing her validation that she understood. “Chris baby, I hear you loud and clear but it’s gonna take me sometime to get over feeling inferior to her. But I will try my hardest moving forward to try and accept that you want me.” She said holding my hand.

“Ok, you guys need to work on trying not to say things that are extreme to each other in times of anger. You cause more damage than repair. You guys have made tremendous progress in the past few weeks, so think of that. Chris you have to stop being selfish. Loving two women isn’t fair to yourself or either party because one is left waiting for you to sweep them off their feet. You must choose. Robin, you have to let Chris love you whole heartedly. He will continue to run backward to his past the more you push him there. New homework is to plan ahead. Discuss what you see for yourself in five years start to build that life you guys sit here and tell each other you ultimately want with one another” Dr. P said.

I looked at Robin and she still seemed unsatisfied. My goal from here was to satisfy her and put that smile I saw on her face last weekend back permanently.

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I held Robin’s hand as we walked into the OBGYN’s office. I shut the door behind me and took a seat. Since therapy we’ve been better, but all I could think of was if there was a baby growing inside of Mel’s stomach. She hasn’t been showcasing pregnancy symptoms which is weird because she was rather very sick in her first trimester of our kids. I was silently praying this was a case of wrong pregnancy test results.

The nurse walked in and smiled “hey girl, how have you been? This guy get you pregnant again?” She joked. Robin laughed “I don’t know Sarah he’s trying really hard to though.” She smiled and shut the door “well girl he makes some good looking kids.” Rob smiled back “yeah and he’s a master at the making part so it works out.” Sarah looked back at me and I blushed “guys I’m right here! Damn.” They were cutting up at my expense “don’t get shy now Mr. Brown you got to many I’m gonna do you right songs” I shook my head and looked at my phone “don’t tease my baby now he’s sensitive” Robin said making me smile at the fact she referred to me as her baby.

I decided to ignore them as she took Robin’s blood pressure and asked questions until Dr. Keebler came in. I was anxious as hell honestly. As soon as Dr. Keebler came in I wanted to get up and run out, but I knew that wasn’t an option. “Well hello you two. God is there another baby?” She asked me. It was eating me up pretending like this, but I hated people in our business. “Probably, you know how it is. I’m well on my way to having my six kids” I said making Robin look at me crazy. “He’s crazy, ignore him. The two we have tear my house up because they have ADHD just like their damn daddy.” Dr. Keebler laughed “you guys are my favorite visit. Ok let’s see if there’s a baby in here and check the cervix.”

I sat forward eyes locking with Robin both of us silently wishing that this wasn’t a reality.

 Robin

Chris pushed the front door key and let me in. We’d just gotten back from the doctor and the car ride home was very quiet. Both of us were deep in thought, but we couldn’t avoid not talking about things. “Chris I-“ started to open my mouth to speak but he grabbed me and hoisted me up. I immediately wrapped my legs around him and my dress shot up. He walked us backwards to the nearest wall all while tonguing me down. I couldn’t find air, but I also refused to pull back from him. I could feel him pushing his joggers down and pulling my panties to the side as he slid inside my fortress. I broke the kiss immediately and gasped. I don’t know what’s gotten into him but I wasn’t complaining. I loved how he never stopped wanting me.

I think he was a bit excited that Dr. Keebler told me I wasn’t pregnant. Apparently my allergy medicine I’ve been taking was making my pee have high levels of HcG. It manipulated the pregnancy to come out positive. But maybe the next one would be correct because Chris seemed like he was trying to prove a point. “Aaaaaaa” I whimpered in pleasure. “Do I have your attention? I need you to understand a few things ok?” He said as he held me still and thrusted in and out of me slowly. I opened my eyes and nodded my head as I tightened my grip around his neck “you my baby, I’m not sharing you with that noodle head motherfucker or anybody else for that matter. This sweet shit belong to me. You understand?” He asked as he started grinding in and out of me.

I was trembling in his arms “yessss baby” I whispered as I placed my forehead on his. “Now, it’s me and you forever. No Karrueche, no Odell, it’s fuck em. Do you hear me?” He asked pecking my lips smirking at the way I was digging my nails into his back now. I was trying to keep my cool but I was hot, wet, and horny as fuck “I-I fuck this is to good I can’t” I moaned throwing my head back. He chuckled “no, wrong answer. You want me to stop? Maybe we should stop and talk.” I shook my head and grabbed at him grinding to meet his delicious thrusts “nooooooo, fuck. I-I hear you papi ohhh I hear you.”

