relapse regress recycle

making every conversation into being about The Character with the same reliability and conviction of a youth pastor going “you know who else partied? our lord and savior”

yes

been nostalgic over supernatural in an embarassing way again and felt a literal ache in my chest because i miss it that much . you know like when a dog thinks something good is cooking on the stove and it’s just boiling water

y'all know what i just remembered. garth and benny are married.

cas is the way the sunlight filters through your curtains at sunrise

when you reblog a post about life being hopeless as an acknowledgement that your own life sucks and then your mutuals reblog the same post from you and tag it with the name of a hockey player it's like oh. so it's just me and this millionaire bastard in canada

imagine in purgatory if benny grew weaker bc monster blood doesn’t satiate his thirst like human blood does and he’s getting paler and slower and cas is getting increasingly frustrated with him because he’s putting dean in danger by being sloppy. and eventually cas has to ask why dean won’t let benny drink his blood anymore (not that cas wants dean to offer himself up like that, as a matter of fact he hates the thought of dean feeding this fanged idiot - but this is just not practical) and dean looks away and benny rolls his eyes and goes dean likes it a little too much. and dean’s like im gonna kill you. and benny says yeah poke me to death maybe. or starve me to save your masculinity. and dean’s like it was an involuntary response. and benny snorts and asks if it’s an involuntary response when cas heals him, too