; HEAVENS MACHINERY .

i hate you so fucking much you will never have any idea what you have done to me. you hurt me irreparably. all you ever did for the two years we knew each other was hurt me and i withstood it. i can say that interacting with you feels like a chore because my social battery was drained and you get to bring it up at every disagreement about how you cried about it for months but you have the right to tell me “its like you were made to be unlikeable” and its supposedly the “truth”. I fucking hate you and everything you stand for you will never understand the damage you have done. you will never understand how deeply you hurt me. you will never in a million years understand or even feel an ounce of regret. you cutting off your friend of two years and at times partner seems like some great thing or relief to you. i hate you more than you will ever know and i will never forgive you for the way you have changed me. Do you know how it feels to be told that nobody likes you? Do you know how it feels to be told that you being rightfully upset for being told you were friends for 2 years was because you were “routine” is “throwing a fit”? I hate you and I hate that i can see you in everything. in the music i listen to and the games that i play. from the bottom of my very heart i fucking hate you. thermo, doll, heavensmachinery, whatever you go by now. i hate you. i hate you so much. i hate you so fucking much you will never understand how angry i am. you will never know the effect you have had on me. you will never ever understand what you have done because you will never mature. you will never change and that has been proven time and time again. “I’ve changed”. No, you haven’t. If you had changed you would have never hurt me again. If you had changed you wouldn’t have told me that everybody dislikes me, lied about gabriel disliking me, or told me i was throwing a fit for being angry that you were only friends with me because i was routine. i was a tool to you. i fucking hate you. with every bone in my body every vein beneath my skin and every nerve. i hate you.

i hate you so fucking much you will never have any idea what you have done to me. you hurt me irreparably. all you ever did for the two years we knew each other was hurt me and i withstood it. i can say that interacting with you feels like a chore because my social battery was drained and you get to bring it up at every disagreement about how you cried about it for months but you have the right to tell me “its like you were made to be unlikeable” and its supposedly the “truth”. I fucking hate you and everything you stand for you will never understand the damage you have done. you will never understand how deeply you hurt me. you will never in a million years understand or even feel an ounce of regret. you cutting off your friend of two years and at times partner seems like some great thing or relief to you. i hate you more than you will ever know and i will never forgive you for the way you have changed me. Do you know how it feels to be told that nobody likes you? Do you know how it feels to be told that you being rightfully upset for being told you were friends for 2 years was because you were “routine” is “throwing a fit”? I hate you and I hate that i can see you in everything. in the music i listen to and the games that i play. from the bottom of my very heart i fucking hate you. thermo, doll, heavensmachinery, whatever you go by now. i hate you. i hate you so much. i hate you so fucking much you will never understand how angry i am. you will never know the effect you have had on me. you will never ever understand what you have done because you will never mature. you will never change and that has been proven time and time again. “I’ve changed”. No, you haven’t. If you had changed you would have never hurt me again. If you had changed you wouldn’t have told me that everybody dislikes me, lied about gabriel disliking me, or told me i was throwing a fit for being angry that you were only friends with me because i was routine. i was a tool to you. i fucking hate you. with every bone in my body every vein beneath my skin and every nerve. i hate you.

i hate you so fucking much you will never have any idea what you have done to me. you hurt me irreparably. all you ever did for the two years we knew each other was hurt me and i withstood it. i can say that interacting with you feels like a chore because my social battery was drained and you get to bring it up at every disagreement about how you cried about it for months but you have the right to tell me “its like you were made to be unlikeable” and its supposedly the “truth”. I fucking hate you and everything you stand for you will never understand the damage you have done. you will never understand how deeply you hurt me. you will never in a million years understand or even feel an ounce of regret. you cutting off your friend of two years and at times partner seems like some great thing or relief to you. i hate you more than you will ever know and i will never forgive you for the way you have changed me. Do you know how it feels to be told that nobody likes you? Do you know how it feels to be told that you being rightfully upset for being told you were friends for 2 years was because you were “routine” is “throwing a fit”? I hate you and I hate that i can see you in everything. in the music i listen to and the games that i play. from the bottom of my very heart i fucking hate you. thermo, doll, heavensmachinery, whatever you go by now. i hate you. i hate you so much. i hate you so fucking much you will never understand how angry i am. you will never know the effect you have had on me. you will never ever understand what you have done because you will never mature. you will never change and that has been proven time and time again. “I’ve changed”. No, you haven’t. If you had changed you would have never hurt me again. If you had changed you wouldn’t have told me that everybody dislikes me, lied about gabriel disliking me, or told me i was throwing a fit for being angry that you were only friends with me because i was routine. i was a tool to you. i fucking hate you. with every bone in my body every vein beneath my skin and every nerve. i hate you.

