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I’m not an easy roommate, I’m an obsessive cleaner, I need the dishes to be done the moment they are dirty. I am sweeping, moping, cleaning my cats litter box, more than most. So I don’t give whoever I live with shit for living like a normal person. If my sister leaves her dishes dirty & a mess on the counter I just clean it up, because that’s normal right? Most people don’t do the dishes the moment they are dirty right? It shouldn’t be anybody else’s problem that can’t relax if there is anything that needs to be done. So I suck it up,I clean up behind others, I let them be messy in different facets of life, I bear the burden that I’m ultimately putting on myself. However once you just flat out go against me then I’m not so generous about it. Once you do something you know I’m not ok with, that affects, & never talk to me about it, because you know I’m not ok with it, consider yourself done. I’m not bearing the psychological burden of it anymore. I still continue to bear the physical burden of it, because I don’t have much of a choice in that matter, but fuck you. You know what you’re doing & idrc much for you anymore. Maybe some small part of me does but as far as I can tell I’d be happy if you moved out & we never spoke again. I really don’t care.

The other day my dad was yapping my cousin’s ear off about Marvin Gaye & why he likes What’s Going On so much & then he said that I used to hate the song & I would tell him to turn it off & I denied it & probably came off as some dumb over grown angsty teenager but the messed up part about it is I was either drunk or on whatever drug for half the time I lived with my parents so that very well could have happened I just do not remember but I cannot imagine why I would say that, I don’t dislike Marvin Gaye, & my dad is the type of liar who just says whatever he feels like so my character is always the victim of his random unprompted defamations (at least it was my whole childhood) so I guess I’ll never actually know.

Yeaterday I delivered a kitten to a very nice person in Mira Mesa, so since I was all the down there ai worked otw back, mostly around the North County of San Diego & nobody tipped. I had a huge grocery order, like 30+ items and then had to drive it 30 minutes away & no tip. & I honestly do not agree with the way that tipping is in society but the fact is it still is what it is & if you’re making 30+ item grocery store orders from 30 minutes away & you don’t tip you fucking suck.