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My new years resolution has been to not let my anxiety control my actions. Alas I will be posting all the stupid thoughts about all fandoms I'm in without filtering! I'm already sorry for anyone following me.

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I'm a bit worried about the rescue, not because of any lore reasons but because I heard that Pyro will have a stream that might be the rescue stream tomorrow, but Scott is gone tomorrow and the weekend! Which would mean that he wouldn't join the rescue efforts!
That would be horrible!! But I also want to have Pyro rescued soon tbh.
I guess the angst would be nice. And who knows what horrible lore reason could happen to Scott, to not come with! :D
Ffs
I'm a bit worried about the rescue, not because of any lore reasons but because I heard that Pyro will have a stream that might be the rescue stream tomorrow, but Scott is gone tomorrow and the weekend! Which would mean that he wouldn't join the rescue efforts!
That would be horrible!! But I also want to have Pyro rescued soon tbh.
I guess the angst would be nice. And who knows what horrible lore reason could happen to Scott, to not come with! :D
Someone in the academy: Did you just kill AJ?
Scott: You don't know what they said to me!
Someone: ... What did they say?
Scott: "What are you going to do, kill me?"
I meant to keep myself up to date with what's happening on the flight SMP through Tumblr while Scott isn't streaming, but life got in the way so could someone update me?
Last I knew a lot of students fell into a coma, are they awake again?
I heard that the celestial metals gang looked through the Vulpes dorm for clues where everyone went but got derailed, did they end up finding out where the elemental trio went?
Did Cam find the book?
Also, what is happening with that iron wheel??

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Does anyone know which CC's are gone, how long and why?
Scott just told us that he's off until the 11. Or 12. of June for first twitch con? And then an America trip.
But what about the others? Shelby, drift? Pyro and Maddie? Did Martyn leave as well since he snuck out of the party too?
What do we know?
Did the people that were going to leave realize Pyro is gone by now? I'm a Scott viewer and he's gone until Thursday, but I'm still very curious. Did they meet up and wait for him just for him not to arrive? Did drift talk to people about him already being gone? What has been happening while Scott is shit away in his room?
I know Scott keeps saying that Pyro will be fine, that no one needs to be concerned, that this is normal. But it honestly sounds like he's trying to convince himself as well.
I think Scott will go look for Pyro. Not immediately, not at first, but one night he will lie awake in bed, groan, and get up to take a lap around the island.
I don't think Scott will find anything. I think Scott will look for evidence of fire, because he assumes Pyro left, so he likely won't see the hints that Pyro was kidnapped. If there are any. But I think he will look. I think he searched for Pyro eight years ago and he won't be able to stop himself no matter how much he tells himself this behavior is stupid.
Anyone else worried that the ritual for another spell they did yesterday looked quite corrupted?
Because I can't help but think of Pyro saying that he thinks the corruption is listening to them, and now something corrupted looking recognized Scott's name.
Write it badly or it'll never be written
Write it badly or it'll never be written
Write it badly or it'll never be written
Write it badly or it'll never be written
Write it badly or it'll never be written
Please keep interacting with this post because when I come to tumblr to procrastinate, this shows up again in my notifications and guilts me into writing again
Any first-ish draft is going to be crap. (With the usual note: if it's not crap when you write it, it will be later. Or large parts of it will be. You'll look at what came out of you at white heat [or even just in an everyday piece of work and kinda lukewarm] in two or three days, and it'll be crap then. It's frankly kind of astonishing how quickly perceived perfection turns to crap. It's almost like there's, I don't know, some kind of Entropy thing running or something.)
And this is fine. Move on past it and edit what you wrote.
Then write some more crap.
My cousin in Thoth, this is how it goes. This is how it will always go. Even when you become a career writerâthirty, forty, fifty novels alongâit will still be crap when it first comes out.
AND THIS IS OKAY. The essential imperfection of the Universe makes it impossible for your initial emission to be perfect either.
(And if you think it is... wait will your betas or your copyeditor get at it.) :)
So now go do more. Because otherwise, nothing gets done. ...And then where are we?!

