Sal’s

Nothing is magical about you, you’re real. So goddamn real and true… That indeed is why you’re worth loving; not for only one reason, but two. So natural, earthy & homely in all good, bad ways.

I haven’t really fancied something to last forever, I would like it to be so this time actually. But I don’t dare to start things. I just wanna get better, be confident enough, and get out from these self doubt closets. Because we both deserve a better me.

What agonizes me is that you’ll never actually know. Possibilities sometimes get into my head, making me lose sleep over them. What if you requite my affection, things workout develop, that it becomes your responsibility and my burden to carry on, as I struggle with guilt for getting you into this in the first place. Or simply embarrassing myself as you give zero fucks how I feel.