fanfic commissions always felt a little scuffed to me which i feel bad about because i actually really like them i wish they were more popular but i get the logistic issues unless its like u and writer have same fandom. i bought one many years ago but that was um nevermind its not a good story. but anyways im still interested in getting an oster self insert fic someday from a twst fanfic author

im very attention to detail. You can trust me to write for you. If you give me all the resources that is

I feel like i could write fanfics of people's OCs or something if I was given a writer's bible on like, talking mannerisms of everyone and a look into their personality and worldbuilding too, and then given a prompt to explore. And then i'd write it abd give it you and you edit it to your liking vecause I cant get it 100% right all the time like how was I supposed to know your OC was allergic to green beans when i wrote the group dinner scene... thankfully it is an easy change to make them eat squash instead

one of the things i hate most about the world is how much is fueled by idealism and reinforcing the status quo in this stupid cycle where facts and reality are so difficult to convince people of because its not what "sounds right" to them. like all sorts of things about analyzing body language or saying because someone laughed they weren't actually upset when nervous laughter is a thing but like because of what laughter represents it doesn't matter and the broad consensus will always follow the status quo

we need more than 1 nonbinary character in things because what if i dont like the single nonbinary character in a thing? casts of 1000 boys and girls (usually cis too ugh) why have only 1 nonibary

its weird feeling having 2 alters from same source cus we are just different people in there...idk how to explain. Oster's friends are their friends but I have other friends like Rooky and Vil. ...I realize I leave out apple a lot even though he is nice 😞 my bad Apple... (accidental touhou reference)

ughhh its annoying that like one of my biggest focuses on conveying tone and the personality of a character is through voice direction, but like theres no way to convey that through text or pictures so theres no way for me to fully directly show my creative visions without audio (-_-) gotta wait for the visual novel to be made and voiced i guess... or get into making talkloid radio dramas.

do any of you have tips on working on projects consistently? like, i know the tip is to set an hour or smth a day to work on it but... that doesnt even work for me... isthere tips to make it work? i am bad at self discipline