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i was thinking this morning about how i categorize fanfic authors that i enjoy like AKC breeds and decided to share my rubric with you:
the specialist: this author has a favorite kink or trope and has written 80% of the content in that tag. you know exactly what youâre getting. they have A Brandâ˘ď¸. no matter what other traits they display, dedicated rare pair authors belong here.
the chocolate box: essentially the exact opposite. this author will try anything once. they have 80+ works in the fandom with no discernible pattern. the shortest one is 268 words and the longest is well over 100k. this breed of author may or may not be related to:
the renaissance fan: theyâve written three things in your fandom: your favorite fic, your notp, and a bizarre crossover with a show youâve never heard of. you hit âexpand fandoms listâ on their author page and have to scroll down twice to reach the bottom. whenever you curse the fact that you canât legally commission fic writers, this is the author youâre thinking about.
the horn dog: theyâre here for one thing and one thing only. if someoneâs dick is not in another characterâs mouth within 500 words, they apologize for it in the authorâs notes. they have one (1) g-rated fic.
the rookie: this writer is usually young, new to fandom, or just got a beta-reader for the first time. their fics are a little all over the place, quality-wise, but youâre excited whenever their name pops up because their unique voice gets stronger every time. you feel a personal investment in their development, like youâre an old man reading the local high school sports page and saying âthis kidâs the one to watch.â
the live streamer: the most prolific author in the fandom. their works are all over the front page when you sort by kudos. you have no idea how they generate this much work, and have seriously wondered if they have access to an extra-dimensional time portal. their stories are usually un-betaâd and the characterization varies wildly, but their best works are inspired and youâve read them 30 times.
the cryptid: this one comes out of nowhere every two years, drops the best fanfic youâve ever read, and disappears. fifteen months after you left a three paragraph comment about how they changed your life, you get a message in your inbox that just says âthanks.â
the novelist: we talk about âfiling off the serial numbersâ when someone reworks their most popular story to pitch it as an original novel; this author somehow does the reverse. their fics are excellent, usually long-reaching multi-chapter AUs that have almost nothing to do with the on-screen characters except their names. iâd like to extend my personal thanks to this breed of author because itâs the closest i get to reading an actual book.
the reunion tour: this author wrote some of the most popular works in the fandom, but either moved on to k-pop or burned out when canon took a turn for the worse. they put out one new thing a year, often an old draft thatâs been haunting them from under the floorboards. their last six authorâs notes all say they never thought theyâd write this pairing again and âthis will probably be the last time.â
who did i miss?
I've been thinking a bit about how a Scott centric Time travel fix it fic would look like, and the one silly thing that trips me up is that Scott wouldn't meet Pyro!
Hear me out. If end-of-bannerfall-Scott went back in time to the day he was drafted, he would definitely go to the orb in his town (because I hc all of the towns have one even if the room it is in here is never used). He would get, with his seven spell slots, probably three healing spells, invis, teleport, thorns and arcane bolt, and then he would spend his last night spamming all healing spells while his father is asleep.
There's no way his father isn't I'll yet! Not if he fell so ill roughly a week after Scott left that they called him back! No, that guy was hiding it from his son.
And Scott's thorough healing would probably work! Cleansing aura would work really well I'd assume! Which would mean no trip back to Barrow Hill, and no meeting Pyro.
It has the upside of Scott's father potentially visiting Scott just like Cherri's father did though!
I've seen a few people saying that we got Flowersmith confirmed at the very end there, and I have to admit I don't agree?
I think Scott was very firmly a Sibling in Nom's mind at that point.
I remember during a lore bit on the beach, Nom said something about "three idiot little siblings". When chat questioned him about it he went "you all know bf!Nom sees 4c as a brother!" Which yes all of the chat did and was not the question asked! Nom is the oldest sibling and with that doesn't count, so we have Katie, 4c and well. One more person.
And the three people who he wanted around him as he died were Katie, 4c and Scott.
(I know that content creator wise, Scott said he wouldn't do a romance plot line if Nom's not comfortable with it, and I honestly think he was either not comfortable with it, Scott didn't bring it up, or by the time they discussed it the quote already happened and Nom had to admit that bf!Scott is already very firmly in Sibling territory)
My idiot ass immediately went to Ao3 after Scott's stream ended, like anyone would have already written something in these conditions!
I need fics so bad, I'm kinda glad that it's night now in my time zone! I will have a much better chance at having something to read once like eight hours have passed
I can't believe they had Nom use his Guardians oath for the first time after his death! What the hell

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Ok I have all of the dialogue from the final creaking king fight:
âThey are still there... trapped... their souls begging to be unchained...â
âI've failed my kingdom once I won't fail them againâ
âDeath is a mercy. If kept alive, you will spent eternity sufferingâ
âThere won't be a way out - only relentless torture.â
âMy subjects... my people... They must forgive meâ
âBlue and Red Kingdom you say? I've heard nothing of these Impostors.â
ââKingdomsâ? This is MY landâ
âMy knights... they would not have...â
âThey were to come back with aide.â
âThey were my knights.â
âIn my time of need... it seems they have claimed the remains of my kingdom for themselvesâ
âA Fool I was to have trusted them... â
âA fool I was to have trusted her...â
âI will end youâ
âEverything... It was closing in on us...â
âFor what purpose have you come here? Glory?â
âOur claims grew smaller...â
âThey were all leaving us... leaving me...â
âShe came with a solution.â
âA sapling...â
âIt was to sprout and return my glorious kingdom to me.â
âIt turned me into this...â
âIt turned us all into this...â
âYou find my appearance disturbing, do you not?â
âI will kill you.â
âAll I was to do was win a simple dice game.â
âThere was nothing left to lose.â
âI was not going to lose, and I did notâ
âWhen I went to plant it...â
âThe sapling called to me...â
âIt fed on my regrets, my failures.â
âIt drained me of who I was.â
âWhy can't this nightmare end...â
âFind the heart...â
âRest at last... Thank Youâ
Ok whatever I could transcribe from what the creaking king said in the fight is under the cut! First only new stuff but I tried everything at the end. I'm going to go back and order it right in a bit, this is just a quick thing
âI've failed my kingdom once I won't fail them againâ
âMy subjects... my people... They must forgive meâ
âMy knights... they would not haveâ
âThey were my knightsâ
âIn my time of need... They took the kingdom for themselvesâ
âI will end youâ
âFor what purpose have you come here? Glory?â
âShe came with a solutionâ
âA saplingâ
âIt was to sprout and return my glorious kingdom to me.â
âIt turned me into thisâ
âIt turned us all into this...â
âYou find my appearance disturbing, do you not?â
âI will kill youâ
âAll I was to do was win a simple dice gameâ
âThere was nothing left to loseâ
âI was not going to lose and I did notâ
âWhen I went to plant itâ
âThe sapling called to meâ
âIt fed on my regrets... my failures...
âIt drained me of who I was.â
âWhy can't this nightmare end...â
âFind the heart...â
âRest at last... Thank Youâ