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☆ 𝅃 🪐 . ࣪ ⋆ 예반 ⋆ 이희승 ; 𝗛𝗘𝗘𝗦𝗡𝗚𝗜𝗥𝗟 𝗠𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗧 ·

あたし ⎯⎯ Libra — October 20th is my date, INTP-T. A person with a chaotic life who finds some comfort in escaping reality through writing. I suffer from an overactive imagination, but I don’t always know how to put my ideas into words. She/her. A lover of psychology, rational to the point of emotional detachment. A K-pop fan since 2017, formerly a multi-stan; "ENHA FAN" since 2020; currently I only stan EVAN, and ENHYPEN.

Spanish is my first language, and I have an intermediate level of English, so I think it’s normal if you sometimes notice grammatical mistakes in my writing. I also love editing. I’m obsessed with aesthetics (that's why I change the look of my blog so often).

𝗕𝗟𝗢𝗚 𝗧𝗢𝗣𝗜𝗖 ⎯⎯ At this point I shouldn’t have to clarify it, but I’ll say it once again. MY BLOG IS DEDICATED ONLY TO HEESEUNG, that’s how I started, and that’s how I plan to continue. It’s simply a matter of comfort and personal preference.

𝗥𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗦 ⎯⎯ I do accept requests but, THEY’RE CURRENTLY CLOSED, I don’t follow a specific order when working on them, it’s honestly random, and some take longer than others. And yes, I only write and accept requests about Heeseung (no exceptions).

The other thing is, well, I’ve noticed u don’t have a permanent taglist, but if u ever decide to create one, I’d love to be part of it. Do u think that could be possible? I really, really love ur work! · 3 ·

Really, it wasn’t anything serious at all, just a little inconvenience that I’d rather not talk about anymore. Thank you for caring 💗, but I’m also sorry for making you worry. I’m truly fine, I was just really pissed off yesterday. 🫠

— 💌 anon

Ngl, it’s way too obvious—you don’t even need to think about it that much to realize Heeseung is genuinely enjoying his process, and like you said, his health has clearly improved too. He literally shines! I WATCHED HIS LIVE AND HE LOOKED SO CUTE, ADORABLE, AND JUST SO KISSABLE! AHHHHH I LOVE HIM! 😭💗 He’s so precious, I honestly feel so happy and proud of Hee. I just hope the best for him because he truly deserves it. He’s exceptional, and he’s brought us so much good since this whole journey officially started. Please, let’s love and support Heeseung! 👏🏻💕

And about the other thing… I think I’m just trying to stay sane through all of this. I kinda let certain things slide so I wouldn’t focus on the negative and could stay on the positive side, but honestly it got to a point where I just needed to vent. Still, I really appreciate the people who’ve tried to look at the situation more realistically and coherently, and who haven’t turned their backs on ENHA or Hee—or who at least made their own decisions without turning everything into drama.

But anyway, you know how it is… RIDE OR DIE ON JUNE 22! ____ LET’S GAURRR! (I’ll change that line once Hee finally picks our fandom name 😅🤭)

I’m so lazy

And I just came here to shower you with love 🥰

I love you so so so so so much, forever and ever😘

Best writer.❤️‍🔥

I missed you🫂

Hope you are taking care of your health, enjoying your life and be happy♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

I will be you ‘ride or die’ till the end(I’m so excited for ride or die!!! dada’s giving us smtg so so tasty soon ahhhhhh his concept photo the second one mainly omg gangster hee I love him and you too hahaha)

Yours lovingly

-🤞🏻anon

TMI 😅 Thanks, I always make sure to say thank you when I’m given love like this. It feels really nice 🤭❤️‍🩹 sending lots of love back to you, babe! Have a great weekend.

And about the other thing… LET’S GAURRR! We’ve gotta support Evan at all times, seriously, our Hee needs us more than ever right now. 👏🏻💕

Please, take your projections elsewhere. My stance comes from someone who actually understands the boundaries of being a fan, fully aware that we have zero insight or control over ENHA or Heeseung beyond what's on screen. I don’t need to manufacture a pathetic narrative to see what’s blindingly obvious, and literally echoed by ENHA and Heeseung themselves.

