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I miss your warm hugs when Donovan sings.

Fall is hard, but the winter is harder.

I wish you protected me like you guard her.

It doesn't make sense, nothing is right.

I didn't mean to fight a wordless fight.

Memories and holidays arise in the times,

They remind me of when you were still mine.

Anger,Confusion, sadness, and guilt.

Trip me like a clumsy girl falling into the train tracks.

But the train isn't coming, i tripped myself.

If I had mustard the courage to set it all straight,

Then maybe, just maybe, we wouldn't hate.

But this isn't we, it's just mostly me.

I feel so lonely, and very empty with you gone.

College, miles, distance and time.

Too much between us, I can't even make this rhyme.

I miss you, I do. I wish that I didn't. This time of year, is what's messing with me. isn't it?

You might see this, you might not, but either way, just give it a thought.

Call my number, it's still there. And trust me when I say I still care.

Call any time, get a note book and paper. I got a lot that could make it all waiver. But you'll never see this, and you'll never care. Your probably off getting drunk somewhere, and another girl will call, and she'll walk you home. And those letters you wrote for me, will find a new home.

I'll be okay, I'll be alright. I'm right where you left me, just hidden in plain sight.

I should have left you in that ditch, in the dark that halloween. And things could have been different, better then they seem.

Christmas could be happy, Thanksgiving could be fun.

I wish you hadn't met me, for one.

You gsve up to easily, you gave up too fast. This, was never built to last.

Because you wanted a bandaid, a quick easy fix. But nothing can fix what she did.

I've been thinking, maybe she was right. Even telling the truth. Because all you've done is spread lies and broken my trust. I hate you, I Do. And the pain is still there.

Your everywhere I look, every crowd, every chair.

But it's over, and that's okay. I'll manage, I'll deal.