all we hear is radio gaga

Nothing really has changed but somehow it’s different though. I guess, you can compare it to like laying down, freshly showered into your freshly changed sheets. Just like every day. Okay, that sounded pretty dumb but it’s a nice feeling. The feeling of being happy every single day. 

There are actually lots of people. Mostly the ladies here. Camila is so lovely, and yet so young. Never thought I would get along with her so well. Chloe, who’s doing us more than only a simple favour by carrying our child. She’s probably the greatest gift we can ask for besides the actual child. 

Lately, I’ve been chased by the dream of failing. I guess, it comse from everything that is starting soon. Having a baby is a big step. And I fear like I could fail, being a bad dad and just screwing up every time. That’s what haunts me.

Yeah, Perrie. I feel like she’s British. But you’re always going to be my fave Biritsh person. Of course, I would do that for you, why not? I love you, more than anything. And nothing is ever going to change that. You end up with me because we both got roles for an epic movie and we started spending like every minute with each other. And our breakfasts, the few coffees we had together. It all led to it. We shouldn’t be really suprised about it. Do I? I’m not sure about that one. I mean, I’m not you. Seriously, I thought of singing ‘ love of my life ‘ to her too. I mean, she’s definitely going to be into Queen. We have to make sure to get her a little shirt with the band logo on it. That is true. In fact, they would be shocked. But then, wouldn’t it just show how much of great actors we are? When we can handle not stealing glances at each other. You already do? What? I mean, I just gave out an idea for yours and you already planned mine? I do have the best husband in the world. 

I think we put the standards really high there. I mean, no couple will be like us. And they might be all special and lovely in their own way, we all know nothing is ever going to beat the Hardzello love. That’s it. That’s a fact. I always wonder if it is bad when you’re like rushing into things but how can it be bad when it feels right, you know? I don’t feel like rushing at all, everything seems so normal like we’ve been together for years, living together for years and just making it official by being married. I mean, tell people we met like three years ago and they will laugh seeing us now. I feel like it’s not getting better with two dogs now. Gary will probably come after me now. But we will make sure to keep them outside just to make sure we have enough time for us. Time is not going with us there. The day our little one will be there comes closer and closer. 

It really is surprising but hey, as long as they can keep up with us, we don’t need to fear to get thrown out of this town, right? But if you ask me, they secretly love it. Every town, every comminuty needs a couple like us. The love birds that are too crazy about each other. You carried it with you for months? Okay, now I am the one feeling bad of getting it a couple weeks before you did it. I mean, I was thinking of it for a while but I didn’t want to rush into anything. Because everything is still so fresh but yet it seems we’ve been together for years. You definitely got your audience and you made it pretty hard to beat that. No wonder Hardzello is a thing in this town. Don’t feel bad about me. You had the guts to do it first. Lucky you. Yeah, they would either get scared of the movie or us. For being all snuggled up together. 

Exactly. Being surrounded by Americans, she needs to have some British influence from you. If not, I’m going to invite your Musical sister over. Isn’t she British as well? Because you deserve it. You deserve everything in the world, everything you want. And if it’s me, I’m totally okay and happy with it. If that’s the case, I should actually consider reading to you whenever I can. So you can fall asleep more often in my arms. Yes, I would like that. Or I will just continue talking about random nonsense. Knowing I am the only one who laughs about it. Okay, I promise, I will try ot sing her to sleep and not creep her out by my voice. I’m gonna take some lessons just to make sure she will be fine. Just make sure I will look good. We will have the videos forever and I don’t wanna look awful then. Queen songs, huh? I like that idea and it’s most likely to happen. I can’t tell myself. I mean, we kinda know how it is to take care of two little beans but a baby, that’s something bigger. I’m just excited. That’s what I can say. But maybe we’re doing fine though. Pretending to be into your sister and just gazing at you. People won’t notice anyway. At least I hope he won’t. Otherwise he would kick me out of the show. Maybe my birthday surprise for you now. Planning a big prom night to make you feel like 16 again.

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I’m pretty sure it is. And you would win this competition always, just because you have a British accent and mine is fake. Really, have you ever listened to your voice because I could do that for hours. I can try and warm up my voice a little but only to make cute memories to show our kids later what we did for them. Oh, if it will ever be the case though, I’m gonna remind you at these words. Promise. Yeah, that will be definitely the hardest part. Next time, we shoudl audition for the couple roles right away. In that case, we wouldn’t need to play anything for the camera and just live our feelings for each other on stage. Believe me, my dear, I’m gonna sing only to you while dancing with your sister. But maybe I should take you out for a prom too then. Pick you up in a stretch limousine, having the night of our lives. This would be much better than my actual prom nightwas .

We are desperately in love. I swear, people could get love sick of us. Maybe, at some point people ask us to do a reality show about our lives but it would only last for like two episodes before everyone is done with our cheesiness. Let’s say you stole that very moment from me because I actually planned on doing the same thing, my love. But you know, I’m totally fine with it. It was unexpected and I never thought someone would ask me first to marry them. Luckily, it was you out of all because I wouldn’t know who else would be a better fit for me. I can’t wait to go down this road with you too. I know, together we can do great things. Sure, I want to. And I’m okay with watching the original “It” with you. Whatever you feel scared of will be on. Another reason for me to keep you tight in my arms. 

I’m okay with that. We’re both creeps. Just not sure if that’s a good thing if we’re going to raise a child? Just kidding. I know you don’t do that on purpose and i really don’t mind you falling asleep. It makes me realize how perfect my life is when I simply have you in my arms. Really. Please don’t worry at all about it. Maybe another scray one? You know where this led last time.