But honestly I wish every person in the world could experience dating and honestly everyday interactions from the black experience so they can truly know what it feels like to be generally unwanted or seen as not approachable.

I honestly feel invisible in the gay dating world, I honestly truly try my hardest to stay positive but no one on dating apps has ever show. Interest in me. I personally don’t think I’m ugly so I don’t know why guys don’t want me 🙃🙃 and when I do match with someone, they either never message back or don’t seem interested when they do message back

anyways I’ll just stop complaining, there’s no point of me being alive except to post ass pics so I’ll just do the only thing people like me for🤷🏾‍♂️

I know there’s no one who really uses this app anymore but just wanted to vent a little. Last year I was in love with someone who didn’t love me back and even though he says he cared about me he was still lying to himself. I had known this man for years and to just end up wasting all those years is crazy and I’m mad at myself for being so fucking stupid. Falling for someone who turned out to be a narcissist really sucks because that’s really made me unsure if any affection shown towards me was ever even real at all. I briefly fell into the trap of hookup culture which truly left me disappointed and honestly had me wondering if I was asexual considering I never enjoyed a single experience. 2021 overall was a very bad year for me. There’s not a single positive aspect that happened to me last year but I’m just focused on myself for the time being. As disappointing as it seems it seems the only way I’ll be able to attract the attention of a man is to lose weight so that’s what I’ll have to focus and prioritize as well. Idk sorry for the long post and I doubt anyone will see this but if you took the time to read it I really appreciate it ✨❤️