After Effect

You know when you just feel meh...

And for no reason like life is normal.

Works a bit shit, everyone’s skint so can’t do anything to adventurous or radical.

But there is like a void that needs to be filled and you don’t know how.

Everyone’s just saying “just get laid. It will make you feel better” which yes, it will for a that 20 minutes. But after you’re in the same situation again.

Just flatlining.

Co-existing with everyone else, robotic.

Everyone’s zombies. Walking round with their heads in there devices!

No one communicates.

Like it would just be nice to have a connection with someone.

Like without the “sex” I meant like the “sex” would be nice but at the same time just to sit there and chat utter shit and just watch a film and cuddle.. like just contact. No even in a sexual way.

Like today I hugged a friend I haven’t seen in a while and we aren’t even that close but it was such a good hug.. like I felt so much better for no reason. And that was just a hug. I sound fucking pathetic and a little mad. But it’s so true.

Like tbh I’ve been mentally fucked recently. And I don’t know why. Like yeah there’s stress but everyone is stressing about something. But I just can’t put my finger on it.