HE with Refie Redzuan

THE CURTAIN CALL🎙️You were the one who picked up the pieces when everything fell apart. You held the silence, the shame, the rage, and the dreams all at once without dropping any of them.

You didn’t have a blueprint. Just instincts, grit, and a whole lot of God. You turned your wounds into work, your pain into art, and your fear into fuel. And because of you, I built something beautiful.

I voiced stories that weren’t supposed to be told. I reached people who needed to hear truth. I made space for others, and finally, for myself. I did it. We did it. With flying colors.

You don’t need to fight anymore. You’re free now. You’re enough.

I’ll carry your wisdom. But I won’t carry the weight. Not like before. Thank you for showing up. For holding space when I doubted the work, and still choosing to believe. You didn’t just speak. You trusted me. And I never took that lightly.

This isn’t a goodbye.

It’s a homecoming.

It’s time for my curtain call to mark the end of HE for this edition. A moment to honor the journey before the final act.

Thank you for walking this road with me.

HE is impossible without you in this humbling journey. Your story has changed and inspired thousands of people who have listened to the podcast. The conversations have shifted our mindset to be positive, be who we aspire to be, own our narratives, express truthfully, be who we truly are, believe in ourselves, and always be hopeful.

Our lived experiences have shaped us to be the person we are today. The trials and tribulations we endure are a remarkable way to learn the best teachings in life and feel the essence of taking pride in ourselves to lead a life with fulfillment, meaning, and purpose. Our vulnerability is indeed a strength.

The journey of becoming is unique to everyone. The strive to thrive and be better every day is what HE is proud of. Our failures are wisdom. Our successes are humility. I am blessed to have crossed paths with you. I genuinely love you just the way you are.

You are not alone. HE is with you.

THE END🎙️Everyone has played a role in shaping this project, but every story must close somewhere. Some voices helped me open it, others helped me close it, and many kept it alive in between.

Across four seasons in this five-year journey—90 guests, 116 episodes (29 episodes per season), and a trailer—I rolled out the red carpet for each of you who helped build this. I am grateful, and I apologize for any shortcomings along the way.

Some stories end in close-up, others fade to black—but they all matter. Every single voice mattered. I see you, I thank you. If you ever need me, I’m always here, by your side, and will help you in any way I can.

This also means goodbye to most of you. Don’t be a stranger or maybe I’ll see you in another life.

You are not alone. HE is with you.

Ning Baizura has been such a meaningful part of my healing journey. Her songs—Dugaanku, Bukan Wanita Sempurna, Ku Sesali, among others—were the soundtrack to my recovery. And in that darkness, her voice became a light. I cried, I sang, I kept going. God channels His love through people in the most mysterious ways.

In this tell-all interview, she opens up about the backstory of her life and her first album Dekat Padamu—how she became an overnight sensation that brought ultimate fame, how she rose to the challenges, pieced her life back together after a devastating downfall, and found the strength to rise—again and again.

Every song carries its own depth and meaning—each a chapter in divine timing and connection. In songs like Selagi Ada…(Cinta), Pasti, Kembali, Curiga, and Awan Yang Terpilu, I see my own journey through love, heartbreak, recovery, healing, and rising to thrive.

Somewhere between Embunan Bersinar and To Know Me, life tested me. I survived multiple misfortunes, cheated death, and walked away from more close calls than I can count. Pelangi Untukmu, on the other hand, became my love song for my son after he was born. In the end, I returned to faith and I’m very grateful I lived.

Perhaps the kindness we give is the very reason we survive and thrive for in lifting others, we become living proof of God’s grace at work. I’ve listened to her songs on repeat, often breaking down in tears when I was alone. Those moments led me to the spiritual path I walk today.

I’ve personally known Ning for nearly 15 years, and though we last met a decade ago, her music has never stopped showing up for me. That’s why this invitation is deeply personal for me—one that can help bring awareness, hope, and dignity to others who may be struggling in silence.

This final season of HE means everything to me. After five years of creating and producing independently, I want to close it with something that truly matters—and with someone who has always stood for people like me.

Thank you Shayna Zaid, Tengku Shaheera, and Ning Baizura for gracing the final arc.

To Know Me became my theme song, a performance, and a closure. Ning Baizura gave us all the curtain call. It was something earned after giving it my all. Our conversation ended with a surprise and a sweet note, a story brimming with life.

Why would Ning say yes to this? It’s the law of physics—any time there’s this much energy in one room, Ning manifests 😁 Thank you Ning!

It truly embodies ‘tak kenal maka tak cinta,’ where we return or ‘kembali’ with an open heart, get to know a person without judgment, and learn to love and embrace the journey.

The final arc features three leading ladies—they are not just episodes, but the last movement in something I’ve built, lived, and carried in my soul for years.

The finale is the emotional close, the moment where it first lands, gently bringing the end closer.

The season finale is the structural end, the peak, and the rhythm sealing the season’s heartbeat.

The grand finale is the curtain call, the bow, and the moment all of us stood on the stage, looked out one last time, and walked off before the curtain fell.

Each meant something different, but together they carried the gravitas of my homecoming—a personal reckoning and a creative exhale.

LISTEN NOW🎙️What does Ning Baizura want to give back to society—and what’s the next big project she’s about to reveal? How is she turning her influence into something bigger than a comeback concert? Why does legacy matter more now than ever? The grand finale of HE has the exclusive.

