Dosia Darko.

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“I hope we last. I hope we do. But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me: I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you. Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too. If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending. Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.

50 questions 1: What would you name your future daughter? 2: Do you miss anyone? 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? 4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? 5: What are you looking forward to in the next week? 6: Did you go out or stay in last night? 7: How late did you stay up last night? 8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? 9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? 10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? 11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? 12: Have you pretended to like someone? 13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? 14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? 15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? 16: Think back five months ago, were you single? 17: Have you ever cried from being so mad? 18: Hold hands with anyone this week? 19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? 20: Who did you last see in person? 21: What is the last thing you said out lot? 22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? 23: Have you ever been to Paris? 24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? 25: Do you use chap stick? 26: Who did you last share a bed with? 27: Are you listening to music right now? 28: What is something you currently want right now? 29: Were your last three kisses from the same person? 30: How is your heart lately? 31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? 32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? 33: What do people call you? 34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? 35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? 36: What are you listening to right now? 37: What is wrong with you right now? 38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? 39: Do you make wishes at 11:11? 40: What is on your wrists right now? 41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected? 42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? 43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? 44: Have you hugged someone within the last week? 45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? 46: What were you doing at midnight last night? 47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? 48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? 49: Have you ever been to New York? 50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

I remember when I was younger and I wanted to be beautiful; now I’m older and I want to be intelligent. I want to burn hearts with brilliance and engulf souls with compassion. I want to be loved for my thoughts and nothing else.

People scare me. They change their minds so quick. One moment it’s “I love you” and “you make me happy” and the next it’s “I’m not sure anymore” and “this isn’t what I want.”

A Spell To Let Go Of The Past