My body felt like I was overheating and the way you could hear my juices was different. Chris was fucking some sense into me. A bitch was getting smarter by the minute. “You love your man?” He asked feasting on my neck. “Si papi, te amo guapo.” “You gonna give me another baby?” He asked making me groan. I closed my eyes and I felt that shit “uhhhh you got my pussy so wet, this……dick.” He turned us around and slid down the wall never once pulling out. I took it upon my self to begin grinding on him and he bit his lip squeezing my ass cheeks “yeah that it, fuck your dick.” I closed my eyes and my focus became giving everything to him “ohhh papi I’m gonna cum” I said onto his lips. “Yeah? You gon cum for daddy?” He asked biting my ear and I moaned “mmmmhmmmmm.” “Can I have another baby? Can daddy give you a baby?” He asked again this time in my ear. I opened my eyes and he looked at me awaiting my response. He grabbed my hips and bounced me up and down to his leisure and I lost it “YESSSSSSSS, YESSSSSS” I said cumming and squirting in his lap. “OHHH FUCK, look at that” he groaned as he slammed me down harder meeting his climax directly behind me.

He pushed my curls behind my ears and kissed me “I’m serious baby. No more Kae and Odell. Me and you. I’m gonna ride for you till the wheels fall off then we can get a new whip” he said making me laugh. “Chris I’m sorry, I really thought I was pregnant and then things got out of hand. We have to be better, do better.” I said kissing him. I pulled back and he pulled me back kissing me again “I’m sorry too, I’m glad you aren’t pregnant but I would’ve supported you either way. I love you and I’m gonna work on being a better boyfriend to you. I want you to be my wife again one day let the world know they can’t have you.” He said making my giggle.

No doubt since therapy last time Chris has showed me affection I didn’t even know I could get from him. I was on cloud nine, and he was showing me his apology in action form. “I love you too silly.” He laughed and kissed me before looking at his watch “we got an hour before we gotta go get the kids from school , saddle up” he said placing his hand on my hips moving me back and forth. I hissed and smiled giving him exactly what he asked for.

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Chris

I pushed my key to walk in the door and it was no use because baby girl swung open the door jumping in my arms making me smile and laugh “hi papi.”

I pecked her lips all while kicking the door shut and latching it with one hand as I balanced holding her “wassup baby love?”

“I been here waiting on you to come back to me. I cooked your favorite and then we can pick up where we left off this morning” she said allowing her robe to slide off her shoulders.

I bit my lip taking in the cheetah print lace bra and thong she had on “ok, you tryna kill your man? You to happy.” She giggled and kissed me “no crazy, I’m just tryna make it feel like old times. You’d come home I’d feed you and ride you into the mattress. It was an arrangement but I was crushing on you so hard.”

I smirked “yeah I knew you wanted a nigga. I laid the pipe crazy from day one!” She smacked her teeth and jumped down from my waist making me laugh. She tried to stomp off but I immediately grabbed her wrapping my arms around her waist “I’m just kidding Melody, I wanted you from the minute I laid my eyes on your beautiful ass. And this accent you got turns me the fuck on.” She giggled “no don’t try to kiss up to me now! How’s Kae?”

I smirked “it’s ok I’ll be kissing all this ass in a minute anyway let me put some food energy in my body. She’s not doing well. She’s suicidal and I’m honestly scared. I didn’t want to leave her.”

“You so nasty papi, but wow. Do you want her to stay here?” I shrugged “I would never do that to you. I’ll just have her stay at Erin’s. I already called her and talked to her. She honestly just wants me around, but I can’t fall back into that cycle. She’s very much so still in love with me. The way she’s so antsy until I interject or touch her. She was always like that for years, but it’s heightened.” Robin knotted her brows “that sounds really clingy.”

I shrugged “no it is, but it never bothered me before I loved that then. I love affection, she’s just so scared I think she’s put me as the savior here.”

“Chris I feel bad for her I do, but I will beat her ass. Did she try anything?” I was amused inside but didn’t show it on my face. She was jealous, she’s always been jealous of Kae and how I treat her, she’s letting me see it and boy is it something. “What you mean? Did she try to fuck me? No, she’s literally on the brink of crazy. I think the last thing she wants is my dick.”

