𝐡𝐞𝐞'𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬.

you honestly couldn’t believe it! the day before Valentine’s Day is when your boyfriend, now ex, decides to rip your heart out and throw it in the shredder. a relationship that you spent putting your all into for three years was flushed down the drain with a simple text message. a part of you should have known that something was wrong, for weeks he had been so distant and withdrawn and constantly swearing that everything was okay. did he meet someone else? did you do something wrong? you laid in your bed for hours with a tub of cookie dough ice cream thinking of the many ways that this day could get any worse. and, of course jinxing yourself seems to be the one thing that is a constant in your life.

you could hear distant knocking on the door of your dorm room, loud pings of text messages coming in over your phone from your friends. they varied from the typical criticism you received when it came to your relationship. ”we told you he was an asshole. why didn’t you break up with him first? you better not be crying over that loser.” and while your friends were right most of the time you just didn’t want to be beat down more than you already were even if it is the truth. you pulled your body out of bed, every step taken felt like it took a million seconds to complete. the loud knocking increased in volume as you neared the door, pulling it open with a heavy sigh.”if you all came over here to make me feel terrible please don’t i already feel like shit.”

your friends gasped, trying their hardest not to crack a smile. they hate that you got your heart broken but they were honestly waiting for this relationship to end months ago. they missed who you were before your ex was the only one that mattered in your life. they missed the weekly sleepovers and days at the spa, deep down you missed all of it too.”of course we didn’t come over here to say i told you so, we came to drag your cute ass down to the bar and don’t even think about saying no. we have a heart break tradition to uphold! we go out, we get tipsy together and then we come back here to sing karaoke!”

it was sort of sad but also funny that out of all of you, your friends had more relationships than you could count on your fingers. you had to admit though the heart break tradition was fun even if you are the one with the shattered heart this time around. they all crowded around you, their arms embracing you and for the first time in a while you felt grounded and safe. that feeling alone was enough to never make you go back to the guy who couldn’t even dump you in person.

you sucked in a deep breath as you soaked in all of the love given to you in that moment. that bound circle quickly broke as your body was pushed back towards your bedroom.”get dressed, put something tight on and nice a pair of heels! we are going to have fun tonight!” you found yourself genuinely smiling as you ran off into your closet. that pain is still simmering in the pit of your stomach. flashbacks of the happy times you and your ex had spent together fueled your drive to not let him ruin this night for you.

you walked out of your closet in a red dress that stopped right above your knees and hugged you tight in the right places. you fastened the straps on your pumps and let down your hair, shaking the disheveled curls loose. you even applied a nice layer of your favorite red chanel lipstick not caring much about how anyone perceived you tonight. this was your first step towards starting anew without a man beside you that didn’t appreciate you anyway.

you confidently walked out of your room, your head raised up high as you slid your purse up onto your shoulder.”okay, let’s do this before i change my mind and crawl back into bed!” you laughed softly as your friends scattered towards the door. this felt right, this felt like everything would be okay even if you had no one to spend that special day with. you ran out of your dorm room, slamming the door shut as you and friends walked down into the town square to the college bar.

of course, it was packed to the brim even on a thursday night no one really had classes on a friday and even if they did no one would pass up a chance at getting a little tipsy and dealing with the consequences of a hangover the next morning. one of your friends tapped her hand against the bar top to get the bartender's attention, a playful smirk on her lips. knowing her you wouldn’t be surprised if she planned on leaving here with a handsome stranger tonight.”can i get a round of tequila shots, salted rim and a lime wedge please?” the bartender gave her a smile of confirmation in return.

your eyes fell upon the crowd, the music bustling through the air, couples enveloped in a shared dance of heated passion. you missed that, you wanted that more than anything. you smiled a bit before turning back towards your friends.”you know you were all right about him. im sorry that it took me so long to realize that he wasn’t worth spending all my time on.” for the first time in years you could actually hear yourself and not the robotic responses you always had prepared whenever it came down to defending him and his actions.

they all just smiled, looking at one another before your shots were placed down on the countertop.”you don’t have to apologize, y/n. we have all been blind and in love before but this is why we always have to preserve our friendships. we are all we have once the love ends.” you each grabbed a shot glass and raised it up high in honor of years of friendships and a big fuck you to every single guy that dared to break your hearts.

you licked the salt off the rim and tossed the shot back, you squeezed the slice of lime into your mouth and instantly regretted it. you weren’t much of a tequila drinker but tonight why not add something new to try to your list? the atmosphere started to feel like it was blurring together, shot after shot you felt your nerves disappear. that liquid courage gave you that boost you needed to start dancing, your hips loosely swaying to the hypotonic rhythm of the beat.

“oh my gosh, how did we not notice that heeseung and the jerk squad were here? you know he’s been staring at you for like ten minutes now.” your friend gently bumped your shoulder with a playful laugh falling from her lips, trying to not make it obvious that you were all looking in their direction. your heart was racing, your mind was spinning, fuck how many shots did you have? and why was the most popular guy in school looking at you? heeseung was the one guy you never had the pleasure of ever speaking to. your ex was the captain of the baseball team and loathed anything that had to do with basketball and especially heeseung.

you honestly chalked it up to the competitiveness of sports, they both ruled over two different worlds but those egos seemed to always get in the way. the instant your eyes met it felt like he found some magical way to take your breath away. your cheeks were heated, probably painted some color of a red that you couldn’t see underneath the dark lights of the bar. you looked away, opting to toss back another shot, your friends already long gone and wrapped up in the middle of the dance floor. you cracked a smile, before the presence of someone else near you made goosebumps rise up on your skin.

“you know this is the first time i haven’t seen you attached to your boyfriend’s hip.” the voice was deep, his words laced with a hint of sarcasm. you slowly turned to face him, your mouth running dry at the sight of heeseung. you’ve always seen him from afar, in pictures, videos and sometimes in passing in the gym whenever you would stop by to bring your boyfriend . . . ex lunch. he was hot in every sense of the word, his muscles showing through his shirt. you felt like your mouth was on the floor, opting to nervously laugh to save yourself from embarrassment.”wow, did i always appear as some pathetic hip magnet? i always thought my friends were just exaggerating. but, we aren’t together anymore so there’s that.”

the instant the words left your mouth it was already too late to take them back. surely, he was just trying to make conversation but it was obvious you piqued his interest the moment you said you were available. you could practically see the wheels in his head turning, a smile gracing his lips as he leaned against the bar top.”is that why you're in the bar tonight? finally single and able to show some skin again? don’t get me wrong, the whole turtleneck and tights combo was great but wow you look incredible in red.”

a part of you wanted to be offended but he was pointing out the obvious. you changed how you dressed because of your ex, thinking that he would appreciate you more if you didn’t show any skin. it took only a single interaction with heeseung to realize how others must have viewed you. you honestly don’t know when the tears started to form but heeseung’s body language instantly changed.”hey, hey don’t cry i'm sorry i wasn’t trying to be a dick or anything. i'm just saying you look really great in a turtleneck and in a dress too.”

you laughed and even though those tears kept falling that raw moment of honesty was something you could appreciate.”it’s not you it’s just that you’ve never spoken to me before and all it took was a few words for you to help me see how fucked my relationship really was. here i am drinking in a bar, something i stopped doing a while ago because it was something he didn’t like. you know that asshole had the nerve of dumping me over text? we spent a month making plans for Valentine’s Day just for him to leave me.” you looked down and sniffled, shaking your head because you probably looked absolutely miserable right about now.”all i wanted was to feel like i was special. i'm sorry i don’t know why i’m telling you any of this.”

if heeseung were being honest he came over here to flirt, knowing that it would piss off your boyfriend, ex if he had found out about it. two captains of different sports teams that just could never get along. to be fair heeseung didn’t care about the aspect of competition they never crossed paths on any court or field but that asshole always had to make it known that the baseball team had the most trophies. he should have been focusing on his relationship but he truly didn’t deserve you in the end. “let me be your cupid. tomorrow i can take you out and we can do something fun and make you feel special. even if that feeling may be short term, you are way too beautiful to be crying, especially over a dick like him.”

