something happened tonight that was like a final straw for me and i called a friend who i usually try not to burden in a crying panic because the person i was upset with was my best friend and i very pathetically confessed that i just want to be loved the way i love people. that i give 100% of myself to everyone because i don't know any other way to love. and she told me that she knows. and its such a beautiful trait about me. that she always notices how i will pull in people into the conversation that have been quiet too long. that i always try and offer plans that accommodate everyone. that i always offer my home up as a hangout spot to save money. that i offer to drive and pay for people's food. she told me she always notices that about me. and that i need to learn to stop giving so many pieces of myself to others because i will lose myself in the process and won't be able to recoup the parts of me i gave away.
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