Honestly starting to slowly hate postal fandom. I don't know why, but it's just suddenly annoys me. Now when I see some postal fanarts or even my own art I just think "shit I can't look at it it's so boring and I don't think if I like it anymore".
Plus, I’ve recently had some unpleasant changes in my real life that have heightened my anxiety and paranoia, making it impossible for me to draw anything, especially postal related. And generally, I’m starting to feel like I’m gradually losing interest in it. I might still draw and post things, I have a ton of unfinished sketches and artwork