was he serious? you found yourself stunned because he didn’t laugh at you, he didn’t get turned off and walk away to leave you wallowing in your pool of tears. he raised his hand up to brush your tears away, an earnest smile spreading across his face.”why would you do that for me? is this some sort of joke or a way for you to get back at him or something?” heeseung laughed at that, it was nice to see. his smile and everything about him was just so perfect and pretty. he shook his head as he pulled out his phone, and opened up his instagram.”i could care less about him and despite what most think about us athletes we aren’t all like him, y/n. let me have the chance to prove that to you.”

your heart felt like it was fluttering, butterflies tickling the inner lining of your stomach.”okay, i believe you. i would really like to spend the day with you, heeseung.” you took his phone into your hand and typed in your username, you finger pressed firmly on the follow button before handing it back to him. you could hear the hushed whispers and giggles from your friends behind you. heeseung took a small step forward, his eyes soaking in your beauty as he pressed a kiss onto your forehead.”ill message you, get home safe okay?” you gave him a soft nod as he walked away to engross himself in a conversation with his teammates.

the instant he walked away it was like you could finally breathe again. did that actually just happen? did heeseung just ask you out? okay, sure it’s just for the day but you were honestly happy that you didn’t have to spend it in bed alone. your friends rushed forward to surround you, one paying off the tab before they all started to ramble at once.”okay, what the fuck! heeseung was talking to you! what happened? what did he say? spill it tell us everything!” you took the chance to spare one more glance at him and once again he was staring right back at you. he shot a playful wink in your direction as your friends pulled you out the doors of the bar.

the cool night air hit your skin and wow, getting dumped honestly didn’t seem to hurt that much anymore.”he came over to compliment my dress and i made a fool of myself. i cried and told him about what happened. i thought he was going to laugh in my face and walk away. but, he fucking asked me out! he wants to spend the day with me tomorrow!” you squealed as the reality of it all started to set in. all of you couldn’t stop laughing and smiling, you had the intention of getting wasted and falling asleep at the end of the night. but this turn of events was much better than want you had planned.

“okay, forget karaoke, you need to go get some rest for your date tomorrow! and then you have to tell us everything we want descriptive details! gosh, i can’t believe you caught the eye of two captains!” your friend laughed and squeezed your shoulder in an act of comfort. you all exchanged goodbyes as you reached your dorm. the time melted together because you don't even remember when you got upstairs but damn that was the best night of sleep you had gotten in awhile.

you awoke the next morning feeling lighter than you had the night before. you didn’t feel like you had to worry, or stay in bed and cry over someone you should have let go months ago. you were always so in love with the idea of love that you were willing to sacrifice who you were at heart to keep someone who only appreciated you in private. a soft sigh passed your lips as you smiled, leaning over to grab your phone, your eyes lighting up at the notification from heeseung.

@theheeseung_official: hey, good morning! wear something pink for me, yea? i have a surprise for you. ill be waiting at the fountain near the square.

@sosunkissed: something pink? gotcha. also, thank you again heeseung, you really didn’t have to do this for me.

@theheeseung_official: don’t thank me, i wanted to. 🩷

you checked the time and smiled as you pushed back the covers and crawled out of the bed. it was nine am, which gave you plenty of time to tear through your closet to find someone cute to wear for your date. the weather was a little crisp today, not too cold to wear a coat but cool enough to get away with wearing a cute sweater. you picked through every item that you deemed cute enough for a date. it looked like a tornado ripped through your room with the different articles of clothing scattered across the floor by the time you were done.

you did a twirl in the mirror, as you finally picked the perfect outfit. you settled on a light pink fuzzy sweater, with a pink and white pleated skirt with white and pink trimmed thigh high socks with a pair of light pink uggs to match. your eyes darted over to the wall, the clock striking 10:30 am. did it really take you an hour and half to find an outfit? you laughed softly to yourself as you stripped out of your outfit and laid it out neatly on your bed.

you ran into the bathroom to shower, singing along to your “soft mellow vibes” playlist. you scrubbed your body clean with a sweet vanilla scented body wash. minutes passed as you rinsed off and stepped out onto the shower mat. the overhead fan clearing out the steam as you dried off and rushed to do your hair. you settled on a cute ponytail, leaving out a few strands of hair to cascade along the sides of your face. you pulled out your makeup brushes, rubbing moisturizer on your skin before you dolled yourself up with a soft glam look. you finished with a nude lipstick with hints of pink in the base, a genuine smile spreading across your lips at how satisfied you were with the result.”perfect, you look great, you got this!”

it was damn near 11:30 am by the time you exited the bathroom, you rushed around your room putting on lotion as you prepared your purse for the day. you honestly weren’t expecting to have sex tonight but that didn’t stop you from putting on a matching black panty and bra set. you slipped on your skirt, sweater, socks and boots before finishing your look off with spurts of a flowery perfume. you sucked in a deep breath as you grabbed your purse and gave yourself one last pep talk before leaving your dorm.”this day will be great, let yourself have fun.”

by the time you made it down to the town square it was already filled with couples in matching outfits and taking pictures together. you stopped alongside the fountain, waiting patiently for heeseung to arrive. you were only a few minutes early but that didn’t stop you from being anxious about being the only person alone here. thankfully you didn’t have to wait for long, heeseung finally came to view and wow he looked even more handsome in the daylight.

he approached you with a bouquet of pink tulips a warm smile gracing his lips as he looked you over from head to toe.”wow, y/n you look beautiful, you always look great but you know i always had to keep that to myself.” he laughed softly as he handed you the bouquet of flowers, it didn’t take you long to bring them up to your nose, inhaling the fresh scent. “thank you, and you look handsome as always. i see why you told me to wear pink, you wanted to match with me, huh?” you giggled softly as you playfully nudged him in his side with her elbow.

you could spot the light pink hue rise up over his cheeks at your compliment, if only he knew how he was making you feel on the inside. you were internally freaking out but somehow you were managing to keep it all together in front of him.”i thought it would be something you’d like besides i bought this sweater awhile ago and haven’t had the chance to wear it yet.” he smirked as he interlocks his fingers with your own, sparing you a glance before leading you through the square.”ready to have some fun?”

you practically beamed, giving his hand a firm squeeze and nod as he whisked you away. there were so many people around the two of you but in your mind this world was only occupied by you and him. the two of you walked hand in hand, playing the usual game of “getting to know” one another. from favorite snacks, to colors, favorite tv shows and even the games you both liked to play. conversations like this didn’t occur often with your ex, they used to but after awhile it seemed like he never cared about what you liked and enjoyed.

heeseung brought you to the first stop on his “special day” list, a beautiful art gallery that you always wanted to go to but never had the chance to. “when i went home last night i was looking up places that had anything special dedicated to the day of love and saw that some local artists in the area were going to have some art up on display. i thought you might like it.” and there was that smile again, so pretty, so wide and captivating, you absolutely loved it. you almost felt like crying because wow he took the time to plan something out even if it was last minute. “it’s perfect, heeseung. thank you.”

your grip on his hand tightened as you walked through the gallery, admiring the unique pieces that lined the walls. the various shades of pink, red and white looked so vibrant and painted a perfect perspective of love. you pointed out your favorites, the smile that was temporarily obscured was now shining bright. your eyes remained on the artwork but heeseung couldn’t take his eyes off of you. ever since the first time he saw you on campus he was captivated not just by your beauty but also by how smart and dedicated you were. of course, he kept his distance you had a partner and while he used to be one of those guys that wrecked relationships that wasn’t the person he wanted to be anymore.

he watched and admired you from afar even when you thought he wasn’t looking. every class you shared together he listened to you speak and wished that he could talk to you someday. but, now that his “competition” wasn’t in the way he wasn’t going to let this opportunity go to waste. even if it were for just a day, he would cherish every minute spent with you. by, the time the two of you reached the last painting he could see how happy you were. he took a mental picture of that smile, storing it in the back of his mind for later. your sweet voice pulling him back to reality.”this was so much better than laying in bed all day. everything is so beautiful and different.”

you looked up at him and smiled, his gaze meeting your own.”good, im glad you liked it but now we have a few other places to see before the day is over.” your eyes lit up at that, your feet naturally following as the two of you walked out of the gallery. the best part of living in a town near campus was that anything you wanted to see or visit was always within walking distance. the two of you visited the aquarium next, you could tell how excited he was to tell you random facts about sharks and beluga whales. you both shared laughs and smiles, pointing out the animals you had loved the most and the ones you were the most curious about.

the time ticked on but it still felt like everything was going in slow motion, you wanted to savor every second and minute the slight worries of this day not going well leaving your mind. you spent three years attached to someone who never wanted to humor you with topics about animals and nature. heeseung genuinely seemed excited to unload every single thing he loved and you admired how easy it was for him to open up and communicate with you. it honestly highlighted your own bias about him, you assumed that all popular athletes were the same. that they only cared about sports, getting laid and cheating on exams.

