yawny at the apocalypse

I love Sophia Rossi because: 

1) This article, and all its wisdom and truth

2) We share the same passionate belief that emails should never, ever be ignored. But that it's okay to tell phone call backs to suck it. I learned this by creepily stalking her blog, which is also how I learned that

Marvelous Toy - I Have to Write This Over

being included superficially 

i wonder if i am being too sensitive: the answer is probably yes. i have a tendency to take things too personally; i strive to be as observant as possible, and perhaps that is to subconsciously sabotage my sanity. to pick little details, the tiniest, minutest, most insignificant details to distort, to convince myself it is, in some inexplicable way, an attack.

but mostly, these sentences are grasps at false hope; because no matter how much i say this, i think otherwise. 

i think i will always see two heads in front of me, together, shoulders side to side in a defensive line through which i'll never be able to break through. 

there are some things only my favorite tea, honey, and soy milk can fix.

but actually i don't think this is one of them.

i think it just be me, and my impossibly idealized perceptions of almost everyone i meet, but disappointment, the shattering of illusions, is getting to be both old and frustrating.