She huffed “that’s all I wanted.” I smirked “and you got it plenty of times. Is that the problem? You think because I cheated on her with you I’ll do it to you?”

“Does is sound so crazy out loud?” She asked tying her robe up. “No baby it doesn’t. You don’t trust us alone, and it’s not like you’re wrong in feeling that way. I can assure you on my kids I just held her. That’s all she wanted, so I did that for her. I told her I loved her and I refuse to lose her and have to raise our daughter alone. Nothing happened, I’ve cheated before yes, but I’ve never lied to anyone after and I won’t start now.” I said looking her in the eyes.

“I hate that you love her the way you do, she gets this side of you I want but can never have. It makes me feel like you’d rather her over me all the time” she said looking at her feet.

When she said that, I was finally able to see what about Kae bothered her so much. I also never let Robin see me unaffectionate toward her since we had our daughter so it was probably throwing her for a loop. I closed the space between us and picked her head up “baby you have to tell me what you want me to do and I’ll do it. There’s nothing I won’t try to do for you. Stop comparing you and her to this right here. You never really pull me in for the soft stuff. Is that what you want? Me to be more gentle you can have that.”

I gently pushed her hair back and kissed her softly placing my hand on the small of her back. I pulled back and caressed her cheek bending to rest my forehead hers “I’m so in love with you. I want this and you forever.” She blushed a bright crimson red and hid her face in my neck making me chuckle “that’s what that feels like, damn. Now I see why you have her so hooked.”

I smacked my teeth “stop talking like it’s competition. It’s not, you want me to give you that soft affection well ask for it. I’m rough because that’s always been our thing. I can’t know you want the best of both worlds if you don’t talk to me. Communication remember?”

“I’m sorry, let me feed you. Then you can feed me that good shit” she said biting her lip at me. “You a damn nymph” I said making her laugh.

I was about grab her and she pushed me away suddenly running to the bathroom. I followed her with an urgency because I didn’t understand what was happening. Once I rounded the corner I could hear her bringing up everything she must’ve eaten during the day. “You ok?” I asked wetting a rag with some cold water for her. “Yeah, I’m fine I guess that left over shrimp I ate wasn’t the best idea.” I raised an eyebrow because she rarely gets sick, but said nothing of it “you sure you ok baby?” She nodded “yeah I promise, go eat I’m gonna clean up a bit and come join you. We have few more kid free hours and I want all of them.”

I chuckled “alright. I’ll fix you a small plate and pour you some ginger ale.” She smiled “thank you papi.”

I walked off leaving her there but in the back of my mind I felt like something was off. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but I’d find out. If Robin is by any means being sneaky I’m done. I dished our food and thought about the possibility of her being pregnant, but that’s next to impossible because I fucked her last night and this morning. So I shrugged it off going with the first option of her just being sick.

Robin

I stared at the positive pregnancy test in my hands and I started crying. Chris was absolutely not the father and how was I supposed to throw this monkey wrench in there? Oh you know I let Odell fuck your pussy raw and I also let him cum inside me, so we’re having a Beckham baby! I grabbed my phone once it dinged back with a text from Odell.

Big O 💙🏈- Come over, I’m in LA. I want this baby and you Robin.

Me- O idk, I haven’t told Chris yet I’m scared.

Big O 💙🏈- Well I’m here for you baby girl, I love you

Me- I’ll call you later

I put my phone down and put my hand up covering my face. It’s been a few days and this is the 12th positive test I’ve taken so I know I’m not crazy. Just as I thought about what to tell Chris he snuck up on me on the bedroom floor. “Aye baby, what’s wrong? You feeling ok?”

I looked at him and he rushed to my side once he saw me crying. I wouldn’t let him touch me though. I could see frustration on his face. “Yo what’s good with you? You been acting funny all week man.” I sighed “Chris I’m pregnant.” He smiled and kissed me “why you so nervous? Have I ever not wanted one of my kids?”

“That’s problem Chris, this is not your baby it’s Odell’s.” I said watching him drop his smile and look at me like I was telling a joke. “Babe that isn’t funny, this is my kid right?” I sighed and shook my head “no Chris it isn’t.” He stood up and took a seat on the bed looking at his shoes. I knew he was pissed because he said not one word. I didn’t even bother to say anything to him either. He looked at me and I could see the anger, hurt, and disgust on his face. I couldn’t look him in the eye so I just looked away. “How far along?” He asked lowly.