“you know i was wrong about you, heeseung. i always thought that most athletes were all the same. you know the type that were douchebags who cared about the status quo and only wanted to fuck around and harass people to do their work for them.” you were being real and honest and definitely didn’t didn’t expect him to laugh about it. he shook his head and smiled as he looked down at your hands interlocked together.

he brought them up to his lips and pressed a kiss onto your hand.”thank you for giving me the benefit of the doubt, believe it or not though i used to be that way freshman and sophomore year but after awhile i felt like it was just time to grow up. at some point it was fun feeling like i was on top of the world but it got old quick i didn’t care about any of it anymore. i love basketball, i love my friends and partying sometimes but that’s about it.” you kept up with every word as he spoke, his raw honesty opening your eyes to how easy it is to speak to someone that realized the error of their ways.

the last place he took you was the park, the sun finally started to set over the water on the lake. the two of you found a bench to sit on, his hands boldly gripping your hips to pull you down onto his lap.”don’t get your skirt dirty, besides my lap is the best seat ever i promise.” you laughed softly as you made yourself comfortable on his lap. you sat there in silence for a moment, the rapid sounds of your hearts beating in unison filled your ears. you turned to look at him.”this day has been the best day that ive ever had and i can’t even begin to tell you how much i appreciate you, heeseung.”

you could tell that he was trying to form the words to reject your thank you, everything he did today came from the heart, it came from a place of want because all he’s ever wanted was to be seen by you. he wrapped his arms tightly around your frame, pulling you close as he leaned forward. he looked down at your lips before he asked the question he had been dying to ask all day.”can i kiss you, y/n?” you smiled at the question because you were dying for him to ask it all day. you brought your hand up to cup his cheek, closing the distance as you confidently captured his lips in a passionate kiss.

it felt like the stars had aligned to place the two of you together in that moment, his lips were soft, and the sweet taste of your lipstick on his own made your insides warm. his hands carefully held you against his chest, not wanting to be too forward or make you uncomfortable. you honestly didn’t want this night to end and it made you happy to know that he didn’t feel the same. he was reluctant to break the kiss, but couldn’t stop smiling as he pulled away.”would you be mad if i said i didn’t want this night to end just yet?”

you looked down for a moment and smiled as you tried to pull yourself together, shaking your head as you leaned forward to press a kiss onto his cheek.”i don’t want this night to end either.” that’s all he needed to hear before he scooped you up into his arms, you both laughing as you held onto your flowers. he held you tight in his arms as he carried you all the way back to his apartment off campus. he placed you down on your feet as he pulled out the key and unlocked the door.”after you, beautiful.” he chuckled as he pushed the door open. you playfully curtsied before you walked through the door, removing your boots and placing them off to the side.

the lights flickered on and for some reason that familiar bias about men and cleanliness flooded your mind, this place was absolutely spotless. you giggled softly as you walked in and looked around, everything was so neat and the decor? it actually matched.” if you are impressed the lady down at the furniture store picked everything out for me.” he laughed as he walked into the living room, turning on the tv before he strolled into the kitchen.

“kudos to her because she has impeccable taste.” you beamed as you walked over to the sofa and plopped down onto the cushions. he walked back over and joined you, passing a bottle of water in your direction. it didn’t hit you until now that you both were finally alone together. he turned on the tv and put on a random movie, you could say he was just as anxious as you were or more likely probably holding back. the lights were dimmed and of course a heated scene of intimacy had to play on the screen.

you rubbed your hands along your thighs, nervously tugging on the fabric of your skirt. was it weird that you were expecting him to make a move on you? maybe he’s trying to respect your space but for the first time in a long time you had this burning desire to have sex. you can do this, if he rejects you can just run out of here embarrassed that you read the signs wrong.

the couple on the screen was doing exactly what you wished the two of you were doing. every kiss seemed to be so deep and passionate, driven by lust and desire, that’s exactly what you wanted. you sucked in a deep breath before you boldly crawled over to straddle his lap. his eyes widened not because he minded the action but because he just wasn’t sure what you wanted, at least not until now. “heeseung, i want you more than ive ever wanted anyone before and you can totally say no and i would understand.”

he just looked at you with a smile on his face, his hands moved down to your hips to pull you forward.”are you kidding? ive been hard since we walked through the door i just didn’t want to do anything that you didn’t want to do, y/n.” he leaned forward to press a kiss onto your lips, it was hungry, deep, passionate just like how you wanted it. your hips rolled into him, pulling a muffled groan from his lips. it made your mind fuzzy feeling how hard he was in his jeans. you tugged at his shirt, it didn’t take any more words to the guide the next series of events.

fabric by fabric, piece by piece articles of clothing were flying across the living room. he sat there bare chested in a pair of boxers and you hot and wet in your panties and bra. he moved his hands down to cup the back of your thighs, he got up onto his feet as he carried you down the hall to his bedroom. every step of the way your lips were locked, stuck like magnets. your hands couldn’t stop exploring his chest, every perfectly cut muscle felt like sweet hot lava under your touch.

he gently laid you down on his bed, reluctantly breaking the kiss. he reached over to open the drawer to his bedside table, pulling out a condom before he made himself comfortable in between your legs. he wanted you to feel every inch of his cock pressing firm against your panties. your teeth dug into your bottom lip lightly as you squirm underneath him, embarrassed at how wet you were for him.”please, i want this, i want you.”

he gave you soft knowing smile, his hands moving to slid underneath your back, unclip your bra. he gently pulled it down your arms and tossed it onto the floor as you impatiently pushed your panties down and off your legs. he wanted nothing more than take his time but cock ached to be inside of you. you watched him as he removed his boxers, and fuck, was he huge, thick, veiny and curved you could practically feel the stretch and burn already and you yearned for it.

he tore open the condom, his eyes never leaving your own as he stroked himself slowly before placing the rubber across the top of the head. he hissed as he rolled it down his shaft until it fit snuggly at the base. he dropped forward onto one of his forearms, as he guided the head towards your entrance. shaky breaths being shared between the two of you as he slowly rolled his hips forward. his head dropping down onto your chest as you both moaned. your hands cradling him against your breasts, fingers needing something to dig into.

your breath hitched as inch by inch his cock sunk inside of you, carving a comfortable home for itself. you could feel the way he twitched, his own soft whimpers and whines making your walls squeeze him tight. words were no longer shared from that moment on. the two of you communicating with your bodies with what the two of you had wanted. he raised his head up as his hips advanced forward in a long, languid motion, his bottom lip quivering as he tried to keep himself grounded.

the shared symphony of moans was something you wish you could have recorded and put on replay. you relished every second that passed by as he fucked you hard and deep but kept that sweet gentle pace. every roll of his hips made everything so euphoric, your moans growing louder in volume you could care less about anyone that could possibly hear you. he littered your breasts with kisses and gentle bites, leaving a lasting presence of marks on your skin.

your bodies moved as one, using each other to fill up that bar that would eventually grace you two with a sweet orgasm. your hands dragged down his back, nails scratching along his skin. he groaned and hissed, pulling back slightly just to watch how your pussy sucked him in. you wrapped around him like a custom glove, you gave him that feeling of pleasure that he never thought he could feel before. you both were trying your hardest to make this last but you were so close to seeing that sweet haven of bliss.

