I unfortunately have a highly complex form of cryptohumiliation fetish where a character receiving verbal abuse does nothing for me and actually actively kill my boner and rather I must set up a narrative Rube Goldberg device in my mind wherein someone’s own specific, personalized deep-seated psychological baggage perfectly lines up with the circumstances of their misfortune to mortally wound their ego, most likely while everyone around them has no idea what’s happening and it would, in fact, only make their feelings of indignity worse if they were to express their feelings openly, because just the fact that they’re so insecure that the situation is embarassing to them is embarrassing in and of itself