“I’m guessing I’m anything from 10-12 weeks along. We had sex everyday the week of the baby shower for India.” He chuckled “you know I guess this is my get back huh?” I knitted my eyebrows “huh?” “You know I got Kae pregnant so this is my karma.” I smacked my teeth “are you serious right now?” He opened his mouth but the kids ran in putting a halt on this conversation “daddy!!!” Kyia ran up to her dad and he smiled kissing her cheeks “hi beautiful. How was school?”

“Ohhhh fun today we did 3 times tables. 3x1 is 3, 3x2 is 6, 3x3 is 9! Ohhhh and I made you a picture see, we dancing daddy!” She said handing him the photo. He smiled so big it melted my heart “aww baby girl you’re so smart and this picture is perfect I’m gonna hang this on my art wall. I love it.” Christian laughed and walked over dapping up on his dad with their secret handshake and hugged him “wassup pops!”

“Shit bicking” he said making us all laugh at him being silly. As much as we fought he never let our babies see us yelling at each other “y’all say hi to your mother. Y’all act like she invisible when I’m here be nice.” They ran over to me and jumped me and I laughed holding them tight “I love you mommy” Christian said. I was so emotional I started crying. Kyia wiped my eyes “mommy why you cry for?”

“Cause I love you guys so much. I missed you today too. I think I’m gonna lock you guys up.” They giggled “no mommy you get in trouble” Kyia said playing in my hair. I smiled “never you’re allllllll mine!” I started tickling them and they fell out laughing. “Alright knuckle heads it’s time for homework, get your books” Chris said to them as he stood up.

They whined “awwweeee mannn.” He fanned them “yeah aw man my butt, come on! I ain’t raising no slow babies.” They ran out the room and he got up to follow “Chris I-“ I began but he held his hand up. “Save it, I really don’t want to hear it. You let that nigga cum all up inside my shit and you carrying his seed. I don’t wanna hear that you’re sorry or anything like that. Just know it’s different now and this shit here is the straw that broke the camel’s back. You could’ve left me and my fiancé alone and I could’ve been expecting my son to be here in a few weeks. You knew you was straight fucking that nigga letting him believe y’all was together and you still stood in that room and broke up my relationship. This type of shit is exactly why I don’t want to be with you cause you fucking selfish as shit. I’m gonna go help my kids do their homework and then we’re going to see Silver today. I haven’t seen my daughter in a few days and I miss her. Shit I miss her mother too” he said making sure to burn me with the last comment. I didn’t even bother to argue back because he was right. Odell thought we were getting back together up until that baby shower. I also was fucking him through every inch of his house like I was trying for him to give me baby. If he left me this time I can’t say I blame him. I picked up my phone and called Odell “I’m on my way” I said into the receiver once he answered.

“You ok, why you sound like that?” He asked concerned. I sighed “just stay on the phone with me until I get there?”

“Yeah I can do that” he said as I grabbed my purse and headed downstairs to grab my keys. I walked into the kitchen and kissed my babies “have fun with daddy. I’ll see you guys in a bit.”

“Byeeeee mom” they said in unison. I listened to Odell calm me down as I drove to his house to talk. He was doing everything I needed Chris to be doing, and the reassurance he was doing made me feel good. It was crazy because I never had to beg him for things I wanted and needed he just did them. With this little life inside me everything was about to change. I was beginning to wonder if Chris and I could really stand the test of time with this. Could he watch another man father my child?

Chris

“Chris unhook your sister from her car seat” I told Christian as I pulled into the driveway of the home I shared with Kae not long ago. He did as I said and helped her out the car. I smiled watching as he held her hand to the front door. I knew when they got older he will be beating some ass behind his sister. I rang the doorbell and Kae answered looking very done up.

“Damn” I mumbled. She smiled “why didn’t you just use your key, I just got back. Erin took me for lunch and insisted I dress cute.”

“You look better than cute” I said watching as she hugged the kids. “Awe, I miss y’all so much. You gotta stay with me a weekend” she said kissing their cheeks. They hugged her so tight and it warmed me to see how much they seemed to make her genuinely feel happy. “Where’s my daughter?”