“harder, heeseung, please. . .” those words were exactly what he wanted to hear at that moment, he pulled your legs up to gently press them into your chest. he moved up onto his knees, keeping himself buried deep as he fucked you harder. sweat sliding down the creases of his chest, skin slapping together echoed within the room. he moved his hand down to play with your clit, watching you wither and moan was driving him crazy. the tighter your walls had gotten, his resolve slowly started to disintegrate.

his fingers pinched and rubbed at your clit, your back arching slightly off the bed his hips snapping forward, hitting your sweet spot, over and over again. you moans turned into low screams, your vision blurred, flashes of white glossing over. you gasped as your walls sucked him in deep, before you finally came.”h-heeseung. . . “ you said his name over and over again until he came.

heeseung groaned as his cock throbbed, he leaned down and claimed your lips in a kiss as his cum flooded the condom. he pressed in deep, keeping himself sheathed to the hilt as you both rode out your highs. you spent the rest of the night just like this, going round after round until you happily fell asleep in his arms. a part of you wishing that in the morning you could start the day with him all over again.

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have you ever loved the feeling of being fucked so good you’d throw away your morals just to get the campus douche bag to fuck you until you are a babbling mess? you’d skip class for it, curse out your parents over it, if you were even more insane you’d probably fight every girl that crossed his path for it. that’s how sunghoon made you feel anytime he had slipped inside of you.

he had your face pressed against a shelf at the back of the library while his hand wrapped firmly around your mouth shushing you anytime you whimpered and moan. he kept his thrusts rough and deep, his eyes rolling as he tried so hard not to slam into you over and over again. you loved the way he could read your body just by the way your walls spasmed and clenched.

his cock felt so heavy inside of you, each slow roll of his hips had your eyes rolling and your nails clawing at the wood of the library shelves. you loved this, you loved pushing boundaries together, you loved the thought of possibly being caught even more. his lips pressed against the shell of your ear, as his thrusts got sloppy low whispers filling your eardrums.”do you want my cum, slut?”

a dark smirk masking his lips as his hand slipped down off of your mouth long enough for you to speak, you loved every single dirty name he called you it only made your pussy want to milk him more.”y-yes, give it to me.” he pressed a quick rough kiss onto your lips before he dug his nails into your hips, he could care less about anyone that heard at this point. a groan fell from his lips as he roughly snapped his hips forward once, twice before he came deep inside of you.

it didn’t take much longer for you to follow a shaky moan filling the quiet library air as you both breathed so deeply in unison. you quickly pulled up your panties the instant he had pulled out, happy about getting to walk around with his cum inside of you all day.”ill see you at your party, later?” he gave you a cheeky grin and a nod as he fixed himself, leaning over to press a kiss onto your cheek before you both went your separate ways. you could only laugh and ignore the glaring from the librarian as you passed her desk.

the one thing you seemed to love the most about your dynamic with sunghoon was nothing ever had to be serious. no arguments, no attachments that would get the two of you hurt. just sex without the extra boundaries and worries about one possibly cheating on the other. by the time the night came around you were looking forward to just drinking and dancing the night away. you opted for an oversized tee shirt, torn fishnets and a pair of converses.

there was never any need to put on makeup or get dolled up in this sense, you had the attention of the only guy that mattered the only one who knew your body inside and out. you smiled as you walked through the threshold of the frat house, you could hear the music blasting for blocks, the loud shouting of a bunch of meatheads talking about who can play basketball better than the next guy.

you found yourself making an instant b line for the keg, red solo cup in hand, your nails tapping against the plastic as you filled the cup up to the brim. it didn’t take long for you to toss it back, drinking down the strong barely flavor as it burned your throat but in the best way. you could feel the heat of that first drink settling in, a smile of satisfaction on your lips as you refilled your cup and moved out onto the dance floor. you didn’t know where sunghoon was but in this moment you didn’t care enough to look for him.

you danced to the beat of your own rhythm, the sonic beats consuming you whole. your hips swaying, your head booping, you brought that cup up to your lips and instantly drank it down. it felt good to do whatever you wanted, to be whoever you wanted to be. you could feel the empty space behind you was replaced with a body, someone’s strong chest pressed into your back. the strong hands of the mystery guy guiding your waist to follow him in a heated dance.

every thought in your mind told you it was sunghoon, you weren’t drunk but you were buzzed and you felt so good being up on those clouds that you lost yourself in the music. your hips rolled back, small hands moving to rest on their own as you followed their every move and beat.”when did you get so good at dancing, hoon?” the silly question was more of a way to merely tease him, you expected the same childish clapback of how much of a better dancer he was compared to you. but that voice, it was different, it was deep, it was sexy, and their lips were pressed right up against the side of your ear.”im not sunghoon, but i do dance better than him, don’t i?”

that piece of information was enough to make you laugh, you slowly turned to face them. a goofy smirk on their lips as you named that mystery guy as heeseung one of his many horny fraternity brothers. you came here for sunghoon but you couldn’t deny how good heeseung had looked. he wore these black ripped jeans, and a crisp white tee, tight enough that you could see every perfectly etched outline of his abs.”now you know i have to plead the fifth on that question.” you both laughed, his eyes burning into yours, where the fuck was sunghoon? if he didn’t show up you wouldn’t mind having someone else fill your holes for the night.

you could practically feel the lust radiating off of him, the way his hands moved along your waist as he pulled you close. the two of you stayed glued front to front as you danced, your hands running along his arms. every glance stolen it felt like that gap got smaller and smaller, his lips hovering over your own. something in the back of your mind told you this was a bad idea. but, the little devil on your shoulder told you this was a perfect idea.

you didn’t move an inch as his lips latched onto your own, your arms coiling around his neck as his tongue prodded at your lips begging for an entrance. you sighed as they parted, his tongue slipping in to wrap you in his dirty web of seduction. you couldn’t help the way your walls clenched around nothing, missing the feeling of being stretched wide and open. you pressed your body so close against his own, you could feel how hard his cock was in his jeans. it had your mind spiraling, was it big? was he thick enough to hit and reach every nerve of pleasure?

your questions would never be answered unfortunately, as quick as that kiss came it left even quicker due to the disrupted shouting from none other than sunghoon.”what the fuck are you doing?” heeseung was the first to step away, his shoulders shrugging as he laughed. you were honestly confused because one who the fuck was he raising his voice at and two why was he so fucking mad?”I was on my way to getting laid, what’s your deal?” you cocked your head to the side, purposefully testing how far he wanted to take this little show.

all eyes were on the two of you, you could see the way sunghoon’s upper lip twitched as he leaned forward to grab your wrist. he pushed heeseung out of the way, of course he was mad at you and not the one that came onto you first. you slapped at his hand as he tugged you through the crowd and up the stairs. in all honesty you couldn’t believe how wet this was making you. part of you wanted to be a brat and make a scene, drag this whole situation out but your feet just obediently followed.

the door to his room swung open and the last thing you could see were the flashing lights and bodies running down the stairs before the door made a loud bang as it was slammed shut and locked. you nervously chewed on your bottom lip, fuck the tension in the room was thick. the way he looked at you like he wanted to ruin you, make you cum and cry until you passed out, it was the way you liked it the best.”you just can’t help but be a little whore, huh? so desperate to get fucked all the time you just had to go after one of my friends?”

the words should sting but they only fueled your desire for him even more. every step he took forward, you took one backward until the backs of your legs came in contact with his bed. his tall frame hovered over you, his angry brows making him looking sexier than he had ever had looked before.”last i checked, i can kiss and fuck whoever i want, whenever i want, you don’t own me, sunghoon.” you spat out every word like venom, wanting each word to stick to his brain like post it notes smothered with super glue.

your admission only making him chuckle, he dropped his head down low to press a kiss onto jaw. his hands moving down the front of your frame to roughly rip the oversized shirt you were wearing right down the middle.”im going to show you exactly who owns you, my pretty slut.” you should have said something the instant the tattered fabric of your shirt hit the floor but the way he spoke, you didn’t have it in you to talk back. you were always so horny and needy for him, he knew you better than you knew yourself at times.