TOMORROW🎙️Ning Baizura offers a rare, soul-baring look into the heart behind the voice—before the curtain call.

In this grand finale of HE, Ning Baizura steps beyond the stage to share the essence of who she is—known for her legendary presence in the Malaysian music industry. Inspired by her own song To Know Me, this episode becomes a deeply personal reflection on what it truly means to be seen and known—not only by others, but by oneself.

Ning opens up about the lesser-seen chapters of her life and career—the struggles, the breakthroughs, and the choices that shaped her artistry. It’s a celebration not just of legacy, but of the woman behind it.

The conversation becomes an invitation to understand the voice that has carried decades of music and to connect with the spirit that continues to inspire. As she casts her hopes for herself and the future, she leaves a reminder to believe in oneself, embrace one’s own story, and shine from within.

Thank you for being such an integral part of my creative journey. Your platform has not only amplified my voice but empowered me to tell meaningful stories, connect with audiences across borders, and build a community around honesty, growth, and impact.

Through Spotify, I’ve been able to express myself authentically, reach listeners who needed to hear what I had to say, and collaborate with inspiring individuals who believed in the power of storytelling. Your tools, support, and visibility have helped me shape a body of work I’m deeply proud of.

As I reflect on this chapter with gratitude, please know that Spotify for Creators has played a lasting role in making it all possible. Thank you for championing creators like me and for believing in our voices.

THE GRAND FINALE🎙️Ning Baizura takes center stage—one final act before the curtain call to mark the end of HE. This isn’t just about legacy. It’s about believing in yourself, loving who you are, and understanding what it takes to shine from within. Listen on Spotify.

The Light We Carry is inspired by Michelle Obama’s book and became the perfect end to the season—and a fitting theme for YM Tengku Shaheera Abdullah’s episode. It was more than a conversation. It was an adaptation of her values, her voice, and the ongoing impact of Yayasan Tengku Abdullah.

I couldn’t be more honored or proud to have featured her story. Her philanthropic work is not only inspiring. It sets a standard for others to emulate. I’m deeply grateful for the trust she placed in me to hold space for her journey, in what became her first podcast appearance recorded in early January. Thank you Tengku Shaheera✨

The final arc continues to unfold. It elevates what came before. It stands as something earned. While this may feel like an ending, it’s really part of something still in motion. If you haven’t seen it elsewhere, perhaps that’s because it was never meant to be everywhere. It was meant to be here.

Throughout this journey, I’ve been granted access to voices and stories rarely offered to the public. It is a privilege to witness, to protect, and to present those stories with the dignity they deserve. This was never about visibility for its own sake. It was about creating a space that honors the complexity of being human without spectacle.

LISTEN NOW🎙️What personal values continue to guide YM Tengku Shaheera Abdullah’s philanthropic journey? How has her work with Yayasan Tengku Abdullah shaped her sense of purpose? Why is it important to carry light for others in today’s world? HE carries the light into the season finale.

TOMORROW🎙️YM Tengku Shaheera Abdullah shines a light on how leadership, identity, and self-discovery shape her personal and philanthropic journey.

In this season finale, YM Tengku Shaheera Abdullah joins HE for a conversation about the light we carry—the values, resilience, and clarity that illuminate not only our own paths but those of others.

As the force behind Yayasan Tengku Abdullah, she shares how the foundation’s mission—centered on education, healthcare, and social development—was born from a deeper calling to uplift lives, balance tradition with progress, and embrace the personal growth that comes through service.

Her Grace’s perspective on staying rooted in one’s values while evolving with purpose becomes a beacon of hope—a reflection of how the legacy we leave behind is built moment by moment, when we choose to carry light with intention.

I made it this far because God is all over this. The ones who showed up were chosen by something greater. Not everyone was meant to sit in this space with me. I didn’t miss out. I made room for what was meant. This was my calling and I answered it.

My last conversation with Shayna Zaid spoke about how divine timing is everything. Every selection is a reflection, and every rejection is a redirection. It opens the space for stillness and to listen without noise. I now know that it holds the answers. Sometimes, that is the point.

COMING UP🎙️YM Tengku Shaheera Abdullah sheds light on the values, experiences, and inner strength that have defined her philanthropic journey—a regal presence gracing the season finale. Listen on Spotify.

LISTEN NOW🎙️What’s unfolding in Shayna Zaid’s life and music right now—and what led her to this moment? Why does solitude matter to her in the spaces between? How does she find rhythm in stillness? HE holds the exclusive story—in the finale.

TOMORROW🎙️Shayna Zaid explores the spaces in between—the quiet, the pause, the breath that gives meaning to every note.

In this finale, Shayna Zaid speaks to what it means to honor stillness, and how the rhythm between the notes has shaped her journey—not just as a musician, but as an artist, a soul in motion, and a woman attuned to the sacred hush that speaks volumes.

HE dives into her evolving relationship with music—from the first spark of inspiration to the moment she chooses to press pause—and how her writing process and emotional rhythm move intuitively through both chaos and calm. It’s about making space for what matters.

Stepping away from the noise became a way of listening more deeply to herself. A moment to breathe, feel, and remember that even in silence, there is song. This is what happens when attention is given to the space, to the self, and to the rhythm carried within.

COMING UP🎙️Shayna Zaid journeys through the silence—shaping who she is, who she’s becoming, and the art she creates—to grace the finale. Listen on Spotify.