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today i offer you me realizing how much i miss taylor while taking pics on snapchat

Hi Taylor! My name's Fiorella, I'm 21 years old and I've been stanning you since 2010. I wanted to tell you that we're always gonna be proud of you. We admire your capacity to be strong to face the struggles in life and that helps us to be stronger each day.

I live in Argentina and we've been waiting for you for a long time, you're such a special person to this country and we can't wait for you to come and meet us and our country someday!

Each new era brings hope not only to us, but to Latin America itself. I hope you read this so I can make you feel the love we all have for you.

I'm not talking about me but about every Latin American swiftie. We all love you so much, I read about it every day at all times.

I hope you get this message and know that, from this part of the world, we're never gonna leave you even though we never get to see you. You'll continue to be special to us and as you taught us, we're never gonna give up because that's what life is about.

Someday we'll meet you and we'll fulfill our biggest dream.

We love you.

Fiore ❤️

@taylorswift @taylornation

dear taylor,

🔆✌Just me steppin into the daylight and letting it go during social distancing and isolation 🔆✌

🔆💖🔆💖🔆💖🔆💖🔆💖🔆💖🔆💖🔆💖🔆💖

(in my backyard of course😆)

the past 5-6 months have probably been the worst months of my life. in mid-September we found out that my dad was in end-stage kidney failure and was in need of a kidney donation. this was (and still is) extremely hard to process and cope with. my dad started in-home dialysis in november and our life has basically took a drastic turn. we are doing everything we can to keep him healthy though. we actually found out in early march that my best friend allison (you brought us together!!!!), her sister is a match!!! and she is planning to donate a kidney to my dad!! you did that!!!! thank you so so so much taylor. so things are starting to look up on that side of things, but I really want your advice on something else.

as if everything with my dad wasn’t enough, I was stuck in a very very bad relationship. I dated this guy last year who was extremely manipulative, narcissistic, and mentally abusive. I tried breaking up with him for months and every time I would try, he threatened to kill himself. I felt so trapped and I didn’t know what to do. So I just stayed in the relationship, because I didn’t know how to escape. I spent months just wishing he would break up with me. Months of fighting and mental abuse and just so many awful things. eventually he crossed one too many lines when I was trying to talk to him about how upset I was about my dad. this was my breaking point, I broke up with him and ran as fast as I could. but this action has lead to so much fear and sadness. and I’m just so confused because I thought this was what I wanted? Shouldn’t I be happy now? I’m free, why am I so upset all the time? Why do I miss him so much? I know that he was bad for me and that I shouldn’t miss him, but I still do. And I just don’t understand. I wake up all the time shaking and crying because he was in my dream or becauseI had a nightmare about him, or just simply at the thought of him. My body knows he’s bad for me, all the signs tell me that he was bad, but why do I still miss him so incredibly much? Every day? I’ve been in so much pain. Life just feels like this constant cycle of pain and grief, I am just so tired of it. I miss when things were better. and simple. I wish I could get over this. I just don’t know how. I know that time is supposed to heal, but it has been months. and I still just feel so extremely broken. What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to get over this? How am I supposed to heal? I need you so much taylor. I love you so so so much. Sending you the biggest hug😔💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 @taylorswift @taylorswift @taylorswift

HI @taylorswift life update,

I self-published my own poetry book.

this book has been something I have been working on over the past three years of my life and it is finally out and I am so excited! (if you want to buy it by chance you can get it here: https://www.amazon.com/Ascendant-Kassandra-Olschanski/dp/1097678946/ref=mp_s_a_1_2?keywords=kassandra+olschanski+ascendant&qid=1558116159&s=gateway&sr=8-2 😉)

But this is something I wanted to tell you about because this is a huge thing for me, I feel so vulnerable having all my words out there and this is one of the scariest things I have ever done! But you inspired me by how vulnerable you are with your music and songwriting so thank you so much for that!!!

Also! I even wrote a poem for you in this book and its in the photo set above

Love you so much thank you for inspiring me everyday!!!