he pushed you down onto his bed, your mouth running dry as you watched him undress. your thighs squeezing together as his clothes formed in a pile on the floor, his cock hard at attention, you could have sworn you seen it twitch.”look at you it’s almost pathetic at how much you need to have me inside of me, you like my cock that much?” of course you did, but you weren’t going to make his ego swell by giving him an audible confirmation. his hands moved up your calves, prying your legs open once he got to your knees.”no answer? it’s okay, ill get one by the time im done.”

the way he spoke to you had you ready to cum on the spot, he dragged your body down the bed, pulling your legs up slightly so they can rest over his hips. you huffed at how slow he was going, surely he was doing it on purpose. he spit into the palm of his hand, his eyes on you as he pumped his cock so agonizingly slow. you let the smallest of a whine escape your lips, earning a instant slap to the inside of your thigh. he was enjoying this, watching you slowly melt into nothing more than a hole made for him to fill.

he roughly pulled your panties to the side, his cock slapping against your glistening folds. the head slipping in just enough to press against your clit, his breathing was heavy, he had to stay focused but he knew how good your pussy was and how quick it made him cum every single time. you felt like screaming at him, demanding him to get on with it already but even his resolve for patience was short.

his hair fell down to cascade along his face as he guided the head to your entrance, not wasting any time in making sure you adjust. every inch of his thick cock pressed in deep, the sweet pleasure of being sucked in had him hooked and ruining you for everyone else was one task he was dedicated to finishing. he wanted to watch as he picked you apart, not wanting to miss a thing as he picked up a rough and brutal pace.

you couldn’t help the way you screamed and moaned, he would usually prep you to take his massive size but no this was a punishment and the burn of the stretch felt so fucking good. your nails dragged along the bed as he fucked you like he had a point to make, as if he knew that he occupied every single dirty thought in your mind. you both moaned in unison, his hands raising to slap and pinch at your nipples and breasts. teeth biting into every inch of exposed flesh, leaving marks of ownership behind.

the way his cock moved within you sent you on a trip to find the never ending train of pleasure. every brutal thrust sent your body jostling along the mattress, every pinch and slap to your breasts made you squeeze him tighter. it all stung, the ache of the bruises that would form tomorrow already making its way to the forefront of your mind. you wanted to wear every mark proudly, knowing that he was the one to wreck you the best.

“fuck, your pussy is so good, do you see why i was mad now? i can't let anyone else have this, to have you, this pussy is mine.” you knew he was talking, you heard him but every snap of his hips left you speechless unable to form any real words or sentences. he was fucking you dumb and you had no complaints other than not being to speak tomorrow from screaming your brains out. every drag of his cock was punishing, he stuffed you so good how could you ever want or need anyone else?

you don’t know when his fingers made their way to your clit but the way his thumb brushed over those sensitive bundle of nerves it was like something exploded in your body. you moaned, you screamed, you cried, the feeling of cumming on his cock was so overwhelming it left you shaking. your watery eyes closing as you soaked in how good he sounded whenever he was close to cumming. his eyes rolling down to watch as you coated him in your sweet nectar. he pulled out just in time to pump himself over your chest, his head leaning back as spurt after spurt coated your stomach, and breasts.

you couldn’t do anything else but just lay there, trying to find your way back down to this existing plane. you were hot, sweaty and covered in marks and cum what’s a greater gift than that?”i hate you, i hate how good you make me feel.” you smiled softly up at him as he wiped you clean, your walls and legs ached and they probably would for days but that was something you didn’t mind. the bed shifted as he made himself comfortable, you allowed him to pull you close as he laid down beside you.

this was honestly different you’ve never stayed long enough to enter the “cuddling” stage it was always the same routine of the two of you fucking and parting ways. you hummed softly as he pressed kisses along your shoulder blade, his hand gently rubbing along your stomach.”i hate you too, brat.” the two of you laid like this for awhile before falling asleep, it was a devious thought but maybe you should make out with his friends more often.

♡ please be sure to like, reblog and comment if you enjoyed this, it would be greatly appreciated, thank you. — honey.

starting your mornings off with a nice soak in the bathtub had become a continuous routine, they started off with pure relaxation, taking in the soothing smell of lemongrass. but today was different, you couldn’t focus, you couldn’t possibly relax when jake insisted on getting a quickie in before he had to leave for work. your moans were muffled as you buried your face into the crook of his neck.

your hips rocking as the water flowed and splashed around the two of you. his cock taking an instant dive into your cervix every time your hips dropped to meet his own. he stared at you in awe, his hands gripping your waist as he leaned forward and captured your lips in a slow, passionate kiss. his forehead pressing firm against your own as he whispered.”fuck, i love you so much.”

and just like that he ruined the moment because for the past three months hiding this secret of how you felt about jake to your boyfriend jay started to eat you alive. your stomach churned, hips stalling as you gave him a gentle shake of the head.”w-why did you have to say it, we spoke about this. you have to stop saying it, i'm already lying to him i don't think i can stomach this feeling anymore.”

you wanted to wait for the right time to tell him, one month turned into two months turned into three. you played so many scenarios in your head on how he would react but you weren’t counting on him walking through the bathroom door with a look of hurt and pain on his face. you and jake stared at each other, your body quickly moving to climb out of the tub. your hands reach to quickly wrap your towel around your frame.

jay didn’t say anything for a moment. you thought he was going to explode, his brows were angry but his heart hurt more than you could possibly know.”i knew it, i knew something was going on between you more than just the sex and now, now i know. you broke the one fucking rule that i had if this was going to work. how could you do this to me? both of you, smiling and lying to my face every single time i walk into the room.”

every word practically floated into you, sticking to your heart like heavy magnets. jake couldn’t even look at him, his head hung low as he sat on the edge of the tub. he brought his hands up to run along his face.”im sorry, but i do love her, i do and before you get mad at her i made her promise to not say anything until we could find a way to tell you.”

your eyes watered as you take a step closer to him, your hand raising to gentle press against his arm.”j-jay, im sorry i wanted to tell you i just didn’t know how to say it. i didn’t want to hurt you, i swear you have to believe me.” jay shook his head, pulling his arm away as he backed out of the bathroom.”you want me to believe you when you’ve been lying to me? both of you can go fuck yourselves.”

his words hurt, they stung even because for as long as the two of you have been dating he’s never spoken to you like that before. you deserved it though, he was right you lied, the both of you did. a little part of you took joy in keeping this big secret, but another part of you felt disgusted that you hurt the one guy that you’ve shared almost everything with.

jake slowly stood up, towel wrapped around his waist as he slowly wrapped his arms around your frame. he hugged you tight as you silently cried, his fingers brushing along your spine to give you just a bit of comfort. ”he hates me.” he wanted to speak, he wanted to find the words to make you feel better somehow but how could he?

for the first time in three months he was finally able to voice his feelings for you out loud. he wanted to keep you here to hold you for a bit longer but he could see the look on your face that you didn’t want to be bothered. he sighed, leaving you with a kiss to the forehead before the two do you went separate ways. one door clicked and closed and so did the other.

you sort of wished, hoped that jay would be in the room waiting for you to talk. but, the drawers were a mess, an empty space where his suitcase used to live in the corner of the room, he was gone. you felt your stomach drop, tears swelling in your eyes as you saw the white paper taped to the mirror.

my love, my gem,

i can’t really face either of you right now, i know part of this is my fault for even allowing any of this to go on for so long. the rule was bound to be broken eventually, sometimes sex just can’t ever be sex. i think the three of us living together made everything worse. i love you, don’t think that i don’t. i think it’s just best for me to leave for a few days because id hate to say something to either of you that id regret.

with a heavy heart, jay.

reading each word over and over again made you feel a million times worse, you all shared equal blame but you and jake were wrong for keeping this from him for so long. crying over and over was inevitable at this point, your knees hitting the floor as you curled in to yourself. would he come back? would it all be over when and if he returns? you couldn’t think, you could barely focus because a piece of your heart was gone with the uncertainty of ever getting it back.

𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝟏: JAKE’S POV.

he had sent jay at least a hundred text messages, even called a half of dozen times. the two of you have fought and argued before but he could understand that this time was different. each message was left on read, every call ignored and he deserved that. he possibly ruined his relationship, one that he shouldn’t have ever asked to be a part of. he never expected to fall in love, he never expected to want more but there was something so addictive about you, he couldn’t let you go.

for hours he kept to himself even though he wanted to have you in his arms. he wanted to give you kisses and tell you how much you had meant to him, but those thoughts, they were selfish. he knocked once, twice, three times until he had finally gotten an answer one he didn’t want to hear but again he understood.”go away, jake, just leave me alone, please.” and so he did he left you alone, he went back to his room, locking himself inside as he thought about what he had done.

𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝟐: JAY’S POV.

jay sat with his head laid against the headboard of the hotel room he purchased out of anger and frustration. his eyes focused on his phone as he read every text from the two of you. he couldn’t believe what he had heard, but a part of him should have known. it made his throat tight thinking about the many times he caught jake looking at you, staring at you with eyes of love, something that only used to be reserved for him and him alone.

it started off as anger, but being away from the two of you he realized it was just internalized jealousy. the more he had watched the two of you together he often thought about how much better off you would probably be without him in the picture. the way you smiled, the way you laughed, the way you would joke around with jake it hurt because were you ever that playful with him? he knows he is just overthinking of course you love him, he just made a mistake thinking that he could be okay with this.

he wanted to be, he didn’t want whatever this all was to be over. he wanted you to be happy, he wanted to be okay with it all. he just wanted to be reassured that he was loved, and that he was wanted. maybe it’s his fault for not communicating what he wanted and how he felt, maybe this all could have been avoided if he did.

𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝟑: Y/N’S POV.

you stayed in your room for what felt like forever even though it was only three days. three days since you last seen your love’s face. three days since you’ve been in his arms. three days since you’ve told him that you loved him more than anything in this world. it made you physically sick to do anything but you felt worse ignoring jake and possibly making him feel like this was all his fault. he would try to talk to you but he settled on placing notes on the boxes of food he would leave outside of your door.

each one was sweet, heartfelt and thoughtful. he didn't say those three words but you knew how he felt because he was still here. you cracked a smile for the first time in three days, you thought about the way he made you feel but it wasn’t the same with how jay lit up your world. you yearned for him, you craved him, you cried for him. you wanted him to come home so you can beg on your knees for him not to leave you. this deep longing for jay; it messed with your mind, and body. you loved him, you just really hoped that he knew it.

𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝟒: HE CAME HOME.

you felt like your mind was playing tricks on you because you kept feeling like you heard jay calling your name. it got louder and louder until it reached your door. you could hear the cracking and the turn of the doorknob, your head lifting off of the pillow as he came into view. you chewed on your lip, feeling pathetic that you instantly cried because he was really here. he gave you a shy smile, placing his suitcase down alongside the bed.

he sat down in front of you, his hand raising to gently brush away the tears that rested underneath your eyes.”im here and im not angry anymore, im sorry for leaving. i just i was afraid that there was a chance that you didn’t want me anymore. that i wasn’t good enough and that jake was probably the happiness that you had wanted.” you honestly thought it all sounded silly, how could ever think that?

you sighed as you crawled forward until you made yourself comfortable on his lap. you took a moment to run your hands through his hair, running them along his chest and arms. you buried your face into his chest to take in the smell of the cologne that you had loved so much. you couldn’t believe that he felt this way, but you understood you weren’t doing your part as a girlfriend.

you leaned back slightly, your cheeks and neck instantly getting hot as he stared down at you with that loving gaze you adored so much.”im sorry for not telling you everyday how much i love and appreciate you. im sorry for making you feel like you could ever be replaced because that’s something that could never happen. i do love him but my heart will and always belong to you no matter who comes in and out of our lives.”

jay chuckled, his eyes watering as he nodded he felt silly because he thought he was going to lose you he felt like he would be lost without you in his life, in his world. and for what seemed like good timing, the two of you could hear the soft creaking of the floor boards as the two of you kissed. jake awkwardly standing in front of your door because finally it was open for the first time in days.”oh, uh ill just go to my room.” he tried to make a quick exit, he didn’t want to ruin whatever moment the row of you were having.

“no, stay i think we should all talk, lay everything out on the table and be honest about how we all feel.” jay gave him a welcoming smile, motioning for him to come in and sit down behind you. he instantly obeyed, quickly walking over to sit down behind you. he was surprised to see the way your hand rested upon his cheek. he missed your touch, he missed you, the both of you, if he were being honest. you decided to break the nervous tension in the air first. you sucked in a deep breath before finally ripping off the band aid.

“i love you and i love you too. the both of you make me feel alive in the best ways possible, sex aside i feel like the bond we have is something that i don’t want to be broken. the two of you mean so much to me and im sorry if i got in the middle of your friendship.” you looked in between the two of them, your other hand pressed against jay’s chest. the two of them internally overjoyed to hear how you feel. jake was the first one to speak, he didn’t say much but he truly didn’t have to.”you said it, you love me.”

jay smiled as he watched the two of you, reminiscing on all the good memories shared when he was outside looking in. the jealousy he once had dissipated, he was happy that he could watch the two of you kiss without wanting to punch a hole into the wall. was it awful that it sort of turned him on? he rubbed the back of his neck as he watched your lips move as one. his pants tightening as he let out a deep breath. you could almost feel jay’s eyes burning into your back, as you broke the kiss.

“you both love me, right? like really, really love me?” the both looked slightly worried as you looked at them with those doll-like eyes they loved so much. they both nodded, exchanging a yes and a of course. you smiled as you thought about it, they would probably hate what you were about to ask but you knew that they would do it.”hm, then kiss! one kiss, and then ill know that this bond is rock solid on all three sides.” it instantly made you laugh, because they looked at you like you were insane.

jay and jake exchanged a look, nearly gagging at the thought before laughing. it felt like the room had instantly gotten hotter, you sat in the middle of them, watching as they leaned forward.”one tiny kiss and i will go back to being disgusted by you!” jay said dramatically, jake instantly pretended to be offended, playfully gripping at invisible pearls. “hey, i think you are disgusting too, okay!” you playfully rolled your eyes at the exchange, before finally it happened.

the two leaned in close, probably closer than they ever have since being friends. jay was honestly over the tension, he pressed a quick peck onto his lips before pulling away. the two of them melting into themselves, cheeks hot with embarrassment. the cringe was real and it made the moment all the more wholesome, even if they said no to the kiss you would have still loved them both all the same. but, for some reason that “kiss”' was hotter than you had expected it to be.

“you know that was kind of hot.” you bit your lip lightly as you looked at the both of them before moving to lay down on the bed, your legs opening wide enough for them to see that you didn’t have on any panties underneath the oversized shirt that you were wearing. to say that their mouths instantly watered was an understatement. it didn’t take long for shirts and pants to be discarded before they took their rightful places on each side of your body. hands wandered all over your body, panting and moans filling the air.

this is how you wanted it to be, you wouldn’t mind laying in between the two of them forever. your eyes rolled up to stare into the eyes of your boyfriend, he stared at you with love much like the very first time you met. your lips crashed into one another, hungrily kissing as if it were the last time. jake pressed kisses and bites along your neck and chest, fingers running over your slit, teasingly sliding in between the folds. your hips bucked and rolled, moaning desperately into jay’s mouth. his fingers attacked your breasts in tandem, they were both on a mission to ruin you together.

every pinch given to your nipples made you moan louder, the deep thrusting of jake’s fingers making your toes curl. you gasped and moaned, as they worked you closer and closer to the edge. you felt like you were going to explode the instant his thumb rubbed along your clit over and over again.”that’s it be a good girl for us, show us how much you like being our little slut.” jake’s words were driving you insane. your moans and whimpers being admired by hungry eyes, that one last push of his thumb bringing on the first of many orgasms of the night. your walls clenched, your juices pouring down your thighs as you came all over jake’s fingers.

your mouth fell agape as your eyes fluttered closed, your body shaking as jay pressed kisses all over your face. it always felt so good to be loved in every possible. you had two guys willingly to pleasure you in every way that they could. your hands slowly ran along their thighs, giving them a soft squeeze as you mumbled.”y-your turn, i want you both, at the same time.” you couldn’t believe you said the words out loud but it was something you always wanted to try.

the two of them looked at each other before chuckling nervously, throats clearing as jake spoke.”are you sure? we don’t want to hurt you, princess.” jay nodded in agreement, gently brushing his fingers along your waist. you found it cute how gentle they were, always asking and making sure that you were okay. it just further affirmed how ready you were, ready to take this big step in experimenting with something she had never tried before.

