lauki bedevils me

i still feel like, compared to xie lian's dynamic with mu qing, his relationship with feng xin was underdeveloped. Or rather, their reconciliation. There was almost nothing signaling a new start in the relationship and it's such a shame considering how terrible their seperation was , and yet not a single scene of feng xin actually coming to the realisation that xie lian wasn't losing his mind and was actually being haunted by bwx. i expected something, an apology, a question about what really happened back then, and nothing. I really like xie lian's bitterness aimed at himself upon realising he never had the slightest idea about jian lan or how he never asked, because despite us the readers yelling well you couldn't have noticed during all that that's not what xie lian thinks and it's such an important moment for them, so i cant believe there was nothing from feng xin's side. He shows remorse through his actions,yes, albeit in a very messed up way of being straight up unable to comprehend the fact that xie lian does in fact know what he's dealing with with hua cheng, and misguided as his actions may be they stem from his guilt so WHY was there not half a hint of a reconciliation. A discussion. Anything? The xl/mq confrontation and their dynamic in the following scenes was so good at portraying a new start, far too different from their previous one but one nonetheless. Imagine how good a xl/fx would have been. Ah well