Love me as I am, or leave me be.

Not just in your body, but in your mind, your relationships, your work, your environment, your pockets.

You’re not weak. You’re holding a lot all at once.

He’s put on a fake persona at home.

He’s got an entirely different fake persona at the Academy.

He keeps his actual real physical face hidden behind a disguise of being human most of the time.

Maybe when he walks away from being snippy at Kyle or staring into Jay-dens eyes a little too long, his entire internal conversation is ‘why? Why did I do that? What is going on with me?’

And he has no idea because he’s never really had a chance to be himself - never had a chance to learn the kind of person he is when he is with Jay-den - kind, thoughtful, devoted, longing, possessive - is who he really is.

#darem giggling and kicking his feet every time jay-den opens his mouth

Nothing

NOTHING

Prepared me

For the fucking ending scene

Everyone watching a meteor shower

With their loved ones (and with Darem looking actually confident and comfortable for once?!)

And Caleb's incredible monologue

WHILE AN ACOUSTIC GUITAR PLAYS BEAUTIFUL MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND