Alex

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I'm falling in reverse

I'm loosing my balance

It's not about love

Cuz I'm not in love anymore

It's about me

It's about me and my soul

It's about me and my state of mind

It's finally about me

It's not about love

Cuz I'm not in love

Not even with me

My back is sore

My skin is yellow

My gut in knor

My eyes are bleeding

My throat got clogged

I cannot breathe

I cannot breathe

you said you love me

Last night I dreamt

we sheard my bed

I used to fall asleep so easily

The night was calm, my head was empty

Being awake was agony, chaos, sorrow

Now I dread going to sleep

I fear I'll dream

You'd love me

Every night I patiently wait for the day to begin

So I can finally go to sleep

I wake up so tired

And go through the day half asleep

Just to go back to the bed

But strickling poisonous

I drank you like milk

You left

And I started dying from you

It hurts all over

But I still crave you

The cure is forgetting

But how can I do that

And lied to

And I feel so stupid

For loving you so

Like a loyal puppy dog I was

Leave me the fuck alone

Ah, that was so harsh I'm sorry

I just feel so angry

And so guilty for feeling so

Please I didn't mean to

I'm just saddened

Or just your new found attraction?

I've always fear I'll be forgotten

When I'm done serving my purpose

Pleasure is poison

Give me a knife

Floating down the river

Getting so far from me

Love is never a waste of time

I don't regret a thing

But now when I look back

It's all a blank

Bitter sweet memories

Burries my body in its dirt

I try to wake

To feel like it's all a dream

But I sleep so much nowadays

Just to wake alone

My skin tingling

Bugs crawl underneath

Musky little creatures

My only companions

On those foggy afternoons

Please come and kiss me softly

Tell me you love me

Even if you haven't for a long time now

And make me your wife

So I could die a young bride

That had loved and died and lived

With one

And only