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hi i’ve been away awhile again. i wasn’t here long to begin with for this reboot, and that’s on me. dean has been a muse of mine for about a decade now, he’s always lived in my head in some shape or form even when i wasn’t actively writing him. the last year has brought a lot of change to me, both big and small, and with those changes i think the time has come to finally let dean go. honestly writing this kind of got me teary-eyed, that’s how important dean has been to me as a muse. he’s gotten me through some tough times just by being a hard ass and enabling me to do the same. but all things end, and i think this is where this one ends. i thought with the show ending i could grab onto dean and do what i wanted, but he’s tired and i’m tired and i think collectively we’re ready to hang up this part of our lives. i know not many people started following me here for this reboot, but if you did and we had anything planned i’m absolutely sorry i never got to it. my life has been upside down for a few months and holding onto dean was my last resort at sanity, and now it’s time for him to get his own rest. i’m not super active in spn fandom, but i do still have muses who are loosely based there if you’d like to continue writing with me. and if you are truly interested in writing with me, i have my new private multi set up now so just let me know here, or pop in to messages and let me know and i’ll follow you from there. but if not, thanks for hanging out while you did, for talking to me, sending me memes, liking my posts, and just existing here. you all gave me a slice of sanity when my life needed it and i appreciate you forever. ♥♥

hi i’ve been away awhile again. i wasn’t here long to begin with for this reboot, and that’s on me. dean has been a muse of mine for about a decade now, he’s always lived in my head in some shape or form even when i wasn’t actively writing him. the last year has brought a lot of change to me, both big and small, and with those changes i think the time has come to finally let dean go. honestly writing this kind of got me teary-eyed, that’s how important dean has been to me as a muse. he’s gotten me through some tough times just by being a hard ass and enabling me to do the same. but all things end, and i think this is where this one ends. i thought with the show ending i could grab onto dean and do what i wanted, but he’s tired and i’m tired and i think collectively we’re ready to hang up this part of our lives. i know not many people started following me here for this reboot, but if you did and we had anything planned i’m absolutely sorry i never got to it. my life has been upside down for a few months and holding onto dean was my last resort at sanity, and now it’s time for him to get his own rest. i’m not super active in spn fandom, but i do still have muses who are loosely based there if you’d like to continue writing with me. and if you are truly interested in writing with me, i have my new private multi set up now so just let me know here, or pop in to messages and let me know and i’ll follow you from there. but if not, thanks for hanging out while you did, for talking to me, sending me memes, liking my posts, and just existing here. you all gave me a slice of sanity when my life needed it and i appreciate you forever. ♥♥

hi i’ve been away awhile again. i wasn’t here long to begin with for this reboot, and that’s on me. dean has been a muse of mine for about a decade now, he’s always lived in my head in some shape or form even when i wasn’t actively writing him. the last year has brought a lot of change to me, both big and small, and with those changes i think the time has come to finally let dean go. honestly writing this kind of got me teary-eyed, that’s how important dean has been to me as a muse. he’s gotten me through some tough times just by being a hard ass and enabling me to do the same. but all things end, and i think this is where this one ends. i thought with the show ending i could grab onto dean and do what i wanted, but he’s tired and i’m tired and i think collectively we’re ready to hang up this part of our lives. i know not many people started following me here for this reboot, but if you did and we had anything planned i’m absolutely sorry i never got to it. my life has been upside down for a few months and holding onto dean was my last resort at sanity, and now it’s time for him to get his own rest. i’m not super active in spn fandom, but i do still have muses who are loosely based there if you’d like to continue writing with me. and if you are truly interested in writing with me, i have my new private multi set up now so just let me know here, or pop in to messages and let me know and i’ll follow you from there. but if not, thanks for hanging out while you did, for talking to me, sending me memes, liking my posts, and just existing here. you all gave me a slice of sanity when my life needed it and i appreciate you forever. ♥♥

hi i’ve been away awhile again. i wasn’t here long to begin with for this reboot, and that’s on me. dean has been a muse of mine for about a decade now, he’s always lived in my head in some shape or form even when i wasn’t actively writing him. the last year has brought a lot of change to me, both big and small, and with those changes i think the time has come to finally let dean go. honestly writing this kind of got me teary-eyed, that’s how important dean has been to me as a muse. he’s gotten me through some tough times just by being a hard ass and enabling me to do the same. but all things end, and i think this is where this one ends. i thought with the show ending i could grab onto dean and do what i wanted, but he’s tired and i’m tired and i think collectively we’re ready to hang up this part of our lives. i know not many people started following me here for this reboot, but if you did and we had anything planned i’m absolutely sorry i never got to it. my life has been upside down for a few months and holding onto dean was my last resort at sanity, and now it’s time for him to get his own rest. i’m not super active in spn fandom, but i do still have muses who are loosely based there if you’d like to continue writing with me. and if you are truly interested in writing with me, i have my new private multi set up now so just let me know here, or pop in to messages and let me know and i’ll follow you from there. but if not, thanks for hanging out while you did, for talking to me, sending me memes, liking my posts, and just existing here. you all gave me a slice of sanity when my life needed it and i appreciate you forever. ♥♥

hi i’ve been away awhile again. i wasn’t here long to begin with for this reboot, and that’s on me. dean has been a muse of mine for about a decade now, he’s always lived in my head in some shape or form even when i wasn’t actively writing him. the last year has brought a lot of change to me, both big and small, and with those changes i think the time has come to finally let dean go. honestly writing this kind of got me teary-eyed, that’s how important dean has been to me as a muse. he’s gotten me through some tough times just by being a hard ass and enabling me to do the same. but all things end, and i think this is where this one ends. i thought with the show ending i could grab onto dean and do what i wanted, but he’s tired and i’m tired and i think collectively we’re ready to hang up this part of our lives. i know not many people started following me here for this reboot, but if you did and we had anything planned i’m absolutely sorry i never got to it. my life has been upside down for a few months and holding onto dean was my last resort at sanity, and now it’s time for him to get his own rest. i’m not super active in spn fandom, but i do still have muses who are loosely based there if you’d like to continue writing with me. and if you are truly interested in writing with me, i have my new private multi set up now so just let me know here, or pop in to messages and let me know and i’ll follow you from there. but if not, thanks for hanging out while you did, for talking to me, sending me memes, liking my posts, and just existing here. you all gave me a slice of sanity when my life needed it and i appreciate you forever. ♥♥

hey friendos! i am super depressy again today yay! but i want to do dean bday things, so i’m gonna just accept things and do things until the end of the month in celebration since i probably won’t be here much today it seems. so if that’s cool i’ll be getting to those things as i can. ♥

Happy Birthday Dean! ♥♥