This, this, and THIS! SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK! 'Cause literally, this is the whole fucking point! I honestly don't get why it was so hard for people to see it from this perspective? I mean, the solution was always as simple as just respecting and supporting the boys and Hee, regardless of the change.

I agree on one thing, I also see Heeseung doing so well with it, u can really tell how much he wanted to make his own music and work in his own style. Honestly, I think it's admirable. And respecting him is the bare minimum we can do for him.

Lol, I went through the same thing, because I was ARMY before anything else, and I loved BTS so much. But… being part of the fandom eventually became so unbearable, like you said, and honestly I decided not to be an ARMY anymore. It’s kinda the same reason I’m deciding not to call myself Engene anymore, because even though there are exceptions, there are good people. The charm disappears when the bad ones take over. And honestly, some people just don’t enjoy things themselves and don’t let others enjoy them either.

This is where I can confidently say that ENHA is absolutely not to blame for the mess of a fandom they ended up with. And honestly, I never thought I'd come across a fandom more questionable and unbearable than that fandom, but ENGENEs definitely exceeded my expectations.

Especially because they're not even being logical about it. I mean, organizing mass efforts to sabotage your own artists' careers and income? Teaming up just to attack, insult, and hurt other people? I've said it before and I'll keep saying it with zero hesitation: that's genuinely stupid, and even worse, it just shows a shocking lack of common sense.

As for the hate toward Heeseung... well, some people have been holding onto that for a long time. They were just waiting for the perfect opportunity to let it all out. There are people who dislike Heeseung and ENHA for reasons that go far beyond this situation, and honestly, it shows.

Tbh... I feel like even ENHYPEN and Hee must feel so embarrassed and cringed out by the fandom they got, and all the dumb shit they’ve done and keep doing. 🙃 Personally, I don’t even call myself an ENGENE anymore, just an 'ENHA fan' and well, I'm just waiting for whatever fandom name Heeseung gives us.

Like… are we even following the same artist? What am I missing here?

At this point, it’s beyond exhausting. The media, the ENHYPEN members, the company, and Heeseung himself have all said it and shown it with their actions: HE IS NOT COMING BACK TO ENHYPEN. He’s fine with that, and the members have been working hard to move forward no matter what.

Just stop already. This isn’t nostalgia anymore. It’s not about missing Heeseung. It’s just selfish and miserable behavior, people who want to ruin everything for everyone else just because they’re unhappy. If they’re miserable, then ENHA and Heeseung have to be miserable too. Not shit.

Heeseung’s debut is happening on June 22, whether they like it or not. He worked day and night to achieve this dream, and all he’s asked is for people to support him and keep loving him. So to those still stuck and wallowing for no reason, change that mindset already. This was never about you or your feelings, and it never will be.

More than ever, Hee needs unconditional love and support right now, not some self-proclaimed saviors with a hero complex or narcissists who think the world should revolve around their own whims. The reality is unfolding right in front of us, and it’s not going to change just because some people are thinking, “Ugh, it hurts too much. I can’t accept seeing him solo instead of in the group.”

And yeah, I know this sounds completely lacking in empathy, but when these same people were given empathy before, they abused it. They caused chaos, split the fandom, nearly ruined ENHYPEN’s career, and even sent hate to Heeseung just for doing what he wanted instead of what the fandom demanded.

LET'S FUCKING GAURRR! EVAN FIGHTING!

as always, i hope you've had a good week thus far and that the rest of the week lying ahead will be kind to you. i hope that at the end of this week, you'll be able to look back and see just how much you got done! sending you loads of love and hugs!!! xoxo 🤍

— 💌 anon

I’ve missed u, baby ~ 💕 Thanks for making your star appearance of the week too. Your messages always make me happy to see. I hope you’re doing well. Sending u lots of kisses and hugs, plus the usual dose of love. Have a great week and I hope everything goes amazing for u, sweetheart. Luv u!