“First of all she’s watching tv, second can I get some loving or something?” She asked embracing me. I chuckled “yeah you can get some loving alright” I said smacking her ass as she walked away. She giggled and I followed “what’s up with you? What did she do now?” I laughed “we’ll talk in a few, let me just say hey to my princess.” I walked in the living room to see Silver sprawled out eating pretzels “hey princess” I said softly tugging her hair.

She turned around and leaped into my arms “daddy you came!” I closed my eyes and just held her tight “I promised didn’t I?” She held me so tight I knew she missed me all the same “can you stay tonight? Please?” Without hesitation I agreed “yes, I can and for you I will.” She kissed my cheek and crawled back in front the tv with her siblings joining her with snacks of her own.

“Hey, come upstairs tell me what’s going on” Kae said catching my attention. “You’re doing better” I said noticing a pep in her step today. “The medication is helping, this is my first day wearing makeup since the accident. I’m not the best, but I’m trying. Chris I swear today is the first day I see a light at the end of the tunnel.” I closed the bedroom door behind us and she walked into the closet to change “well you know I’m here for you.”

“Yeah I know, but what’s up? Talking about your problems might make me feel better.” She said making me smack my teeth. She giggled “she’s pregnant Rue.” She shrugged “ok so, you worried about me or, wait she what? How?!” I threw my hands up “it’s his!” She dropped her jaw “whatttttttt! After all the shit she talked and now she having a baby by O?”

“Exactly, it’s always something. I should’ve never let you leave me. I miss the peacefulness in my life and your Vietnamese food” I said earning a smile. “Chris you do know that you said you love her more right? Did you lie or was that the honest truth? Was all that for nothing? Or you just pissed off she having a baby and it’s not yours?” She asked her hand on her waist. I sighed “I’m past pissed, but honestly I’m in love with the both of you. My heart feels like I never finished anything with Robin so I want to be with her and then there’s you, but it’s different you know. You don’t want much and I love that. We got therapy tomorrow and it’s about to be whirlwind because it’s confession day.”

She walked towards me and climbed onto the bed laying back “What’s your confession?”

“This baby shit giving second, third, and fourth guesses. I know for a fact I can not see her carry another nigga child and act like I’m gonna be ok.”

“Well Chris it’s time you start telling the truth, don’t let that girl think y’all gonna be together forever only for her to end up alone” she said looking at me. “Did I tell you I was sorry? Did I tell you I never meant to hurt you?” I asked pulling her small body toward mine. “No, but I like the kissing of my ass keep going.” I chuckled “I ain’t shit, you rode for me and I played you. Is there anyway you could forgive me?”

She flipped her hair “let’s start with your credit card, cough it up daddy!” I laughed so hard and handed her my wallet “anything else?” She tapped her chin “this is part where we kiss and makeup, but I guess the shopping spree can be our alternate ending.” I looked at her bare legs and I was tempted, but I was trying not to be that guy anymore “unfortunately as much as I’m tempted I probably shouldn’t.” She smiled as my phone dinged with a text from Robin. I looked at Kae and she nudged me to open it.

Robin Hood 😈💦👅💚- Chris I think we should break up. I’m sorry I begged you to get back with me, but I should’ve just left it alone

Me- Robin what?

Robin Hood 😈💦👅💚- I’m going to get back with Odell

Chris

I pushed my key to walk in the door and it was no use because baby girl swung open the door jumping in my arms making me smile and laugh “hi papi.”

I pecked her lips all while kicking the door shut and latching it with one hand as I balanced holding her “wassup baby love?”

“I been here waiting on you to come back to me. I cooked your favorite and then we can pick up where we left off this morning” she said allowing her robe to slide off her shoulders.

I bit my lip taking in the cheetah print lace bra and thong she had on “ok, you tryna kill your man? You to happy.” She giggled and kissed me “no crazy, I’m just tryna make it feel like old times. You’d come home I’d feed you and ride you into the mattress. It was an arrangement but I was crushing on you so hard.”

I smirked “yeah I knew you wanted a nigga. I laid the pipe crazy from day one!” She smacked her teeth and jumped down from my waist making me laugh. She tried to stomp off but I immediately grabbed her wrapping my arms around her waist “I’m just kidding Melody, I wanted you from the minute I laid my eyes on your beautiful ass. And this accent you got turns me the fuck on.” She giggled “no don’t try to kiss up to me now! How’s Kae?”

