"the moon lives in the lining of your skin"

sometimes it’s hard to tell between a fleeting crush, or an actual interest in someone. guess only time will tell.

wow, so it’s been almost a year since i last posted. reading my previous posts is a nice little walk through the past, and makes me glad that i documented all those feelings. it’s weird how much things change. friendships change, people change, i change. it’s my senior year of college, and it has been such an incredible, life-changing journey. i feel like i’ve been doing things with the sentiment that it’s the last time i’ll do it in my undergraduate life (eg. last night’s football game), but part of me still stays in denial of it. i say & acknowledge it, but that doesn’t mean i necessarily understand it completely. anyways, it’s been a nice quarter, and i’ve done something every weekend that makes me happy and become closer to the individuals around me. so far, it’s looking good, and all i can say that it feels nice. 

i like my coffee black because there's something comforting that can be found in bitterness

Sam, you were such a fun, adventurous individual. Thank you for making my first football game during my freshman year amazing. Remember when everyone did the wave around the Rose Bowl 7x, and we were cheering so loud, and there was so much positive and spirited energy in that stadium? I'm glad to have shared that moment with you, and it still stands as one of my favorite moments at UCLA. I wish you well wherever you are now. You will truly be missed.