Mommy Of One 🫶🏻

JULY 4TH 8:05 AM

I WOKE UP TO PAIN, LIKE CRAMPING LIKE A PERIOD BUT I'M NINE MONTHS PREGNANT.

I USE THE RESTROOM AND AS I WIPED I SEE LIGHT SPOTTING .

I DO NOT GET WORRIED BECAUSE IT HAPPENED BEFORE AND THE DOCTORS TOLD ME THAT IT WAS JUST THE BABY POSITIONING NOT TO REALLY WORRY.

SO I WENT TO GO BACK TO BED.

8:19AM

I WOKE UP AGAIN WITH MORE PAIN AND THE FEELING OF HAVING TO USE THE RESTROOM. I GO TO THE RESTROOM AGAIN AND DOUBLE-CHECK AND MAKE SURE I'M NOT BLEEDING MORE.

AS I WIPED AGAIN NOW ITS LIKE A MUCUCS AND BROWN ISH NO BLOOD CLOTS OR ANYTHING TO BE REALLY WORRY ABOUT .

SO I GO BACK TO SLEEP AGAIN .

9:46AM

NOW YOU ARE PROBABLY LIKE WHY WOULD I NOT JUST GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND GO CHECK TO SEE IF EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT.

WELL YOUR GIRL WAS IN DENIAL THAT SHE COULD GIVE BIRTH ANY DAY NOW.

AGAIN I HAVE PAINS NOT AND NOT TO MUCH BLOOD OR ANYTHING.

YET IT WAS ENOUGH PAIN TO GET ME OUT OF THE BED .

10:24 AM

YES I WAS STUBBORN AND STILL DID NOT EVEN GO TO THE HOSPITAL.

YET AS I LAY IN BED, THE PAIN WAS INCREASING AND I COULD NOT STAND THE PAIN.

I WENT TO THE RESTROOM AGAIN .....

THIS TIME I'M CLOTTING AND IT'S NOT A GOOD SIGN SO I TELL MY BOYFRIEND I THINK ITS TIME TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND HE AGREES.

HE DID NOT KNOW WHY I WOULD WAIT SO LONG BUT HOW COULD YOU BE SO SURE WHEN IT WAS TIME TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL .

SO WE HURRIED AND JUST RUSHED OUT.

I always say I want to get back into writing but I think I just want to type all of my feelings and ideas out instead.

It's still a form of writing.

i think i will type about my life and everything in between.