I smirked “it’s ok I’ll be kissing all this ass in a minute anyway let me put some food energy in my body. She’s not doing well. She’s suicidal and I’m honestly scared. I didn’t want to leave her.”

“You so nasty papi, but wow. Do you want her to stay here?” I shrugged “I would never do that to you. I’ll just have her stay at Erin’s. I already called her and talked to her. She honestly just wants me around, but I can’t fall back into that cycle. She’s very much so still in love with me. The way she’s so antsy until I interject or touch her. She was always like that for years, but it’s heightened.” Robin knotted her brows “that sounds really clingy.”

I shrugged “no it is, but it never bothered me before I loved that then. I love affection, she’s just so scared I think she’s put me as the savior here.”

“Chris I feel bad for her I do, but I will beat her ass. Did she try anything?” I was amused inside but didn’t show it on my face. She was jealous, she’s always been jealous of Kae and how I treat her, she’s letting me see it and boy is it something. “What you mean? Did she try to fuck me? No, she’s literally on the brink of crazy. I think the last thing she wants is my dick.”

She huffed “that’s all I wanted.” I smirked “and you got it plenty of times. Is that the problem? You think because I cheated on her with you I’ll do it to you?”

“Does is sound so crazy out loud?” She asked tying her robe up. “No baby it doesn’t. You don’t trust us alone, and it’s not like you’re wrong in feeling that way. I can assure you on my kids I just held her. That’s all she wanted, so I did that for her. I told her I loved her and I refuse to lose her and have to raise our daughter alone. Nothing happened, I’ve cheated before yes, but I’ve never lied to anyone after and I won’t start now.” I said looking her in the eyes.

“I hate that you love her the way you do, she gets this side of you I want but can never have. It makes me feel like you’d rather her over me all the time” she said looking at her feet.

When she said that, I was finally able to see what about Kae bothered her so much. I also never let Robin see me unaffectionate toward her since we had our daughter so it was probably throwing her for a loop. I closed the space between us and picked her head up “baby you have to tell me what you want me to do and I’ll do it. There’s nothing I won’t try to do for you. Stop comparing you and her to this right here. You never really pull me in for the soft stuff. Is that what you want? Me to be more gentle you can have that.”

I gently pushed her hair back and kissed her softly placing my hand on the small of her back. I pulled back and caressed her cheek bending to rest my forehead hers “I’m so in love with you. I want this and you forever.” She blushed a bright crimson red and hid her face in my neck making me chuckle “that’s what that feels like, damn. Now I see why you have her so hooked.”

I smacked my teeth “stop talking like it’s competition. It’s not, you want me to give you that soft affection well ask for it. I’m rough because that’s always been our thing. I can’t know you want the best of both worlds if you don’t talk to me. Communication remember?”

“I’m sorry, let me feed you. Then you can feed me that good shit” she said biting her lip at me. “You a damn nymph” I said making her laugh.

I was about grab her and she pushed me away suddenly running to the bathroom. I followed her with an urgency because I didn’t understand what was happening. Once I rounded the corner I could hear her bringing up everything she must’ve eaten during the day. “You ok?” I asked wetting a rag with some cold water for her. “Yeah, I’m fine I guess that left over shrimp I ate wasn’t the best idea.” I raised an eyebrow because she rarely gets sick, but said nothing of it “you sure you ok baby?” She nodded “yeah I promise, go eat I’m gonna clean up a bit and come join you. We have few more kid free hours and I want all of them.”

I chuckled “alright. I’ll fix you a small plate and pour you some ginger ale.” She smiled “thank you papi.”

I walked off leaving her there but in the back of my mind I felt like something was off. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but I’d find out. If Robin is by any means being sneaky I’m done. I dished our food and thought about the possibility of her being pregnant, but that’s next to impossible because I fucked her last night and this morning. So I shrugged it off going with the first option of her just being sick.

Robin

I stared at the positive pregnancy test in my hands and I started crying. Chris was absolutely not the father and how was I supposed to throw this monkey wrench in there? Oh you know I let Odell fuck your pussy raw and I also let him cum inside me, so we’re having a Beckham baby! I grabbed my phone once it dinged back with a text from Odell.

Big O 💙🏈- Come over, I’m in LA. I want this baby and you Robin.

