Under the same Sky we share,my words bleed for you

Jadi... selama tiga tahun kemarin aku menahan diri, semua rasa hanya bisa aku ungkapkan dengan air mata. Sekarang memasuki tahun keempat, ternyata air mata yang harus aku keluarkan jauh lebih banyak lagi, realita yang harus aku hadapi jauh lebih rumit dan seems impossible to be true...

But love arrived unannounced, as if it had quietly memorized every empty corner of my soul. And when his heart met mine, two lonely rhythms became one beautiful melody, playing softly between us.

And yet, this love was never meant to be. No matter how deeply we both love each other, some distances cannot be crossed, and I already belong to someone else.

I don't know how long the two of us will have to struggle to hold on to our sanity.

Some people tell me they love me, and I don't really know how to respond. One person even said he wanted to live with me someday. I laughed because I thought he was joking, but then he said, "This is a du'a, you can't laugh at it like that." I apologized afterward.

Another person told me that I was beautiful and that he had fallen in love with me.

Honestly, all of this makes me feel guilty and confused. 🥺

Maybe I’m like a hero who arrived too late, forgetting that time has already moved on.