hola bebe

You never realize how lucky you truly are. Once you take the time to just think about it, tears form in your eyes and you’re left speechless. This world is so beautiful. Filled with beautiful hearted people, millions and billions of souls to come across and learn from. I’m grateful for my past and I’m even more excited for my future. I want to take a moment to just appreciate everything I have in my life. My failures but more important my accomplishments for who I am becoming and what type of person I intend to be. I also want to talk about how I’ve been feeling lately because I haven’t updated you guys in a while. You know that feeling you get when you’re around somebody and you can’t even look at them straight in the eye because you get nervous and start blushing…. Or that feeling you get in your stomach where butterflies come rushing…. And it does happen believe me… Or just that feeling where you feel not only do you care so much for a person but this person cares about you in the same way… Yup. Olives got a crush. Not even tho, I genuinely see myself adoring you every way possible. It’s one thing to be attracted to someone physically, but when you’re attracted to someone’s mind, I don’t know what’s better than that. You don’t even take in any physical aspect, you just want to sit down with them and talk to them for hours on end about the world, about life, about anything and everything you can imagine. I can’t tell you enough how attracted I am to your mind, to the things you’ve experienced and to everything you want to become as an individual. I feel like I’ve known you for years. That’s how connected I feel to you. It’s 4 am and I just feel the need to open my heart about what exactly is going on inside me, and how much you truly mean to me. I intend on being your best friend, And I intend on belonging to you and I’m not afraid to say it. In a crowd of millions, I would just want you. For selfish reasons too bc I just want you all to myself. Only you. And if you ever doubt it or my word, I will remind you everyday that I’m with you. You deserve to be loved, to be adored, to be appreciated, to be happy. I want all of that for you. I’m so blessed to have come across your lovely soul. I miss you. But 36 more days 🙊🙈