for k. ❦

"if you're scared to tell people what's going on, it's abuse." and that is so true.

in all honesty, these past few days that sum up into months, i have been so afraid of going outside the house and walking around our neighborhood compound (note that this place is an 'exclusive' place for rich people lmao idek why i am here) because most, not all, of our neighbors are SO narcissistic. they are very arrogant and look down on us so much. i do not understand why they are like that and it's their personal problem and yeah, that one bitch with the coconut hairstyle isn't even all that! she literally tried taking the bar exam three times and failed all attempts LOL! like who are you even to harm out dogs too when you look like a fucking toad yourself? oh and, we have this gay neighbor that poses as a man taking home different girls every single night h comes home , i hope he gets aids because he verbally harassed my mother too while accusing my brother of scratching his ugly orange car with a key... like, how does one accuse a person and know what kind of method used to 'damage' his car. he is framing shit up. fuck them both. they all have a place in hell to rot.

Saddens me how these 2 old ladies on the jeepney with me kept on complaining why our rode isn't going yet and opted to wanting to leave and ride another cab like lol if you're in such a hurry, why not book a peivate ride instead of having to tell people to get off with you. Boomers, i tell u.

there is more to life than work. i just hope that money really grow on trees. because, i do not see myself working but there's a woman in somalia :(

Highkey saddens me to see fast food workers sit in the corner of the restaurant they work in and sleep while everyone around them are working still :( plus, seeing they have a tiny plastic of margarine that they bought 😭 i hope they are paid well.

I will never be the cure

Got gagged today. Because wdym i transacted w a grown man in a business-esque suit over some fish tank accessories lmao 😭

idk what i want anymore lol

Manifesting an entire wardrobe of Uniqlo pieces for me, soon enough 🙏

Fuck this life. Fuck this school. Fuck this country. I fucking hate everything that involves the talk of money. I cannot spend because i dont have it. Periodt. Fuck it. I hope i get dirty qealthy soon enough. NO MORE BROKE DAYS

Man, i feel so sad. Today is my brother's graduation, and seeing everyone else's family having gifts for their graduate is kinda making me sick out of sadness because i wish we were as well off as them. With boquets and gifts and all. Being poor is so sad. I'm gonna be successful one day and it's because of this melancholia.

And for your next birthday, i won't get you anything.