“of course, im more sure than ive ever been about anything. i trust you both with my heart; and my body.” you giggled softly as you gently hooked your thumbs into the band of jay’s boxers he was already so hard and ready, your heart racing as you tugged them down and off his legs. jake honestly couldn’t even bother to wait, his own boxers were off before you could even manage to get them off on your own.

you quickly found yourself pressed in between them yet again, your chest pressed against jay’s as you latched your lips onto his own. jake reached over the side of the bed, pulling a bottle of lube out of the drawer of the side table. he pressed kisses along your spine, the cap popping open as he squirted some onto his fingers.”be still, okay?” he whispered loud enough for you to hear, you let out a gasp as his finger circled the rim of the one hole no one ever touched. you winced as one finger pressed in, the tight muscle stretching around his thick digit.

your body jolted slightly, happy that jay was keeping you distracted, his kisses getting more passionate with every passing second. his tongue dipped into your mouth as jake slowly opened you up on the other end. your mind spinning with pleasure, as your hips slowly rolled against the thick cock nestled underneath you. you and jay sharing an exchange of soft moans, the occasional whimpers of pain escaping you as jake slipped in another finger and another.

you couldn’t even begin to explain how it felt, it was almost like elastic, he stretched you beyond your words and you were already a blubbering mess and he didn’t even have his cock in yet. you craved to feel it to know how good it would feel to have every inch stuffed inside of you. your wish and desire approaching reality as you heard his husky voice whisper behind you.”are you ready, princess?” he raised a brow and smiled, his hand gently rubbing at your lower back.

“im more than ready, i promise.” you smiled as you looked at him from over your shoulder, ears stinging as you watched him lather his cock with lube. jay took his own cock into his hand, stroking himself slowly before slotting himself in between your folds. you both moaned as the head slid down to your entrance, the head of jake’s cock pressing firm against your tight little asshole. the two of them exchanged their usual knowing looks; one after the other they pushed in.

your mouth fell open, the first moan escaping you was low but shaky. your walls sucking in every inch of jay’s thick cock with ease, that familiar burn and stretch was still there but fuck it felt good. you couldn’t even formulate the words of how it felt to jake stuffing his cock into your ass, his hands rubbed at your hips as he eased his way in. he tried to keep you calm until he was completely sheathed to the hilt. you laid there in between them, shaking as you took it all in being in this moment with the two do them. you tried to process the feeling of being full in every sense.

the two of them littered your skin with kisses, the two of them working together to find the perfect rhythm. it took them a few thrusts to time it right but the moment they did the three of you couldn’t stop moaning. they fucked you long and deep, each thrust filled with love and passion. you felt like you could feel their hands all over your body, your walls clenching as you sucked them in. your forehead pressed firm against jay’s as you gazed into his eyes.

the sweet musk of passionate sex consumed the three of you, your eyes rolling as you brought your hand up to gently cup your love’s cheek. you pulled him in for a soft kiss, gently nipping and sucking on his bottom lip. you would honestly love nothing more than to be pressed right in between them every night and all night. each thrust from the two of them pulled dirty, sultry moans from your throat. jake buried his face into your neck, his moans filling your ears as he got lost in your warm heat.

time slowly slipped away from the three of you, the object of reaching the end on the forefront of each of your minds. you moaned out their names as could practically taste your orgasm rising in your stomach. the more your walls tightened, the rougher each thrust had gotten. jay slammed in and jake pulled out, the repetive motion of their hips sending them down a tunnel of explosion of their own.”you are so fucking amazing, my gem.” jay whispered those words as you finally tipped over the edge.

they slammed their cocks in deep as you moaned and screamed louder than you ever had in your life, your bottom lip quivered as your juices soaked everything it could possibly reach. jay and jake shared a collective groan, their nails digging deep into your hips as they helped you ride it out until the end. it didn’t take much longer for them to follow, jay came first his eyes rolling as he came deep inside of you, feeding your pussy every single last drop of his cum. jake gently collapsed on your back the moment he came, your ass getting it’s first little creamy treat.

the three of you laid there for hours and the only thing that was left to say was:

“i love you”

“we love you too.”

the rumors of you sleeping with jake behind jay’s back were always humorous, not only were they wrong, this union between the two of you would have never happened if it weren't for your boyfriend in the first place. you can’t even begin to count on your hands the many mornings you’ve woken up to jay gone but of course his roommate was balls deep inside of you. sex with jake always made you feel scandalous, even with the times where jay just sits and watches as his roommate works you up high and tears you apart.

tonight wasn't any different compared to any other night when the three of you went out, whether it was a bar, the park, a museum, the three of you would always find a way to have fun. you couldn’t stop yourself from smiling as jake led you out onto the dance floor in the middle of the club, leaving your boyfriend to quietly watch from the bar. your eyes never leaving his as you dropped it down low and rolled your hips up slowly to press firm against jake’s crotch.

a playful smirk danced upon your boyfriend's lips. he lifted his shot of tequila and tipped it in your direction in a manner of approval before he tossed the liquor back. jake’s hands were busying themselves with the fabric of your fishnets, he spun you around to face him, pulling you tight against his chest as he made eye contact with his roommate. an exchange of dumb smirks and knowing nods, you didn’t know what you were in for tonight but they did, they always did.

jay disappeared from sight as the two of you danced for what seemed like hours, jake constantly trying to ignore the way his cock would throb and twitch from the soft touch and pressure of yours hips. he dropped his head down to press his lips lightly against your ear.”let’s go to the bathroom, there’s something you gotta help me take care of.” you rolled your eyes playfully and laughed, you could tell he was hard as a rock the instant the three of you had gotten into the club.

“lead the way, im sure jay won’t mind, he never does.” little did you know he was already waiting in the stall of the bathroom for the two of you, the top buttons on his shirt popped open, with his phone in hand, he wanted to get his pretty slut on video taking cock from his friend. the instant the metal door creaked open, all you could hear was the heavy breathing shared between the two of you and the quick rush to lock the door.

jake threw you up against the wall, lips latching onto your neck as he lifted your leg up to coil around his waist. your eyes rolled as you moaned, his hands digging into the fabric of the fishnets ripping a hole right under the entrance to your core. your panties were already soaked and stuck in between your folds, you mewled as he effortlessly tore them apart the thin strands of fabric hitting the floor.

jay got off on torturing himself, his cock was hard and strained against his slacks but instead of beating himself off he would rather ruin you later in the back seat of his car. he just stood there and quietly watched, camera zoomed in to capture your body as you trembled. he watched as jake freed his thick, hard cock from the confines of his jeans. he roughly slapped the head against your clit, groaning as he teasingly slid it within the folds, lust filled eyes on you as he gathered up your juices.

jake leaned forward and captured your lips in a kiss, not even giving you the grace of a warning as he stuffed every single last inch of his cock inside of you in one go. thank the skies that the music was too loud in the club, no one could hear you scream as you melted against the wall.

your hands shook as you gripped onto the fabric of his shirt, deep voice penetrating your ears as he whispered.”you are such a fucking slut, you know that right? look at you, all limp, wet and pathetic for a cock that’s not your boyfriends. you love this don’t you?” every thrust was long and cruel, his cock repeatedly ramming into your core as you felt tears start swelling up in your eyes. every word sticking to you like post it notes on a wall.