i hate you so fucking much you will never have any idea what you have done to me. you hurt me irreparably. all you ever did for the two years we knew each other was hurt me and i withstood it. i can say that interacting with you feels like a chore because my social battery was drained and you get to bring it up at every disagreement about how you cried about it for months but you have the right to tell me “its like you were made to be unlikeable” and its supposedly the “truth”. I fucking hate you and everything you stand for you will never understand the damage you have done. you will never understand how deeply you hurt me. you will never in a million years understand or even feel an ounce of regret. you cutting off your friend of two years and at times partner seems like some great thing or relief to you. i hate you more than you will ever know and i will never forgive you for the way you have changed me. Do you know how it feels to be told that nobody likes you? Do you know how it feels to be told that you being rightfully upset for being told you were friends for 2 years was because you were “routine” is “throwing a fit”? I hate you and I hate that i can see you in everything. in the music i listen to and the games that i play. from the bottom of my very heart i fucking hate you. thermo, doll, heavensmachinery, whatever you go by now. i hate you. i hate you so much. i hate you so fucking much you will never understand how angry i am. you will never know the effect you have had on me. you will never ever understand what you have done because you will never mature. you will never change and that has been proven time and time again. “I’ve changed”. No, you haven’t. If you had changed you would have never hurt me again. If you had changed you wouldn’t have told me that everybody dislikes me, lied about gabriel disliking me, or told me i was throwing a fit for being angry that you were only friends with me because i was routine. i was a tool to you. i fucking hate you. with every bone in my body every vein beneath my skin and every nerve. i hate you.

i hate you so fucking much you will never have any idea what you have done to me. you hurt me irreparably. all you ever did for the two years we knew each other was hurt me and i withstood it. i can say that interacting with you feels like a chore because my social battery was drained and you get to bring it up at every disagreement about how you cried about it for months but you have the right to tell me “its like you were made to be unlikeable” and its supposedly the “truth”. I fucking hate you and everything you stand for you will never understand the damage you have done. you will never understand how deeply you hurt me. you will never in a million years understand or even feel an ounce of regret. you cutting off your friend of two years and at times partner seems like some great thing or relief to you. i hate you more than you will ever know and i will never forgive you for the way you have changed me. Do you know how it feels to be told that nobody likes you? Do you know how it feels to be told that you being rightfully upset for being told you were friends for 2 years was because you were “routine” is “throwing a fit”? I hate you and I hate that i can see you in everything. in the music i listen to and the games that i play. from the bottom of my very heart i fucking hate you. thermo, doll, heavensmachinery, whatever you go by now. i hate you. i hate you so much. i hate you so fucking much you will never understand how angry i am. you will never know the effect you have had on me. you will never ever understand what you have done because you will never mature. you will never change and that has been proven time and time again. “I’ve changed”. No, you haven’t. If you had changed you would have never hurt me again. If you had changed you wouldn’t have told me that everybody dislikes me, lied about gabriel disliking me, or told me i was throwing a fit for being angry that you were only friends with me because i was routine. i was a tool to you. i fucking hate you. with every bone in my body every vein beneath my skin and every nerve. i hate you.

not giving them either option is not a good boundary because realistically it will get broken either way that way for that reason. either people you dont like will use your name for that experience or they will create their own. you cant both eat your cake and still have it

taglist for reach: @jiiamp @heavensmachinery @lovesse @squidfreak @smilepilled ( others may reblog as well, i want this to reach as many people as possible. )