Me- O idk, I haven’t told Chris yet I’m scared.

Big O 💙🏈- Well I’m here for you baby girl, I love you

Me- I’ll call you later

I put my phone down and put my hand up covering my face. It’s been a few days and this is the 12th positive test I’ve taken so I know I’m not crazy. Just as I thought about what to tell Chris he snuck up on me on the bedroom floor. “Aye baby, what’s wrong? You feeling ok?”

I looked at him and he rushed to my side once he saw me crying. I wouldn’t let him touch me though. I could see frustration on his face. “Yo what’s good with you? You been acting funny all week man.” I sighed “Chris I’m pregnant.” He smiled and kissed me “why you so nervous? Have I ever not wanted one of my kids?”

“That’s problem Chris, this is not your baby it’s Odell’s.” I said watching him drop his smile and look at me like I was telling a joke. “Babe that isn’t funny, this is my kid right?” I sighed and shook my head “no Chris it isn’t.” He stood up and took a seat on the bed looking at his shoes. I knew he was pissed because he said not one word. I didn’t even bother to say anything to him either. He looked at me and I could see the anger, hurt, and disgust on his face. I couldn’t look him in the eye so I just looked away. “How far along?” He asked lowly.

“I’m guessing I’m anything from 10-12 weeks along. We had sex everyday the week of the baby shower for India.” He chuckled “you know I guess this is my get back huh?” I knitted my eyebrows “huh?” “You know I got Kae pregnant so this is my karma.” I smacked my teeth “are you serious right now?” He opened his mouth but the kids ran in putting a halt on this conversation “daddy!!!” Kyia ran up to her dad and he smiled kissing her cheeks “hi beautiful. How was school?”

“Ohhhh fun today we did 3 times tables. 3x1 is 3, 3x2 is 6, 3x3 is 9! Ohhhh and I made you a picture see, we dancing daddy!” She said handing him the photo. He smiled so big it melted my heart “aww baby girl you’re so smart and this picture is perfect I’m gonna hang this on my art wall. I love it.” Christian laughed and walked over dapping up on his dad with their secret handshake and hugged him “wassup pops!”

“Shit bicking” he said making us all laugh at him being silly. As much as we fought he never let our babies see us yelling at each other “y’all say hi to your mother. Y’all act like she invisible when I’m here be nice.” They ran over to me and jumped me and I laughed holding them tight “I love you mommy” Christian said. I was so emotional I started crying. Kyia wiped my eyes “mommy why you cry for?”

“Cause I love you guys so much. I missed you today too. I think I’m gonna lock you guys up.” They giggled “no mommy you get in trouble” Kyia said playing in my hair. I smiled “never you’re allllllll mine!” I started tickling them and they fell out laughing. “Alright knuckle heads it’s time for homework, get your books” Chris said to them as he stood up.

They whined “awwweeee mannn.” He fanned them “yeah aw man my butt, come on! I ain’t raising no slow babies.” They ran out the room and he got up to follow “Chris I-“ I began but he held his hand up. “Save it, I really don’t want to hear it. You let that nigga cum all up inside my shit and you carrying his seed. I don’t wanna hear that you’re sorry or anything like that. Just know it’s different now and this shit here is the straw that broke the camel’s back. You could’ve left me and my fiancé alone and I could’ve been expecting my son to be here in a few weeks. You knew you was straight fucking that nigga letting him believe y’all was together and you still stood in that room and broke up my relationship. This type of shit is exactly why I don’t want to be with you cause you fucking selfish as shit. I’m gonna go help my kids do their homework and then we’re going to see Silver today. I haven’t seen my daughter in a few days and I miss her. Shit I miss her mother too” he said making sure to burn me with the last comment. I didn’t even bother to argue back because he was right. Odell thought we were getting back together up until that baby shower. I also was fucking him through every inch of his house like I was trying for him to give me baby. If he left me this time I can’t say I blame him. I picked up my phone and called Odell “I’m on my way” I said into the receiver once he answered.

“You ok, why you sound like that?” He asked concerned. I sighed “just stay on the phone with me until I get there?”

“Yeah I can do that” he said as I grabbed my purse and headed downstairs to grab my keys. I walked into the kitchen and kissed my babies “have fun with daddy. I’ll see you guys in a bit.”

