She’s a queen from the big town, baby

I just wanted to hold his hand and make him feel special

I’m doing things for him that I’ve never done for anyone else and I feel like I’m just going to the hurt in the end. Again.

My back,neck, and head hurt from starring at my phone hoping I’ll get a notification from him, like an idiot, when he don’t even think about me 👾

I just wanna make him happy and send him dumb videos of cute animals 😞

Just another reminder that he’ll never see me the way I see him

The way he calms my anxiety by just smiling at me is so dumb.

I think moving was stupid and I just wish I didn’t wake up one day. Preferably before the end of the year. I don’t need to see what another year is like.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt so alone and guilty about opening up to people.

I just want someone I can take cute pictures with and hold hands with 🫤