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â & theyâd all be so disappointed. â
â Cause who am I if not exploited ? â
â & I donât stick up for myself. â
â & I wish people liked me more. â
â All I did was try my best. â
â This the kinda thanks I get ? â
â But I wish I could disappear. â
â God, itâs brutal out here. â
â I only have two real friends. â
â & lately, Iâm a nervous wreck. â
â I feel like no one wants me. â
â & I wish Iâd done this before. â
â & theyâd all be so disappointed, âCause who am I if not exploited ? â
â & Iâm so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life. â
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â I played dumb, but I always knew. â
â I kept quiet so I could keep you. â
â & ainât it funny how you said you were friends ? â
â Now it sure as hell donât look like it. â
â & I know that youâll never feel sorry for the way I hurt. â
â All I did was try my best. â
â Loved you at your worst, but that didnât matter. â
â Guess you didnât cheat, but youâre still a traitor. â
â Remember I brought her up & you told me I was paranoid ? â
â God, I wish that you had thought this through before I went & fell in love with you. â
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â But today,â
I drove through the suburbs, crying 'cause you werenât around. â
â 'Cause how could I ever love someone else ? â
â But Iâve never felt this way for no one. â
â How you could be so okay now that Iâm gone. â
â 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street. â
â & all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you. â
â I kinda feel sorry for them. â
â Canât drive past the places we used to go to. â
â 'Cause theyâll never know you the way that I do. â
â I still see your face in the white cars, front yards. â
â But I still fuckinâ love you. â
â You said forever, now I drive alone past your street. â
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â Called you on the phone today just to ask you how you were. â
â All I did was speak normally. â
â & I donât stick up for myself. â
â Somehow, I still struck a nerve. â
â You got me fucked up in the head. â
â I hate that I give you power over that kinda stuff. â
â Iâm the love of your life until I make you mad. â
â Itâs always one step forward and three steps back. â
â Do you love me, want me, hate me ? â
â & lately, Iâm a nervous wreck. â
â No, I donât understand. â
â & maybe in some masochistic way I kind of find it all exciting. â
â Like, which lover will I get today ? â
â Will you walk me to the door or send me home crying ? â
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â So when you gonna tell her that we did that, too ? â
â That was our place, I found it first. â
â & I donât stick up for myself. â
â I made the jokes you tell to her when sheâs with you. â
â Do you get dĂŠjĂ vu when sheâs with you ? â
â âCause letâs be honest, we kinda do sound the same. â
â I hate to think that I was just your type. â
â Now I bet you even tell her how you love her in between the chorus and the verse. â
â A different girl now, but thereâs nothing new. â
â I know you get dĂŠjĂ vu. â
â Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world ? â
â Good for you, I guess that youâve been workinâ on yourself. â
â I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped. â
â Now you can be a better man for your brand new girl. â
â You look happy and healthy, not me, if you ever cared to ask. â
â Youâre doinâ great out there without me, baby. â
â God, I wish that I could do that. â
â But youâre so unaffected, I really donât get it. â
â But I guess good for you. â
â I guess youâre gettinâ everything you want. â
â Itâs like you never even met me. â
â Remember when you swore to God I was the only person who ever got you ? â
â Well, screw that, and screw you. â
â Itâs like we never even happened. â
â You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do. â
â Maybe Iâm too emotional. â
â Your apathyâs like a wound in salt. â
â Or maybe you never cared at all. â
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â Tried so hard to be everything that youâliked justâforâyou to sayâyouâre not theâcompliment type. â
â Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me. â
â You found someonĐľ more exciting. â
â The nĐľxt second, you were gone. â
â All I ever wanted was to be enough for you. â
â You left me there cryinâ, wonderinâ what I did wrong. â
â You always say Iâm never satisfied, but I donât think thatâs true. â
â & maybe Iâm just not as interesting as the girls you had before. â
â But God, you couldnât have cared less about someone who loved you more. â
â Iâd say you broke my heart but you broke much more than that. â
â Now I donât want your sympathy. â
â I just want myself back. â
â Donât you think I loved you too much to think I deserve nothing ? â
â Donât you think I loved you too much to be used & discarded ? â
â But donât tell me youâre sorry. â
â Feel sorry for yourself. â
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â Your friends are mine, you know I know. â
â I thought my heart was detached from all theâsunlightâofâour past. â
â Does she mean you forgot about me ? â
â I hope youâre happy, but not like how you were with me â
â Iâm selfish, I know, I canât let you go. â
â So find someone great, but donât find no one better. â
â I hope youâre happy, but donât be happier. â
â An eternal love bullshit you know youâll never mean. â
â Remember when I believed you meant it when you said it first to me ? â
â I wish you all the best, really. â
â Say you love her, baby. Just not like you loved me. â
â & think of me fondly when your hands are on her. â
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â I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room. â
â Wish I didnât care. â
â Butâit feels likeâthat weight isâon my back & I canât let it go. â
â I think I think too much. â
â Iâm happy for them, but then again, Iâm not. â
â Iâm so sick of myself. â
â Oh God, I sound crazy. â
â Their win is not my loss. â
â I know itâs true, but I canât help gettinâ caught up in it all. â
â I wanna be you so bad and I donât even know you. â
â All I see is what I should be. â
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â Know that I loved you so bad. â
â I let you treat me like that. â
â I was your willing accomplice, honey &Â I watched as you fled the scene. â
â The things I did just so I could call you mine. â
â One heart broke, four hands bloody. â
â Well, I hope I was your favorite crime. â
â You used me as an alibi. â
â I wondĐľr if youâre around cause you know that Iâd do it all again. â
â Itâs bittersweet to think about the damage that weâd do. â
â I say that I hate you with a smile on my face. â
â 'Cause, baby, you were mine. â
â Oh, look what we became. â
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â & somehow, we fell out of touch. â
â Donât know if Iâll see you again someday but if youâre out there, I hope that youâre okay. â
â She couldnât wait to go to college. â
â Does she know how proud I am she was created with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred ? â
â I miss you & I hope that youâre okay. â
â Nothingâs forever, nothing is as good as it seems. â
â God, I hope that youâre happier today. â
â 'Cause I love you. â