“y-yes, i love it, im a slut, im a slut.” you whimpered and whined as you moaned over and over. he roughly jostled your body into whatever position he wanted, his cock dipping in, reaching far enough that it almost felt like he was deep in your stomach. you could forget about walking out of here with a face full of perfect makeup, you could feel the mascara rolling down your cheeks as your nails roughly dug into his arms. your head rolling back to rest against the wall, eyes fluttering shut.

jake took that chance to wrap a hand around your throat, his eyes darting back to look into the crack of the stall. he smirked as he squeezed down on your throat, your choked out sounds of trying to gasp for air made his cock twitch and throb. his cock plowed through you without mercy, his eyes trained on jay the entire time. you may have been his roommates girlfriend but you and your pussy was his to use whenever he had wanted.

his eyes slowly trailed back over to gaze upon you, groaning as your walls clamped down around him. he loosened the grip he had on your throat, his thumb swiping away the tears before his other hand came down across your face. he knew how much you loved to be used and slightly bruised. your back instinctively arched up off the wall as he made you look at him. his hips snapping forward at an animalistic pace, he knew you were close to cumming he could feel it as your walls sucked him in.

you cried in pleasure and frustration, your hands running up to cup his face pulling him in for a kiss as you ascended up into the atmosphere. your walls spasmed as you came on his cock, gasping as he dug in deep, he helped you ride out your high before he pulled out.”you are always so pretty when you cum from me, now i want you to open your mouth and hold out your tongue for me, be a good girl and swallow every last drop, hm?” you gave him a hazy smile, nodding as he roughly pushed you down onto your knees.

you were beyond ruined but it was okay, you enjoyed how he made you feel. your gazed up at him, mouth open wide, tongue pushed out waiting for the tasty gift of his cum. you watched him as he stroked himself over your face, the clear sign of sweat in his bangs as he groaned. his eyes rolled as ropes of cum came flying out to paint your face. you were so far gone you didn’t even hear the click of the bathroom stall opening.

you smiled and moaned as you licked at your lips, blushing at how much had missed your mouth. jay was standing off to the corner, catching you by surprise. he had an unreadable expression on his face. him and jake exchanged another look before the two of them started laughing.”you put on such a good show for me, princess. do you love when jake fucks you?” he took a step closer, grabbing a few wet paper towels as he helped to wipe your pretty face clean.

“you two planned this, didn’t you? you were in there the whole time, honey?” you blushed at the thought, he had always watched the two of you together, he was the perfect boyfriend who didn’t harbor any feelings of jealousy because with jake it was just lust but with jay you loved him with all of your heart. you smiled happily as your boyfriend leaned down and pressed a kiss onto your lips, pulling you up onto your feet as jake cleaned himself up, tucking his cock back into his jeans.

you didn’t miss the sight of the bulge that your boyfriend was rocking, you smiled as your fingers ran over it.”you didn’t cum yet.” jay smirked as he dug his hand into the pocket of his slacks as he grabbed his car keys, tossing them over to jake. the other blew a kiss in your direction before he disappeared to bring the car around.”you are going to take care of me while he drives, is that okay with you, my love?” you gave him a big happy smile, nodding as he wrapped an arm around your shoulders, he pressed kisses all along the nape of your neck. the two of you making your way through the madness of the club and out onto the sidewalk.

jay didn’t waste anytime as he opened the door to the backseat of the car, he nudged you forward with his knee smiling as you fell face forward into the seat. he pushed your legs in, giving your thighs a playful smack as he climbed in behind you, door slamming shut on its own.”try not to crash my car by watching, you can watch the playback of your own performance later.” jake playfully rolled his eyes, he turned to gently press a kiss onto your cheek before your boyfriend tugged you away.

his legs were spread wide in front of you, cock begging to be freed. you kept your eyes on his as you popped open the button and tugged down the zipper, pulling down his jeans and boxers just so they could rest comfortably below his knees. his eyes sparked with something so sinful, he could gaze at you like this forever and you’d melt every single time. his hand reached up to gently comb through your hair, bunching it up at the root as he slapped his cock against your cheeks and lips, his teeth burrowed into his bottom lip as he whispered.”open.”

the clear obedience you harbored was something that riled him up the most, plush tiers parted, jaw extending until your tongue laid flat, mouth and throat ready to receive him. you could hear the shift in the brakes, jake trying his hardest to not steal another glance in the mirror. for a moment he could see the way jay’s eyes had rolled into the back of his sockets. breathy groans falling from his lips as he fucked your mouth slow and deep, he loved to hear you choke and gag, wanting to savor the moment but he was already on the verge of exploding.

the point of view had quickly changed, the sweet grace of a red light allowed jake to get lost in your realm of lust and sin all over again. he shuddered as jay shoved every inch of his cock into your mouth, until your nails clawed at his thighs to allow you to come up for air. he was jealous, he already had his turn but his cock craved to just have another dip inside your sweet, tight cavern. if it weren’t for the excessive honking jake would sit and watch for hours.

his shaky hands gripped the steering wheel as he pulled off from the light. the other two sinful sex demons too busy picking each other apart to notice anything else outside their bubble. jay had managed to maneuver your body in any position he had wanted. your legs were spread over each side of his thighs, your back pressed flush against his chest. you both gasped as you sunk down onto his cock, the desperate twitching sending chills rolling up your spine.

his lips trailed their way up to your neck, fingers busying themselves with your clit as you both worked in tandem. if you dropped down he was snapping his upwards to collide with your own. your moans intoxicated every space in the car, pussy juices making a mess of his thighs and the leather seats.

your eyes rolled up to stare right into the mirror, your mouth open as you caught jake’s hungry stare just for a moment. your walls tightened, whimpering as your love worked you over with his index and middle fingers. at this rate the car would probably crash and you wouldn’t have cared as long as you both had gotten the chance to cum.

each thrust got rougher, and your mind got hazier you couldn’t take it much longer already so worked over from the previous sweet battering of your pussy by your other lover. jay brought his hands down to interlock with your own, you both moaned over and over, streams of tears rolling down your cheeks as he sheathed himself to the hilt. you rolled your hips slowly against him, wanting to milk him for everything he had. spurt after spurt he stuffed you full of his cum, the two of you were so caught up in that high to even realize the car had finally come to a stop.

labored breathing, and sloppy kisses was all that could be heard before jake’s voice cut through the thick air.”i don’t ever want to drive again if it means i have to torture myself by watching through a tiny mirror.” his brows furrowed, the three of you erupting into laughter as your boyfriend carefully slid you off of his lap. you leaned forward and pressed a kiss onto jake’s cheek, fingers running along his jawline.”after i get some rest you can have me in the morning, okay?” you looked at both of them before nearly jumping out of the car to run inside, you adored them both but they took the longest fucking showers.

jay looked over at jake and sighed as he combed his fingers through his hair. their dynamic was surely different but it seemed to work well for the three of them. jake contemplated asking but he just had to know that everything was still okay between all of them.”are we still good?” jay smiled as he cleaned himself up, worrying about the state of his seats for another time.”yea, man, we are all good.”

you could count on almost every day of the week being exciting for you, the three of you were closer than ever but a part of you felt like jake was starting to care for you more than he should. your boyfriend had one rule, “don’t fall in love with each other” that should be easy, right? no you were wrong the mutual yearning to be something more grew with every passing day.

you continued to laugh and smile around the two of them, wondering what you should do about your feelings. you could feel the change between you and jake. he was becoming more domestic and sweet whenever jay wasn’t around. he would hold your hands and stare into your eyes for too long. even the sex was more passionate. he stopped calling you names and started telling you how much he had adored you. how much he wished that the two of you could have a stronger connection that didn’t just involve having sex.

your boyfriend gave the two of you one rule to follow and it was broken the instant he had uttered ‘i love you’ and you said ‘i love you too’. the two of you kept that sweet little confession to yourselves and tossed it into the imaginary box of the things your boyfriend doesn’t know about. you decided to savor these moments while they lasted, jay was far from dumb he would probably find out sooner or later.

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