“Byeeeee mom” they said in unison. I listened to Odell calm me down as I drove to his house to talk. He was doing everything I needed Chris to be doing, and the reassurance he was doing made me feel good. It was crazy because I never had to beg him for things I wanted and needed he just did them. With this little life inside me everything was about to change. I was beginning to wonder if Chris and I could really stand the test of time with this. Could he watch another man father my child?

Chris

“Chris unhook your sister from her car seat” I told Christian as I pulled into the driveway of the home I shared with Kae not long ago. He did as I said and helped her out the car. I smiled watching as he held her hand to the front door. I knew when they got older he will be beating some ass behind his sister. I rang the doorbell and Kae answered looking very done up.

“Damn” I mumbled. She smiled “why didn’t you just use your key, I just got back. Erin took me for lunch and insisted I dress cute.”

“You look better than cute” I said watching as she hugged the kids. “Awe, I miss y’all so much. You gotta stay with me a weekend” she said kissing their cheeks. They hugged her so tight and it warmed me to see how much they seemed to make her genuinely feel happy. “Where’s my daughter?”

“First of all she’s watching tv, second can I get some loving or something?” She asked embracing me. I chuckled “yeah you can get some loving alright” I said smacking her ass as she walked away. She giggled and I followed “what’s up with you? What did she do now?” I laughed “we’ll talk in a few, let me just say hey to my princess.” I walked in the living room to see Silver sprawled out eating pretzels “hey princess” I said softly tugging her hair.

She turned around and leaped into my arms “daddy you came!” I closed my eyes and just held her tight “I promised didn’t I?” She held me so tight I knew she missed me all the same “can you stay tonight? Please?” Without hesitation I agreed “yes, I can and for you I will.” She kissed my cheek and crawled back in front the tv with her siblings joining her with snacks of her own.

“Hey, come upstairs tell me what’s going on” Kae said catching my attention. “You’re doing better” I said noticing a pep in her step today. “The medication is helping, this is my first day wearing makeup since the accident. I’m not the best, but I’m trying. Chris I swear today is the first day I see a light at the end of the tunnel.” I closed the bedroom door behind us and she walked into the closet to change “well you know I’m here for you.”

“Yeah I know, but what’s up? Talking about your problems might make me feel better.” She said making me smack my teeth. She giggled “she’s pregnant Rue.” She shrugged “ok so, you worried about me or, wait she what? How?!” I threw my hands up “it’s his!” She dropped her jaw “whatttttttt! After all the shit she talked and now she having a baby by O?”

“Exactly, it’s always something. I should’ve never let you leave me. I miss the peacefulness in my life and your Vietnamese food” I said earning a smile. “Chris you do know that you said you love her more right? Did you lie or was that the honest truth? Was all that for nothing? Or you just pissed off she having a baby and it’s not yours?” She asked her hand on her waist. I sighed “I’m past pissed, but honestly I’m in love with the both of you. My heart feels like I never finished anything with Robin so I want to be with her and then there’s you, but it’s different you know. You don’t want much and I love that. We got therapy tomorrow and it’s about to be whirlwind because it’s confession day.”

She walked towards me and climbed onto the bed laying back “What’s your confession?”

“This baby shit giving second, third, and fourth guesses. I know for a fact I can not see her carry another nigga child and act like I’m gonna be ok.”

“Well Chris it’s time you start telling the truth, don’t let that girl think y’all gonna be together forever only for her to end up alone” she said looking at me. “Did I tell you I was sorry? Did I tell you I never meant to hurt you?” I asked pulling her small body toward mine. “No, but I like the kissing of my ass keep going.” I chuckled “I ain’t shit, you rode for me and I played you. Is there anyway you could forgive me?”

She flipped her hair “let’s start with your credit card, cough it up daddy!” I laughed so hard and handed her my wallet “anything else?” She tapped her chin “this is part where we kiss and makeup, but I guess the shopping spree can be our alternate ending.” I looked at her bare legs and I was tempted, but I was trying not to be that guy anymore “unfortunately as much as I’m tempted I probably shouldn’t.” She smiled as my phone dinged with a text from Robin. I looked at Kae and she nudged me to open it.

Robin Hood 😈💦👅💚- Chris I think we should break up. I’m sorry I begged you to get back with me, but I should’ve just left it alone

Me- Robin what?

Robin Hood 😈💦👅💚- I’m going to get back with Odell

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