Today is one of those days it hit me I have my own place. Sure it’s not the most luxurious shit ever...but for so long I never had a place to call home and I’m just so thankful that I get to be where I am now.

Hearing from you just hit me with a wave of emotions. Six years, six years have past and honestly I never really moved on. Not in the way I thought I did anyways. I think I was lying to myself because I was so angry and hurt. I didn’t understand why you went off and did what you did..I still don’t understand really. But...getting that message from you and making plans to meet up it almost seems like all the time never really past. For a moment it’s like how they used to be. Does that even make sense? But I know things are completely different now for the both of us..I hope things have been going well for you and your kids , I sometimes feel bad for not being there as much...even though I know we both had to work on ourselves. I don’t even know why I’m rambling because I know you’re not going to see this text because I’ll never send it. But I’ve missed you..I’ve missed you so fucking much.